CALIBAN LYRICS

1. Intro

2. I Rape Myself

Now I'm standing here alone at the end of the road,
Screaming into the emptiness.
Why did we start this way together.
(Although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone,
(completely) broken and misused by love!?
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
Have you ever understood me,
Have you ever felt the same,
Have you ever looked in my eyes,
Burt my starving heart.
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
My heart was a present, but you didn't understand.
You weren't ready to go until the end together (beside me)
That is why I'm standing here all alone.
Screaming into the emptiness
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!

3. Song About Killing

I'm here to kill, I'm here to die
I feel this pain, I feel this hate,
You teach me love, you teach me fear,
But now you're getting it all back (and my reasons are just trivial)

Try to run away,
But believe me, to die this is your fate

This song is about killing,
A love letter just for you,
Let's make it right, let's make it clear,
No one wants you here!

All I want is to kill, I want you dead,
The price is too high
My life's too short (I'm sick of hunting you)
You are my shadow, are my demon
You have to burn for my joy,

I will watch you burn

You better run before I'll watch you burn

Try to run away,
But believe me, to die is your fate

This song is about killing,
A love letter just for you,
Let's make it right, let's make it clear,
No one wants you here!

4. It's Our Burden To Bleed

In our world fire burns brightly, take care or you get hurt
Flames kiss you goodnight, in our world you cry.
Ashes is what's left behind, you're dead in my head, in our world you cry
We've gone too far now, we fell to deep, it's our burden to bleed!
We kill you all, kill you
We've gone too far, we fell to deep, didn't you see?
It's our burden to bleed.
Our life was just a lie, our way just pain what happened, what's left behind?
We've gone too far now, we fell to deep, it's our burden to bleed!
We kill you all, die.
What's left behind?
Just the shadows of our guilty mind, come on sweet death, we expect your lovely kiss!!

5. Nothing Is Forever

Certainty of emptiness, trustful, new pain and thoughts of the path
There is just one constant: Nothing is forever!
Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,
Black and white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief, nothing is forever!
(From above the dark sky of the night watches instructive my inner fight)
I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever (but eternity).
Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,
Black an d white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief, nothing is forever!
And in the end only haze remains, nothing is forever.
I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever (but eternity).
Certainty of fate, fatal emptiness, an empty hope for future, how shapeless fate shows,
I fight for something eternal, time of calm and peace, time to look inside,
Relic pictures of past, black and white deceives uncovers the glance for my grief.
Nothing is forever!!

6. Together Alone

Your life is life, mine is just a lie.
Time passes by, everything flows in the same stream and we are driving down the river,
I pause and let you go, my tears whip the river, there I stand stiff forever,
Singing this song of mourning, my cradle is full of hope, I don't give up,
I break the wall (and fight forever for my joy)
YOu're going your own way, floating in another dream, you feel no fear, no doubt,
Your power keeps real
There will be new paths, no doubt and well fed fears, we will go our ways alone,
Together alone, let's go
Your life is life, mine is just a lie.

7. My Fiction Beauty

Waiting to breath out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away, sweet shadows are calling me
My heart feels free to beat, it's all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could save me!
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart is scared to beat, it's all about my fiction beauty,
You are the one who could kill me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels to weak to beat, it's all about you my fiction beauty,
You are the one who killed me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Waiting to breathe out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away.

8. No More 2nd Chances

What is the meaning, which is the drive that keeps on hurting you?
My words are a double-edged sword, my wounds are your scars of tomorrow!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
Every step I make is wrong, it's like a (fuckin) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred),
I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain, maybe I'll wake up one day!?
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.

9. I Refuse To Keep On Living

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood
Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood
I'll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance)
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
(The dark.
I enjoy the silence, no one there.
I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.)
Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than before
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.

10. Sick Of Running Away

I have no energy to be, where is my will and drive to be happy?
You're giving me hope, but everything seems to be illusion and smoke
For love, for life, for surrender!
Just one word and I'll be yours, just one touch an I'll burn again.
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, I'm sick of running away.
But in your eyes what do I mean?
A name, one among of thousand others?
Nasty and sweet are my thought, but my desire can't be satisfied.
For love, for life, for surrender!!
The worst shall be over now, your mental beautyness was stunning,
My feelings for myself is overgrown of dried plants and I'm sick of running away!
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, I'm sick of running away.
Just one word and I'll be yours, just one touch and I'll burn again.

11. Moment Of Clarity

I am willing to suffer, to bleed, to die for things I care about,
But it's like kissing the lips of my dead love, like touching her dead, cold, white skin.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.
I have never been here before, ground zero, the past is a gaping hole.
My only chance is to turn around and face it.
I choose to look back, to see myself, for her love, for her heart, for her trust, for her love I'm reborn.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.

12. Army Of Me

Stand up you've got to manage, I wont sympathize anymore.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
And get to work.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
You're on your own now, we won't save you, we won't save you,
You're on your own now, we won't save you, your rescue squad is too exhausted.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!

13. Room Of Nowhere

Coldness surrounds me, I'm filled with fear, in this room of nowhere.
Tell me where's my soul, I move in the dark, tell me where's my soul, we'll fed from hatred.
Scream surrounds me, kill or die.
(Your soul is our desire)
In this room of nowhere
Tell me where's my soul, I move in the dark, tell me where's my soul, we'll fed from hatred.
Masters of fire, teach me your art in this room of nowhere.
Tell me where's my soul, I move in the dark, tell me where's my soul, we'll fed from hatred.







CALIBAN LYRICS