BLOOD FOR BLOOD LYRICS

1. Piss All Over Your Hopes And Dreams

This is it I can't take it no more
My life has no meaning
Do you think that yours does
My silence is what I pray for but not
Until I'm sure that you get yours
Hatred makes my world go round
Because happiness is something that I never found
Explain it to me what's the new trend
This week care to stop the hatred and violence
Making a difference cause that's what's in
Mommy and daddy will be proud in the end
Sick of all these spoiled pampered shits
That get in my face with their mindless babbling
I don't care what you think
I don't care I'll piss all over your hopes and dreams
What you believe and what you're about
Means shit to me 'cause that's what I'm about
Too late to change me no chance in that
Just stick to living out your sheltered lives
I don't feel the need to live I've lost all my
Pride and will I've endured this pain in vain
I need to end this game end this game
Day by day I feel less human
Day by day my hatred grows inside
Day by day I spent them wishing
Spent them wishing that I died
I don't feel your love or admiration
I don't feel no remorse or pity for the less fortunate
I don't feel what you believe is right or wrong
I don't feel shit for me and even less for you
I don't feel
Everything you said has fallen to these deaf ears
No tactful use of words can make me see it your way
I'll piss all over your holier then thou words
Never cared for you or what you ever stood for

2. Maldito

Everyday I wake to find nothing has changed
Still down on my luck I pray
Alone still has to be this way
Above me the skies will remain grey
Got jealousy for anyone that's happy
You don't know I hate you want to hurt you
See you suffer, you won't hear the cries
For help in me my fear I writhe in pain
I was born to lose
Angry and alone is what and how I was meant to be
Hatred and fear will always be a part of me
There's no salvation for me I know that
I am cursed for all eternity
Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido
Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments
Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become
Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only
Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel
Paranoia's got a strangle hold on my mind
I want to sigh in relief but not this time
It seems now a days to stop this torture
need to drink and drink to forget the future
Even the people in my life hardly know me
The malice and rage I stride to hide and control
I want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain
There's only endless pain
Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido
Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments
Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become
Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only
Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel
We're the cursed hide behind friendly smiles
There's a need to crush and hurt to avenge our loss
Day in day out the pain is too immense to bear
My hatred grew cause no one ever cared
I fail and fail at everything I do
I hope, I lose, to me it's nothing new
I try, I fail, I crash and burn
I've lost again I die this curse will never end
Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel
Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel

3. Can't Heal

Do you know how hard I tried but I fail
Do you know that I tried my best but I lose
Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing
Dead to this world cause I'm all alone
Time goes by another wasted year there's no way out
I lose myself to another fear I've lost again
Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die
But that's just a lie because I've never changed
I feel my hatred about to explode
Feel my anger consume you whole
You're weak cause life was kinder to you
As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery
My feelings are gone I'm numb inside
I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal
My feelings are gone I'm numb inside
I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal
We won't rot alone the ones we hate
Their ends will comfort my hate
My plans were set long ago
Destroy all the hopes that you've known
Crush all your silly dreams
You're life aint as perfect as it seems
Now feel my hatred explode
Now know my plans are a go
Now I'll complete my revenge
Now my lost dreams I'll avenge
You could never understand
Who I am what I am what I've become
I will spit in your face
Until I die for who I am
And what I've become
You could never understand
Who I am what I am what I've become
I will spit in your face until I die

4. Soulless

Why me
A question I ask myself everyday
My life is hell must it be this way
No chances were ever thrown my way
Was it the luck of the draw
Was I destined to rot away
I question my purpose here
I've also got no one to endear
I'm resentful bitter and more
So all the negative things that happened
I've just stored
Here we go again I'm losing restraint
Here we go again I'm not afraid to
show you how much I hate you
Your views ain't nothing in my eyes
Pathetic outcries lies my rage flies high
We ain't the same in this game where pain reigns
There's no gains hate remains every day just drains
There's nothing here just loathsome misery
Longing for unity is just a fantasy
I can't assimilate to what I can't relate
I feel great irritate there's always hate
I've been left behind, surpassed by my so-called peers
There's nothing for me just sad lonely misery
There's never been a future ahead
None as far as the eye can see
No breaks It's holding me down
Crushing me to the ground
Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless
I am your enemy don't turn your back on me
I am the enemy you made this hate you see
I ask myself why I'm so blessed
Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent
My luck in this world was still-born
So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn
Stay out of trouble my head I drill still
The shit in my life is enough I want to kill
You're telling me how to be and what to do
You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you
I've been left behind surpassed by my so-called peers
There's nothing for me just sad lonely misery
There's never been a future ahead
None as far as the eye can see
No breaks It's holding me down
Crushing me to the ground
Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless
I am your enemy don't turn your back on me
I am the enemy you made this hate you see
I ask myself why I'm so blessed
Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent
My luck in this world was still-born
So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn
Stay out of trouble my head I drill still
The shit in my life is enough I want to kill
You're telling me how to be and what to do
You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Fading away to an empty nothingness
I know I've been overlooked why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game
That mocks me
I know I've been overlooked Why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game
that mocks me
I know I've been overlooked why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game of misery
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Fading away to an empty nothingness.

5. Fade

There's only one sure thing in this world for me
and that is one day my life will end
Until that faithful day arrives for me
I'll drown in misery meant only for me
This is all because I failed in life my friend
I've failed in love again I've lost all hope
it won't get better I fade away my friend
I fade into my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it
Life's been long hard lonely road
I've hit dead ends at every twist and turn
Nearer to the end if I'm meant to lose I wont lose alone
I'll make sure you learn all about loss
You might think my hatred has pushed you away
you're never close enough to know what's in me
My wounds can't mend can't heal this pain
or save the soul of the one so damned
Self destruction on a daily basis intoxication is my only oasis
I do my best believe I can but in the end
I've come up short again there's no will left to better myself
The unrelenting hatred in me has got control of me
Youthful dreams a reminder of a useless past
Overlooked by love I'm found dead last
I failed in life my friend
I've failed in love again
I've lost all hope it won't get better
I fade away my friend I fade into my pain
I give up this hurt is not worth it
I will remain alone as I fade away
No will left to live I'll just fade away
I'm drowning right before your eyes
I'm smiling but I am dying inside
I'm laughing but the voices torment my head
I think I'm better off dead I'm drowning right before your eyes
I'm smiling but I am dying inside
I'm laughing but the voices torment my head
I think I'm better off dead

6. Spit My Last Breath

I tried to love but I've grown so empty inside
I tried to love until something inside me died
I try to live with this hatred inside I hide
I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin' mind
I look back upon the days that have gone
My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me
I see the world slowly slipping away
My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day
With all my soul I never wished it to be this way
I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray
I rot away in this world not meant for me
And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me
I walk the streets this violence grows inside me
The people's faces I see I want to make them explode
I want to take back from them what they've crushed out of me
I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see
These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed
I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me
The days go on with no end
This violence inside me grows
I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone
I hear it I know you won't believe it
Voices in me that makes me paranoid
There it is do you hear it I know that I'm not crazy
But day after day I lose my sanity
My life I've always been alone
I've always been alone
There's nothing left of me
The game is over the game is over for me
I'm left without a soul
The game is over
Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone
No love left inside
My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars
No love left in my heart
I've been dead since my innocence faded away
Why why must it be this way
I ask myself this question each and everyday
My anger runs out of control
I just want to die

7. Jaded

This is my rat race
I'm alone and lost to this world
Happiness is something I can't afford
Thoughts of what could have been never entered
my mind cause there's nothing there when I began
I tried to fit in but failed
Like a speeding train I've derailed
I've gone down the useless path that's only heading
for the sacred nowhere land
Don't want to see you smile
Jealousy and envy boils inside my head
The pressures of life have tripled since I became a fuckin man
Don't feel whole inside
I'm alone
Better of if I had died
I'm alone
I raise my hands to the sky
I'm alone
And ask god why am I still alive
Lady luck turned her back on me
I'm alone
Opportunity never knocked on my door
I'm alone
Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Never needed anyone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I accept my destiny
Being ignored has spurned in me
Contempt for anyone that I see
There's no cure for what I've got
I've tried and fight but the pin is nonstop
I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in
It's like a fuckin sin
It's here where I belong and where I've always been
Don't feel whole inside
I'm alone
Better of if I had died
I'm alone
I raise my hands to the sky
I'm alone
And ask god why am I still alive
Lady luck turned her back on me
I'm alone
Opportunity never knocked on my door
I'm alone
Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Never needed anyone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I accept my destiny

8. Waiting For The Moment

Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I know what I want but what I want I can't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I've known what I want but what I want I couldn't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life
seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long painful nights
My thoughts are a mess
My thoughts have become one
I want to end it now
I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight
There won't be any thing you can do about it
cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay
It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease
I belong nowhere
Outcast
I belong nowhere
Outsider

9. Redemption Denied

You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can face another day
because shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like the shit ain't doin nothin' but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I really despise at what I see.
'Cause pride
strength, honor, love and life they don't seem to have a lot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can't remember when,
I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong...
What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who's despair is a void you can slip into forever.
I've been as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
it's seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I've lost hope

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so fuckin' tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any other way,
maybe I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn't make me hard,
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared.

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
It's just no way for sure.
I can't remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit and I know I ain't ever be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

10. Hurt You

What you see is what you get
What you said ain't always what you meant
Things were said and things were done
But in the end who turned tail and run
You were so blind and you were riding so high
But you'll see my face alone when you cry
The tables have turned on you
Look inside yourself see the real you
I just want to hurt you
I just want to make you feel my pain
I am dying silently
I will lash out and make you see
Hear your laughter and watch your leisure
Bash your learning face to disfigure
Coming after you with a vengeance to stop
the resurgence of your failed devotions
Judge yourself before you judge me
You're no better than I am
You will see
A message toward your bleeding hearts
Get out our way before our hatred starts
The state, my state of mind is only hate
The hate that dwells inside of me is to infuriate
I can't begin to describe what's inside
I hide the fatal thoughts of final suicide
There's many things that I have to sort
within my head
It's all the bullshit that as a kid I was fed
I can't tell who's real and who's fuckin fake
I take a breath before I seal your fuckin fate
I just want to hurt you
I just want to make you feel my pain
Look around you see the world decay
Can't you see that I don't see things
the same way that you do

11. Paper Gangster

Bullshit
Who the fuck do you think you are
You've taken this a bit too far
Believing you're king shit
In your fake fantasy
A clown dress to impress
Soft core, Mickey Mouse and nothing less
Exposing you will make me rest
Until then remember you're
A bullshit fake Paper Gangster
You ain't nothing but an image and a liar
A bullshit fake Paper Gangster
Softcore motherfucker
Could it be you're really not from the streets
Could it be you saw it on TV
The way you act where I come from
You'd never last
Could it be you're lying through your teeth
Liar
Once a long time ago
I was naive to all I know
People tried to push onto me
Their week mentality
I woke up to and I know
I am real and not for show
Unlike you who knows inside
You're soft because
A bullshit fake Paper Gangster
You ain't nothing but an image and a liar
A bullshit fake Paper Gangster
A Punk Ass motherfucker
The life I've lived the pain I've felt
With such things you never dealt
So to me you are a maggot
So when you go and outcast me
And I can't do a fuckin thing
Know that I know inside
You're weak

12. Chaos (In Your Face)

So I hate you
Much resentment and pain just drains
So I revel alone in the madness inside my brain
I tell you now I don't know how
I don't feel these metal wounds within
Will never heal
My deal was to be alone
That ain't as sad as the fact of being bad
This world's gone mad to the chaos we add
Listen up to what I'm about to say
You preach peace stop the hate
Useless youth feels only
Frustration rising inside inside
Hate still burning inside inside
Chaos will hit you in your face
Chaos in your face
Chaos in your face
Life on the streets is rough
Right or wrong you must be tough
Crime seems like the only way
Down the wrong path you'll become a prey
Chaos in your face
Chaos in your face
Chaos runs wild on the streets
A large part of Me's defeat
Major cause of our downfall
Something I can't ignore
Sometimes I imagine what I'm going to see
Troubles and turmoils fate's got a hold on me
Fuck that
Chaos in your face
Chaos in your face
This time you've gone too far
Sentiments there are no more
This ends justify my means
This ends in that which I believe
I clench my fist to you
I'm right here
What you gonna do
You ain't tough You ain't nothing punk
So let's throw down and show what you got

13. The Strain

You'll never know the hate that I've known
Though you'll pretend that you hear
You're privileged You could never understand
So I will hurt you and you'll see
Desperate indignant with life's how I feel
Struggling to cope with it
Can't let them break my beliefs
Try hard (but) must realize
Life is just passing me by
Nothing comes easy in this world
Uphill battles ahead
Must correct the gross misuse
Of justice and liberty
We must stand up before it's too late
While they bitch and moan and say
That it offends them or someone else
Then we'll become a silent tolerate state
The want to better our way of life
To accept and not to question it
They say that's the way it should be
I think therefore I disagree
Anything I say is wrong
What they decide is what it must be
The sheep are quick to believe
My hate no one can take that from me
Anger the pain the strain
Brewing to explode
Anger the pain the strain
I look towards the future and see
That there's nothing set aside there for me
But a lonely death
With no one to mourn for my passing
Because I'll be another rebel dead
That made no difference in this nation
That doesn't like to hear the truth
Which is
Anger the pain the strain
I'll leave a fuckin scare
Anger the pain the strain
In this elitist life
Anger the pain the strain
In this elitist life
Anger the pain the strain
Cause my hate will overcome
Anything that ever stands in my way
Blinded why can't you see what I mean
The writing is on the wall
Open your eyes to the truth
Open your eyes to my truth
Open your eyes to my hate





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