ART FAR AWAY LYRICS

1. The Ghost Network

I can hear these voices from below, screaming save us from this dark glow.
In perdition there's this moment of light, moving closer to the other side.

Children screaming daddy don’t go, don’t leave us here, it way too cold. We will starve and never grow old.

Little Johnny rode his bike out in the streets. Metal against meat, there’s no other way when they two meet.

Lovely Lisa knew her boyfriend could get mad, she could take a few hits and lie about it because she loved him. But this time he never stopped and left behind a broken home, broken nose, broken bones, broken heart.

I can hear Ghosts

Rose looked for her mother amidst the naked people, screaming out her name. Her mother found her and held her close. Whispered in her ear that everything will be just fine. Then they filled the showers with gas.

I can hear Ghosts

Don’t cry, it was your time to go.
Please leave, you don’t want to become a Ghost.
You’ll be left all alone. But I’ll help you. Goodbye my love.

2. Tea Party For Hunter

You broke me like no one’s broken me before. It’s all about timing before I lose control.
Of course, I’m ashamed of myself, but I can handle it.
But I’m too afraid of what comes next, I’m too afraid of pushing myself to that edge.
Because when it comes down to it, will I stop myself? I don’t know anymore.
I think I can handle the pain, but love breaks something that then goes missing.
I don’t know if I’ll ever find it again. It feels so close, yet so far away.

Most drugs and alcohol are depressants and I don’t want to take the edge off, I need to stay focused. Because when I let loose; the jaw softens, I need to stay angry.
LSD and Cocaine might be something that helps, but I’m too afraid.

I’ll never forget how you made me feel and that hurts even more.
No-way I Could Have this One Love Ever-last.
It was something that killed me in the past and it still kills me every single day.
I adore you and I’ll be waiting here for you, the rest of my life.

I’m so tired of being scared, all the fucking time.
Every single noise makes me feel less alive, there’s a hole in my soul where I’m drowning this once happy boy.
I can still feel him; he will never be healed.
But life is funny that way, how it fucks you from behind, every single fucking time.

I’ll never forget how you made me feel and that hurts even more.
No-way I Could Have this One Love Ever-last.
It was something that killed me in the past and it still kills me every single day.
I love you and I’ll be waiting here for you, the rest of my life.

I attend tea parties laughing and smiling. Everything is always alright; I’m starting to not care anymore. Mad hatters all around, not caring for anyone.
Drink up my tea, swallow some more, if you ask me I’ll just lie.
But I’m not alright, I will never be fine.

I’ll never forget how you made me feel and that hurts even more.
No-way I Could Have this One Love Ever-last.
It was something that killed me in the past and it still kills me every single day.
I love you and I’ll be waiting here for you, the rest of my life.

But I guess we’ll always have Cornflakes and I wish I could make you see Jesus.
All these songs I wrote, their all about you. You’re so lovely.
And I’ll be right here, until you come back. At least I hope I will.
I don’t need anyone; but I’m so fucking lonely it hurts.

3. Mad As A Hatter

I take you under the covers, removing what ever shame you had left.
There is beauty in the dark, where my mothers defining features don't reflect.

You look at my body, and you're not disgusted
You can find pretty things in the most obscene.

I never knew there could be someone like you. Your lips tremble, as my body and words dissemble.

I touch you in places my hands could ever dream of reaching. For under the covers your body feels like it's breaching.

I am so sorry for behaving this way, I know that it's a reflection of my mothers and fathers shame.
I don't want to be defined by my fathers complexion.
Anger: has raised so many moment, destroyed so many atonements.

I am so tired of waking up alone in my bed, hugging a pillow, I think I need to swallow some lead

I am so afraid of making a 12-gauge decision, whether or not to give you a marked zero salvation.
Or to give myself a glockjaw with a pink mist ending.

But you lie there sleeping, and I have to go back to dreaming.
For no one can touch us there, and all of my inherited features are obsolete.
It is truly here that I am free...
I try to get you attention, I try make you understand.
But how come I am the only one, the only one who fights for his sleep?
And how come that when I am finally dreaming, you're not sleeping?
And how come that when you are dreaming, you are never dreaming of me?

I am so afraid of making a 12-gauge decision, whether or not to give you a marked zero salvation.
Or to give myself a glockjaw with a pink mist ending.

4. Rabbit's Hole

Waking up alone again, asking her to leave before I need her to stay.
Exit the room before I see her face. Jerking off to some sick shit on the internet.
Feeling more ashamed than ever.
Walking into the living room, imagining myself hanging from the ceiling.
I need you to see my brand new Rolex. I need you to see my designer clothes.

I'll continue to get you drunk and high all night as long as you look at me.
I don't want you to get to know me. I don't need you poking around inside my head.
Finding out who I really am…

I need you to scream out my name.
Now lay flat down on my bed and spread those cheeks and let me in.
I'll make you see God tonight and scream out my name until morning light.
I need you now and I need you close, so that I don't break down and cut my throat.

Someone please help me numb the pain, I hide behind these phony smiles, laughing at your stupid lies. I need you to scream out my name, whether it’s for pleasure or pain, I don’t care anymore.

I need you to make me whole again, I need to be able to come back home again.
Fix this fucking broken boy, tell me that you love me so and never wish to leave me alone.
Tell me that I've made you see God’s face in the bed sheets.
Tell me that I made you whole, and filled that endless empty void.

Someone please help me numb the pain, I hide behind these phony smiles, laughing at your stupid lies. Telling you what you wanna hear. Just so I can get away, and hurt someone else for a change. I’ll make you scream out my name. It’s nice to hear someone else say it for a change.
Whether it’s from pleasure or pain, I don’t care anymore.

I am falling further down the rabbit's hole, I've been chasing Alice for way too long.
I will never be ok. I'll probably die soon someday.
I'll continue fucking everyone until I see your face on theirs.
I'll never be ok. Someone please help me numb the pain.

There’s not much time left, so don’t dawdle.
Running down rabbits, cracking smiles of cats.
Hiding from men mad as hats.
I’m so fucked up, but I still need you here, please scream out my name...

Someone please help me numb the pain, I hide behind these phony smiles, laughing at your stupid lies. Telling you what you wanna hear. Just so I can get away, and hurt someone else for a change. I’ll make you scream out my name, it nice to hear someone else say it for a change.
Whether it’s from pleasure or pain, I don’t care anymore.

5. Migraine

My hands are disappearing, but they are still there.
It comes from nowhere.
Flashing circles of light, a numbing pain to soothe what's left in the brain.

Like a blade pushing it's way through, leaving nothing but laughter in this empty room.
My body gets tired, my mind set ablaze. Like passive waste, drowning it this painful haste.

A drug to clear the way, I need to sleep to numb the pain. I feel drained, slept in darkness, wake in it all the same.

It comes in waves, please leave migraine.
No lights, move slow, I'll never be whole again.

The pain still lingers, I need to take it slow, it can come back anytime, anywhere.
It is out of my control. Sit back and let it wash over you.

It comes in waves, please leave migraine.
No lights, move slow, I'll never be whole again.

Oh God just take this pain away.

It comes in waves, please leave migraine.
No lights, move slow, I'll never be whole again.







ART FAR AWAY LYRICS