CELESTIAL CROWN LYRICS

1. Under The Black Sun

All my entire life, all I do is just thinking a lot, and I can't understand...
I tried to escape from myself and my thoughts from vision's whispering
words: "There is no way back"

My Lord Tell me what have I done wrong,
That you hid away from me My Sun?
For all this time I feel the same pain,
So how can I release myself from thoughts that darken my life?

"I am an angel, sent by the Devil
To make you feel pain what Jesus felt by the candlelight
When he cried alone in devilish abyss, lamented his freedom
So he was punished for his cross that he put on mankind"

What have I do to return peace on Earth?
"You have nothing to do, just suffer like Christ"
So why do these thoughts attend my mind?
"I can't tell you right now, all I can - it's just burning your mind"

Feel dislike to my God
"Can you feel? You burn under black sun!"
"Burn alone under black sun!"

"Night! It comes to you when you sleep in sane, fever burning your mind
Visions from the past take your soul to place where Hope and Love die
Her breath through my breath over lips of yours makes Her Lust to come true"
Darkful-Her Delight, you drown in the night, choking, bleeding your soul
cries for you

Born alone under black sun
"Fall from Grace to be no-one!"

[December 1999]

2. Trapped In The Dark

Crestfallen I cross the border of the Dark
Something cold penetrates my heart
It rules me, drags me into black
Lifeless, within the moonlit sky I'm lying
My wings are torn I'm crying
"Why am I here? What have I done?
Who goes near? Where is my Sun?"

Trapped in the Dark I'm paralyzed
Dark fills me up with Her Drink
Sweet pictures She draws before me eyes
Acute pain! She sinks her teeth in into me
When She is ending to swallow me
She flings me down, falling I call the Sun
"Save me!
Why must I suffer? Why my weak body can't
Oppose when Darkness covers me?
Why must I comply with Her wishes?
Oh my dear Lord, why me?"

Soulless, wingless and twisted
I'm falling into space
Dark took my soul and cut my wings
But She can't take my faith
Clouds stop my downfall
Stark-naked
I'm waiting for someone ...
... I'm waiting for my Death to come ...

[Autumn 96]

3. Your Touch

When the light is fading away, a darkness comes
A fear of the Night calls the Angels of the Dark
They fly over me, warning me that You arise
Then they're gone in her breath silence keeps
My lonely cries

I'm dying with the deepest wound in my heart
Pain doesn't go away it stays with me forever
Love died left me alone in your embrace
Your cold touch takes me to Your Heaven

Your realm You show me in our flight
Angels bow their heads when You go past
Your beauty rules me I'm all yours
When You talk to me I lust for You more

Behind the gates I was in bliss it's sweet
The Angels back again to tell me what I really
Need

Your Kiss is frozen I fall asleep
Your Face still haunts me in my crypt
Their words they speak with tongue of mine

"HUMAN LOVE IS NOTHING
BESIDE HER KISS"

I am forever searching for the rest
Within Your Bliss

With the first Sun's rays the visions die
You left me even never said goodbye
But I will always be waiting for the day
When You Come
A beauty of darkness in my heart I carved...
A SEAL OF THE DARKNESS REMINDS
ME OF OUR LOVE

Night's gone for a while but I hope to meet
You again
Life closed for me left behind forever
You live in my dreams make me dream again
Of Your Cold Touch Which Takes Me To Your Heaven

[January 97]

4. Nocturnal Insanity

...Our darkful souls shall mingle our spirits unity
but when our blood is joined as one
We Can Never Die...

When the Wind calling my name, lashing my hair
Arise from The Dead I'm awaking
From a crypt under moonlit, need a blood to atone
A guilt of Virgin Maiden
She is in a prayer on her knees, before temptation
Was a bliss, she is screaming
And again with sexual urge, with wolf's song on
Lips like Dirge I'm singing
Temptation wars with Love
Love bleeding, slipping away
Poison kiss you feel
Not screaming you fall insane
I feel strength inside of me, asking for more you
Wanna be my vampyric queen
I've possessed your human soul but need to go
With oncoming dawn in my crypt
You're enslaved but still don't know feel of
Weakness ,dream of love-you dream of me
Night descends again on Earth by the window
You ask for love-You let me in
I'm inside of You our blood is joined
As one
Poison kiss you feel you've a blissful Existence
Our time has come to be the one

Desire we've been left to teach
Under the stare of night
Rorasa came to bless wedding us
To make us lovers in blood

"I GIVE A PROMISE TO YOU-
I SHALL NEVER FORGET THAT THE BLOOD WILL ALWAYS BE KEPT FOR US AS
THE LIFE FOR ALL FLESH OF THE DEAD..."

[Winter 98-99]

5. Holy Waters

On holy waters I had once been
And tore the flower, succumbed to sin
I didn't know what legend says
Smell of temptation How long did it take?

On Holy Waters A Beast Returns
On Holy Waters As Legend Says

On holy waters a beast will return
When Flower of Sin will be torn
By man who can't be able to resist
The spells of temptation to turn him to beast

On Holy Waters A Beast Returns
On Holy Waters As Legend Says

On holy waters I had once been
And tore the flower, succumbed to sin

On Holy Waters A Beast Returns
On Holy Waters As Legend Says

I didn't know what legend says
Smell of temptation took me on the sin way

On Holy Waters A Beast Returns
On Holy Waters As Legend Says

On holy waters I had once been
And tore the flower, succumbed to sin
I am that man who couldn't resist
The spells of temptation turned me to beast

[August 99]

6. Embittered With Grief

Embittered with grief on my knees, amidst the bloody battle fields
I try to find a strength to overcome that pain inside of my heart
When you left us alone in our own blood
Without any help in abyss of the Hell to die...

Life! Was it justly for me?
My belief it's gone with you

Screams in the night were the last that I heard before my fall
Forgotten, forbidden, chocking and bleeding
For what that's all?

YOU HAD TO COME TO ME
WHEN I WAS FORSAKEN BY YOU?
YOU'VE STAYED WITH THEM INSTEAD OF ME
Tell! Could I chose when you gave me no choice
I had to flee
From Temple Of Yours and Your mad love in
A castle by sea
Where the shadows and silent silence were
With me
To teach me the past cause it keeps the answers
"How to live"

Time to tell you what I've learned for years
That passed on darkside with me, and tears
That streamed from my eyes and washed
The shores where I slept
Stricken with grief, were for You with hope
To be forgiven

WHAT DO YOU WANT
CREATURE OF EVIL?

I am in fall, salvation for those who are blind
With your love
Insanity on Earth I recant from you- God
To find me just think where I can be....

We still lie
On the fields of our blood
And nevermore the life can heal
Our wounds, the damaged souls
We're gone with winds
Singing so sweetly
As the spreading madness
Rules the human
And leads them to
Sacrifice....

[May 99]

7. A Wish

I try to imagine that you are here
But it's just delusion you were not here
Too many wounds you afflict upon me
Your love was nothing you will soon see

This is my lovelorn rhapsody is killing me
It is my depression of you and it's too killing me

I often see a flight of a lone dove
With his wings spread he flies in the sky above
As he I want to be free to fly away from you
But I have no wings my dream can't come true

So let me close my eyes for-good
Two dying roses you will see in blood
They will show you my way sky-high
And you will see why I still want to die

Why I still want to die...

I feel the sunset of my life
Too young to die
Still I feel my God
He often sighs
His tears fall on me from his sky
A wish to be with him
I wish to die-I wish to die

So let me close my eyes for-good
Two dying roses you will see in blood
They will show you my way sky-high
And you will see why I still want to die

To die with hope to leave this place
Never to see your laughable face
To die in the night never to see
A crying angel bleeding in me

A crying angel (My crying angel)
This is my suicidal angel killing me
Living in me!!!

[Spring 97]







CELESTIAL CROWN LYRICS