CREATIONS LYRICS

1. Depths Of Me (Unworthy)

I can hear you screaming “Why must you Persecute me?” Flesh ripped from your back the pure and spotless lamb hanging like meat This your glory Blinding me. sacrifice to resurrection now defining me I am a murderer Search the depths of my heart Black empty with an altar Built for an idol of me I've tried so hard there are just some things on my own i cant let go and even you'd be surprised at the filth that was in my head Your resurrections brought me, new life, and in this i am no longer defeated, my heart was dark so very dark I was the chief of corrupted flesh My throat an empty grave I denied the Father spit at the son Justice awaited me I can hear you screaming Why must you Persecute me Flesh ripped from your back sacrifice to resurrection now defining me But I have done so much wrong, my heart is full of bitterness and hate, this my guilt like shackles to me Hold me, hold me back, its all my mind seems to do to myself, when i constantly let this guilt dictate that i am Unworthy I see myself as unworthy But in real life You have made me son.

2. Corrupted In Thought (Ill-Deserving)

[feat. Dean Atkinson]

Possessed by the voices in my head that Crept through my heart full of envy I am your perfect son I am the righteous one No one can prove me wrong, My opinions held higher than the throats of the ones i slit to bring forth the schemes in the darkest depths of my heart. I’ve done it all, I've done it all My works for the world to see Who are you, Who are you to correct me. Oh Son of man I’ll tear your kingdom down As long as my empire stands Corrupted from birth By sin and society With A heart of stone I lash out Corrupted I have blood on my hands We have blood on our hands Death is Gods Justice I have done nothing but spit in the face of Christ Full of pride with the stench of filth, on my breath Ill-deserving, Forgiven from my sin with Blood shed my slate you cleaned Irresistible, your grace delivered me And broke my heart of stone This heart of stone that was giving to me by this world i once called home. So I deserve the justice for my sinful ways. But as for me I will take it with a grain of salt,Cause i cant see the means to that end, so ill use His grace to justify the way Ive been acting.Ive been wondering in and out of consciousness, Ive been searching for you with a bottle in my hand. these words of uplifting just come so easy to me, But the actions i take not even I understand I am the very state of corrupted in thought, I am the one who lead you all to believe and than got caught.God is there any point to know if you are still there, It shames me to know that through the past 6 months you actually care.

3. Home Is What I Left (Betrayer)

[feat. Brook Reeves]

I feel like i turned my back on everything seeking my dreams I can hear them screaming at me I hope everyone is listening Home is where I left you I left you without a tear in my eye for a calling at least i wanted it to bebut my lust kept in and choked out its lifeI am the betrayer I am the one with my back turned How can I say that I care about God When I leave every one else to die Supplier Every one look at me While I sacrifice everything By the means of my family Is this really what this book is teaching To become so cold With no shoulder for tears to fall on Am I really supposed to be So hard that the love that saved me Can’t penetrate Not even skin deep I, have been brainwashed into thinking that because i have a passion i should run with it, but when did listening to the voice of God get put second to what i thought i wanted. Blinding, every rush every sway of the wind our moods are swinging. as we run to the next feel good sense of having purpose. I am the betrayer I am the one with my back turned How can I say that I care about God When I leave every one else to die I Have taken, the focus off of God Bring it back, Bring it back to Him For my passion should be placed in Love I am the fool I hope everyone is listening My only hope is God I’m coming home.

4. Chasing The Wind (Vanity)

Our Control is out of our control, is out of our control, is out of our control. why do we hold on, when its out of our control, its out of our control. Selfishness, runs ram-pit in my brain, it holds on to everything, trying to sustain the life it wants to lead. the only problem is, that's the most damaging part of me.unmask this, side of me that holds on to sexual immorality Unmask this, side of me that holds on to the lies the hate and the deceit I have hidden it, behind a dark mask of control that leads me down an empty road take it, take it, the only good in me is you Jesus Christ Take it, even though i know how humiliating it will be,What is hidden in the dark, shall be brought to the light What can i compare to the beauty of your humility, that of which only can be made equal to when complimented by your Grace, that comes when i wear this selfishness so defiantly as a coward with a mask on my face. But i desperately held on to everything, everyone around me i tried to control the outcome of every circumstance that life brought my way. The money, the stress, the worry never seems to melt away as i denied your every offer to take these burdens away. chasing the wind, chasing the wind, its all vain without Him, I am chasing the wind, chasing the wind, its all vain without Him Deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow Christ If you, try to, hang on, to your life, you will loose it, but if you, give up your life, for my sake, you will save it. If you, give up your life, for my sake, and, for, the sake of, the, good news, you will save it.

5. Paid In Full (My Neglect)

[feat. Michael Foss]

We must pay more careful attention, therefor, to what we have heard. For if the message spoken by angels was binding, and every violation and disobedience received its just punishment, how shall we escape if we ignore such a great Salvation?What have I done to attain this great and confounding gift.I was the vile Poison compared to your Holiness In light of this infinite Glory, I was the black spot on the sun. I was the infinitely Damned Living a life of ignorance To the point of death while Claiming bliss Only makes you the fool It only made me the fool Who woke up on the other side Of my death bed Haunted by the life I’d led I ignored the warning signs. I disregarded the tug of the current the water eroded the sand from beneath my feet unbeknownst to me, the undertow took my foundation from underneath me I drifted on account of neglect Ignorance is a choice To ignore is to choose Focus your heart and your mind on Jesus Christ claim to know nothing but Christ and Him crucified Darkness floods the light when all you do is Look away Hating every word they say I have my own brain So I’ll fill it With every selfish motive Until I kill what’s left We will kill what’s left Of hope So I look back And it’s more than a beating He took for me I deserve death But it’s more than life That he gave for me I will suffer We will all suffer My sin condemns me And Jesus died to set me free I have drank the poison i was given the remedy, and i just set it on the table and i walked away Its a matter of time, and its ticking, ticking away My life's an hour glass and its ticking, ticking away To ignore is to choose We must pay more careful attention, therefor, to what we have heard, so we do not drift away. For if the message spoken by angels was binding, and every violation and disobedience received its just punishment, how shall we escape if we ignore such a great Salvation? I thought i was better off, with out you my neglect of the gospel sent me on a for sure course to ruin, We need your salvation To escape the undertow, you have to live with the consequence To escape the undertow, you have to let it drag you to the bottom

6. Eyes A Gateway (Our Abyss)

All we have Empty words That’s all I am to you A promise and no outcome I am the abyss The empty sea incapable to predict and rely on Empty words That’s all I am to you A promise and no outcome I am the abyss The empty sea incapable to predict and rely on We are all worth nothing If there is nothing of a higher grounds to stand upon We are all falling We are all worth nothing Except the price in the eye of which beholds us Lost in the perversion Of glory We will always walk in circles With our eyes forever set on “me” To our demise We are falling in This great ocean of Self centered liberty I am on my own I am the abyss The empty sea Who needs filling I am everything the eye can see but hold's nothing I am the abyss There is a great divide a cavernous hole inside me There is a great divide a cavernous hole inside Fill it with words, no fill it, only you have more than words to give us I am a man clutching a golden crown rotting from the inside out rot my disgrace rot over time numb from the emptiness my pride is causing decay All this time i have made empty promises and put hearts in graves. I have taken something so meaningful to me and used it for something meaningless All we have are words Hopeful words that's what i am to you, a promise you kept with forgiveness as an outcome, I am the abyss, the raging sea, but you awoke and calmed the angry storms inside of me With your eyes you gazed upon my heart and saw the depths of which were desperate and dark, where there once was a hole i tried to fill with anything but it only brought guilt, Jesus where the world saw a price that was too great, you saw a debt that we could never repay just so my empty words could be filled with the love that was a promise that you freely gave. Jesus where the world saw a price that was too great, you saw a debt that we could never repay just so my empty words could be filled with the love that was a promise that you freely gave.

7. None of Me (Humility)

I am the perpetuator
I am the one clinging to dead weight
Up until this point on time
In the back of my mind

I thought I was the catalyst
The physical driving force behind the initial push
Without me would anyone even know who you are?

Oh how false my thinking was
For there is no one good
We all hide evil in our hearts

I've lost touch as I watch every fault,
Every failure replay in my mind
Teach me humility

More of Christ and none of me

I had made this life about me
Thinking the whole time
I was on the road for ministry
But I had even tricked myself
Through my ego I secretly wanted the glory all to myself

Jesus, you are the catalyst
You are the only reason anyone exist
All glory be to god
For anything good in this world
Has nothing to do with me

I couldn't do what you did on my own
I couldn't live as you lived on my own
Where I have failed you Jesus have conquered
Teach me to be more like you
I am aimlessly lost without you

Teach me humility

I was the perpetuator
I was the one clinging to dead weight
So hang upside down the cross with two beams
'cause my blood could never bring
The redemption of anyone's sins

More of him and none of me
More of you Jesus Christ and none of me

8. Re-Evaluation Of Self Worth (Hypocrisy)

Did you think this through? did you? Did you think this through before you opened your mouth? always casting blame. the words we speak are so condescending all we do is tear each other down, so who are we to question what is fair in a world we had no hand in creating. All we do is step on the weak, and now the world is the spitting image of us,It is shameful to think we have been given this all for free and some call it a disease but if we as Christians go around pointing out each others flaws when will the body get built up, A house divided against itself will not stand, and i can see the walls crumbling in my hands We need unity Why am i so obsessed with the speck in my brothers eye when I have yet to dislodge the plank from mine I cant see past my own self glorifying desires long enough to realize that pointing out hypocrisy is like putting a mirror in front of myself. On the gossip bandwagon again no one needs someone to talk about them, they know every mistake that they've made, what we need is Gods love and compassion and To help pick each other up when we fall Unworthy is what I was but faith humbled me to your throne My mistakes are many but Lord your blood has washed me and made me whole God you are all that matters, let your presence be made known Lord help me to be an example of you instead of the reason they don't believe





CREATIONS LYRICS