A WAKE IN PROVIDENCE LYRICS

1. Doom

[Instrumental]

2. Seeker

I'm sick of everyday being the same thing
I'm tired of living out this life and nothing's
Nothing's changing
I've taken a long look at life
I've watched my friends become my worst enemies
I've watched the world become a victim to disease
Never choosing to believe what I see
The devil has a plan for me and he just won't let me leave
He won't let me leave

I've gone to hell and back and you were nowhere to be found
You always had an act for letting me down
So where the fuck are you now?
So where the fuck are you

These feelings of hopelessness attacking the only good that's left in my mind
It's only a matter of time
Before these nightmares I hide
Make their way back inside and try to control me

Trying to hide
The devils inside and he's watching over me

Believing that I could somehow come back to reality
Praying to someone who has never looked out for me

Is it true what they say that people never change because I'm loosing hope in feeling that things will ever change
Is it true what they say that people never change because I'm loosing hope in feeling that things will ever motherfucking

Chasing my demons
No one to believe in
Chasing my demons
No one to believe in

I have no one to believe in

I'm sick of everyday
I'm sick of everything

3. Insidious

[feat Bryan Long]

I'VE SEEN THE DARKNESS
I'VE FELT THE SHAME
I'VE BEEN LOCKED IN HELL
AND ONLY GOD'S TO BLAME

THIS GUILT ITS BURIED UNDERNEATH MY SKIN AND IT FEELS LIKE DEATH HAS BEEN PULLING ME IN
THESE CHOICES I'VE MADE LEAVE THESE FEELINGS ENGRAVED
AND AS FAR AS I CAN SEE YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME

TELL ME WHY

TELL ME WHY
HAVE I BECOME A VICTIM TO THE FALLACIES THAT I DON'T BELIEVE

DEAD TO THE WORLD
DEAD AS I COULD EVER BE
DEAD SOUL ROTTING BENEATH THE GROUND THAT YOU SEE

BURY ME WITH THE THINGS I'VE SEEN ONLY TO BE JUDGED BY THE GUILTY

I'VE STILL FOUND REASONS TO BELIEVE IN THE PERSON THAT I USED TO BE
TRYING TO FORGET MY PAST BUT ITS ALWAYS CATCHING UP WITH ME
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE AND NOTHING MORE TO GAIN

THESE CHOICES I'VE MADE LEAVE THESE FEELINGS ENGRAVED AND AS FAR AS I CAN SEE YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.

TELL ME WHY

TELL ME WHY
HAVE I BECOME A VICTIM TO THE FALLACIES THAT I DON'T BELIEVE

I'VE SEEN THE DARKNESS
I'VE FELT THE SHAME
I'VE BEEN LOCKED IN HELL
AND ONLY GOD'S TO BLAME

4. Black Mass

[feat. Dickie Allen]

Why are you pretending that this is what I wanted.
Succumb to the words that only leave me haunted
Screaming for answers
Begging me to believe in something that I can't see with my own eyes
Slaves to a world that claims to be free

Why are you believing everything you see
It's all a lie and I've come to show you why
The reason you're alive is because you already died
Hell is just a witness to the madness at his hands
The true evil of this world lies within one man

Torturous thoughts
Feelings so vain
How could you put faith in something that has only caused you pain
And do you know
I know who's to blame

Don't believe what you believe
Don't accept the truth that you see
Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep

We're all worthless in his eyes
Left to die
Left to realize
We are worthless in his eyes

I've been cursed by a demon in angelic form
Enslaved for the rest of my life in a hell where only God truly lies

Don't believe what you believe
Don't accept the truth that you see
Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep

Why am I so fucking hopeless
Why's it so hard to see?
The world is dead all around you and me
Plagued by these thoughts running through my mind
Through my mind
It's clear to my eyes that there is no meaning
To any of this
This world has been poisoned

5. Euthanasia

I'VE WALKED THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH
FILLED WITH DEFEAT
AND
FILLED WITH REGRET
SURRENDERED TO THE ONLY MEMORY THAT I HAVE LEFT

THESE SECRETS I HIDE RELEASE THESE DEMONS INSIDE
AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LIVE UNTIL EVERYTHING YOU LOVED DIED

ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT
TORN APART BY THE THOUGHT OF MYSELF BEING WITHOUT THIS FEELING OF A REGRET SO DEEP THAT THE ONLY ESCAPE I SEE IS ETERNAL SLEEP

I JUST KEEP TRYING TO HIDE WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING INSIDE

I JUST KEEP TRYING TO HIDE WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING INSIDE

BEGGING
I'VE BEEN BEGGING
FOR MY LIFE

TAKE ME AWAY
PUT ME TO SLEEP
THERE'S NO ONE LEFT TO SAVE ME

TAKE ME AWAY
PUT ME TO SLEEP
I'VE BEEN DREAMING

6. Bane

I AM THE POISON RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS
I AM THE CANCER FEEDING OFF YOUR BRAIN
RIPPING YOUR HEART APART
PIECE BY PIECE
JUST SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT
AND WATCH YOURSELF BLEED

FEAR ME I AM THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE ALIVE

WHEN YOU FELT LOVE
I FELT HATE
WHEN YOU FELT ALIVE
I WAS DYING ON THE INSIDE
I AM NOT A MAN
I AM A MONSTER
A VILE CREATION OF HATE
OF HATE

EVERY MINUTE EVERY HOUR EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY
THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING
AND TIME IS JUST SLIPPING AWAY

YOU'VE BEEN HAUNTED BY THIS DARKNESS
POWERLESS TO EVERYTHING THING IT CREATES
FOREVER HOPELESS
YOU WANT THIS
BUT YOUR CONSCIOUS IT TRIES TO BREAK FREE

I'VE BEEN LIVING IN YOUR SHADOWS
HAUNTING EVERY DREAM
YOU'VE EVER DREAMED
TORMENTING EVERYTHING YOU LOVE

SURROUNDED BY THE MISERY THAT'S BEEN IGNORED BY THE WORLD
DECIMATED
I'M ELATED
TO SEE YOUR DEMISE
SLOWLY FADING,QUICKLY HATING WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE
ILL END THIS HATE WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR FATE

WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR FATE

SLOWLY FADING QUICKLY HATING WHATS LEFT OF YOUR LIFE
SO ACCEPT YOUR FATE







A WAKE IN PROVIDENCE LYRICS