ANGTORIA LYRICS

1. The Awakening

[Instrumental]

2. I'm Calling

When I was a little girl
I called for you
Come and save me from this
Wicked world I'm born into!
Lets play a game of hide and seek
I want my prince to rescue me
From the evil lurking at my door
My destiny, my fantasy
I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery
I called to you, only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
I'm dauntless when I'm with you
Childlike dreaming, I call for you!
When I'm all alone
A damsel in distress
He'll come and save me from this
Wicked world I'm born into!
He rides the night, defeats the storm
We'll sneak away, by early dawn
To his kingdom in the sky!
My destiny, my fantasy
I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery
I called to you, only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
I'm dauntless, when I'm with you
Childlike dreaming, I call for you!

3. God Has A Plan For Us All

Let his holy choirs sing in sodomy, praise be!
Surrender your body and soul unto him
Demoralize me!
So he crept into my room
Whispered my name, took my innocence away
I'm only five, a perverts concubine
God has a plan for us all
I've been touched by the hand of god
My sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy
You do not believe in him, but he believes in you
He wants you to repene all your sins
Let him in, inside you!
God has a plan for us all
You are one of gods children
Get on your knees, serve him well my child
I've fallen prey to the devil in disguise
God has a plan for us all
Don't say a word or you'll go to hell
God has a plan for you all
Open up for him! Let Jesus in!
His sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy!

4. Suicide On My Mind

Did I want to live
Within the empty space
My sleep numbed my pain
Now I'm awake
My sanity has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Did I want to die
Pain consumed me inside
Heaven on my tongue
Drunk down with suicide
Beyond self control
My urge has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Time does not heal
A shame so surreal
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul

5. Deity Of Disgust

Glass eyes stare, when tempted by
A smile for the unknown, headrush
Like the river wild
I see in your eyes a reflection of
Something forbidden
Unleashed by a lie you inspired
I live in your shadow, your secret
Betrayal I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust
I was destined to take plague to my grave
Dug by my self pity
Captured by the thrill of my prey
Young skin so addictive
Falling faster than rain
Can't control this craving
Not that I feel the need to
I live in your shadow, your secret
Betrayal I clutch in my hand
Deception was not intention
Deity of disgust

6. The Addiction

I shall scream in silence
I'll cry but not shed a tear
I shall speak with no sound
I shall hurt with no pain
Your heart's as black as the night
On my death bed I'll crawl
You hold the breath to my life
Something dies within
My soul whispers your name
Are you there?
Ocean of my fears
I shall drown for you
Inhibitions die, with your blinding light
I yearn for you now
Taste me, bleed me dry
Time cire slow like mourning
Without you in my sight
Something burns within me
Deep within my eyes

7. Six Feet Under's Not Deep Enough

You'll twist and turn your spite
'Til you drain the sane
Cover up your tracks with lies
Deceit hides a smile
So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
What lies behind closed doors
Your slaves dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain
Your sheer presence makes my skin crawl
But your stale memory drags on
What goes around comes around
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
We'll spit on your grave until your soul screams
Six feet under's not deep enough
No sleep lost, good things come to those who wait

8. Do You See Me Now

Hate the reflection that I see
Wish I could claw... away... my skin
Demons won't let me flee my minds tragedy
Don't label me, not a minority
Society created me
First cuts the neatest, I didn't feel a thing
Don't show me your pity
Second cuts the deepest, a release from within
Don't try to analyse me
Carve pretty pictures of hatred
Avert your eyes, my artwork doesn't lie
Refuse to acknowledge me
I'm not what you want to see
So inject and study me
Pump me with hypocrisy
Third cuts the longest, I just lost control
No doctor can save me
Fourth cuts the boldest, I've an eye for detail
Don't try to admit me
My condition has no name
It's not like I'm insane
Redirect your empathy
My body's my vengeance
I'm addicted to pain
No one understands me

9. Original Sin

Everything happens for a reason
Everything you love turns to dust
Everything you touch yearns for poison
Your eyes lust too much
I tried so hard to control my mind
To remain true to you
Thrashing the waints of innocence inside
But no desire to restrain myself
I hate to love but love to hate
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can't believe you turned us into this!
It's far from beauty and the beast, our saga ends
Disgust! I trust you will burn in hell!
Acquiescence, my gift to you
But on my knees, I'll never do
Take your path hand in hand
Like a fool, I follow you
Bleak I seem, now to you
Within your eyes, I am nothing new
Your heinous crime, watch my decline
Your vicious lips revolt me
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can't believe you turned us into this
It's far from beauty and the beast, our saga ends
Disgust! I trust you will burn in hell!

10. Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned

Each morning I prayed
My mirror displayed my disgrace
From the anger, bruised upon my face
Dragged through the halls
Your cycle reborn
Lose your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Relive your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain and punish us
Reach out to you, you raise your iron fist
Betrayed, not raised, dismissed!
Your loveless life, no heart warming twist
Neglect, your deflect! Forced to shy away
Dragged, we will fall
Corruption reborn
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Relive your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain and punish us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Dismantle what's laid before you
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Drive us insane and banish us

11. Confide In Me

I stand in the distance
I view from afar
Should I offer some assistance?
Should it matter who you are?
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
But in the name of understanding now
Our problems should be shared
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me
I can keep a secret
And throw away the key
But sometimes to release it
Is to set out children free
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me

12. That's What The Wise Lady Said

I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best
Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
With the war in your head
That's what the wise lady said!
There'll be times, when you can't face
The weary lights of the day
But be strong and believe
You can be anything you wish to be
Don't let your fears hold you back
Life isn't meant to be easy
Find justice for what you lack
Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the fantasies that you dread
That's what the wise Lasy said!
I came from nothing, here I am!
I won the war in my head!

13. A Child That Walks The Path Of A Man

[Bonus track]

A face that stuns me
Sends my soul into shock
A voice that numbs me
Re-directs my destiny

Did I try to run before I could walk?
Seems you place the blame on our demise
Did my emotions cloud my judgement?
Your world of lies, I knew the truth!

So you think you know what´s good for me?
That's why you turned your back?
I hope you die, internally
For every tear I cry, I cried alone

This lame excuse, you give me
Am I expected to except this?
I hear you say "You don´t need me!
Move on, your better off without me"!

Did you try to run before you could walk?
I shall place the blame on our demise
Did your emotions cloud my judgement?
I lived a lie, You knew the truth!

So you think you know,whats good for me?
That's why you closed that door?
I hope you live, Regretfully!
Knowing what you lost, You lost me

I brought you heaven, You gave me hell
Your anger shut me out
I know you wont forget, that final kiss
I hope it burns inside







ANGTORIA LYRICS