DARKNET LYRICS

1. Sedate Me

Sedate me
I want nothing else to feel
Make the pain sit still
Crawling 'round and 'round my neck

I can't begin to think how many times
How many pills
How many lines of chemicals I've taken
This month alone

Fuck

This month I'll spend alone
With regret

Fuck

The only regret is that I didn't take enough
So that I never woke up
No
My only regret is that I didn't take enough
To end my life

Cut it up

Give me one dose
Two, fuck it
Three won't be enough
Saturate my system with every known drug

Blurry eyed and numbered from the inside
I live day by day to be out of my mind

Give me a reason to quit
When life has nothing to give
I'd rather be in a world where I don't give a fuck
Until it all adds up
Like a guillotine waiting to drop on our modern youth

Sedate me

2. - (Matter)

I am not alive

I do not exist
I'm preprogrammed
My soul is destined for death

I cannot deviate the predetermined future
This will is not my own

Trapped in this computed reality of
Calculated misery
A formula for disaster
The blueprint of my life

Caught in the equation of
The methodical process of
Breaking me down

The cycle of torment
Continuing on repeat
The ceaseless agony
Will never decrease

My memories torture me
With a series of suffering
Always struggling
I've lost everything
Constantly remembering

Stranded
Alone in this nightmare
I must find a way to escape here
I don't care about anything anymore
I have nothing to live for

I know I'm not alive
I just survive to reach the other side
Continuing through this life of mine is
A waste of time
No hope moving forward

I've never felt so low
These thoughts
They echo within my soul
While they resonate
They begin to tear me down within

I start to question why
I try to stay alive
When all that awaits is
Nothing but a horrid fate

If I'll die either way
Why fight through another day
To hope to find a gleam of
A nonexistent dream

My heavy heart
Has grown so cold
As it shatters
It fills in with stone

The only escape is death

I approach my destination
With open arms
I welcome the end

Spreading across my face like a smile
A rewarding grin of guile

My life doesn't matter

I'll return to the void
My whole life is destroyed

3. Zerotonin 1

I want to disappear
Vanish into thin air
Leave no trace that I was here

Clean up the scraps of
My broken life
Erase myself from the world

Scrape up the scars and the strife
Leave all the pain I've caused behind
Escape everything I've fucked and self destruct

Surrender my identity and fade away
As a piece of mystery
With no history

With no one remembering the life or death of me
Leaving no legacy
I wish to be nothing

My days are numbered
And I am always counting
Waiting for the final moment
To let myself slip away

I'll be forgotten as memories of me die with age
Time will wipe me away

Wishing my life away
Pull the plug
Forget my name

I have no permanence
No defining moment
All I strive for falls short of nothing

I'm revolving in a constant decline
Evolving into a colder design

I find comfort in disappearing
Becoming a distant remembrance lost in time

I embrace the truth of life, insignificance
With a meaningless past and
Empty future of mine

4. Zerotonin 2

The mortal coil has distorted
It's tangled its shape into a noose
Where my head will hang from it

Flashbacks of memories I'd rather were aborted
Surf to the top of my mind
Because I'm not the kind of person to remember the good times
The die and drift away just like my will to survive

You say my threats are empty
Well throw your fingers in the shape of a gun
Shoot it

I'll see a hole through your forehead
I'll see a hole in your methods

Zero serotonin levels

Chemical imbalance
Over indulgence
I need a helping hand
Will you lend it

The mortal coil has distorted
It's tangled its shape into a noose
Where my head will hang from it

Flashbacks of memories I'd rather were aborted
Surf to the top of my mind
Because I'm not the kind of person to remember the good times
The die and drift away just like my will to survive

Chemical imbalances in your body
Have deprived you of the positive feelings you once had
Your overindulgence has weighed on your mind holding you down

At the bottom of this pit
There is no one to help you
Except your own worst enemy
Yourself

Accept your own worst enemy
Yourself

5. Narcotics

[Instrumental]

6. Flames

One shot is all you got
Don't live in fear of who you are
Their judgements can get fucked
Your one god can get fucked
Higher morals can get fucked

The chamber is full
I feel like extinguishing your flame and
Wasting mine too
I'll waste it all on you

How low have we gone
We're useless lowlifes
We're walking insects

How long can we go
Before we take what makes us human and
Let it go

Egocentric petty objectives
No one cares what you have to say
So shut up

I tried to stop myself
You made me do it

I'll flick you away like the ash of a cigarette
You're nothing but dirt to me
Lie in the dirt you fiend
Sleep in the cracks of the pavement

The chamber is full
I feel like extinguishing your flame and
Wasting mine too
I'll waste it all on you

How low have we gone
We're useless lowlifes
We're walking insects

How long can we go
Before we take what makes us human and
Let it go

Egocentric petty objectives
No one cares what you have to say
So shut the fuck up

7. Life.Exe

Life executable
Scroll up and down
You'll sink and drown
In your insecurities

Life executable
Scroll up and down
Just put it down
Put that fucking phone down

Doing something selfless doesn't exist
Unless you post it and boast it
To fulfill your own needs

Nothing you do will ever exist
Unless you upload it

You seek for constant acceptance
From people you don't even like
You're helpless to the short burst of happiness this provides
The pale glow off your screen is the only light you've seen in days

The pale blue glow pulls me in again

Life executable
Scroll up and down
You'll sink and drown
In your insecurities

Life executable
Scroll up and down
Just put it down
Put that fucking phone down

Fuck

8. Nocturnal

[Instrumental]








DARKNET LYRICS