DEAD BY APRIL LYRICS

1. Beautiful Nightmare

Innocent - like a fairytale
It started with the blink of an eye
Wonderful - it had to be fate
But the indifference made us say goodbye

It has come to an end now
It is time to say goodbye
Beautiful nightmare
Couldn't survive on the battlefield
But now I'm starting to heal
Beautiful nightmare

Lucky that we reached the top
As they say what goes up must come down
Happy? Couldn't be more wrong
I gave us the benefit of the doubt

It has come to an end now
It is time to say goodbye
Beautiful nightmare
Couldn't survive on the battlefield
But now I'm starting to heal
Beautiful nightmare

Cause it was worth it
All along, despite the panic attacks
Cause it was worth it
And even though it's wrong
I just wanna go back
I know it's bad for me
Can't resist it
I need it badly
To exist and to live
I clench my fist in the air
And here I go, yeah
Beautiful nightmare
Beautiful nightmare

2. Abnormal

Who are you to call me abnormal?
Who are you to say ugly?
If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me.
I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror?
I'd rather keep my dignity
Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy.

To pick on the weak gives you strength.
Feeling self-confident with your friends
But just because you see me alone
It doesn't mean that I've got no one to call on the phone.
Everyday, every second of my life
Is a fight to survive
Outnumbered, put against the wall
It's about to get physical.

Who are you to call me abnormal?
Who are you to say ugly?
If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me.
I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror?
I'd rather keep my dignity
Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy.

I don't wanna be in this war.
But next time we meet down the corridor.
I'm prepared for the beating and then some more
And you will not stop when i fall to the floor.
Your friends get in on the fight
Even though I'm unconscious
and I'm covered in blood
Cannot defend myself
I can't defend myself.

Who are you to call me abnormal?
Who are you to say ugly?
If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me.
(I could ask) Have you seen yourself in the mirror?
I'd rather keep my dignity
Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy.

I hate you
I've got blood in my eyes
I hate you
I've got ice in my veins.

Who are you to call me abnormal?
Who are you to say ugly?
If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me.
I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror?
I'd rather keep my dignity
Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy.

3. Empathy

Spit in my face
Humiliate my dignity
But I'm feeling great
To me this is normality

I try to think straight
Is this really my worth?
My heart gets in the way
And it keeps saying it doesn't hurt
Chaos

Blaming myself
For the things that you call me
For the ways you act
And how sick is that?

I try to think straight
Of something else than rebirth
My heart gets in the way
And seriously it hurts

What you're going through
It is real to you
But you mind plus your heart makes two

Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I'm someone who can show empathy
When your mind's clouded by your heart
It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not
I give you my empathy

Before you start judging
Try hard to see the person I am
I'm caring
I'm humble and understanding
I ask for your empathy
To think of me as friendly
To escape this reality
I will need your empathy

What you're going through
It is real to you
But you mind plus your heart makes two

Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I'm someone who can show empathy
When your mind's clouded by your heart
It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not
I give you my empathy

4. Done With Broken Hearts

I will never forget
Not what you did
Not what you said
What you put me through
I will never be trusting you again.

There's nothing you can say
There's nothing that will bring
me back to you.

I am done with you
I am done with broken
hearts you will never be
breaking mine again.
I am done with you
Step into the new me.
You will never be
breaking mine again.
Again
Breaking mine again
Again.

Yeah you made me weak.
You should see me now I will never fall down again.
Cut me into pieces but I am learning from my mistakes.

There's nothing I will keep from u.
Nothing I can get from you.
I am done with taking lies from you.

I am done with you
I am done with broken
hearts you will never be
breaking mine again.
I am done with you
Step into the new me.
You will never be
breaking mine again.
Again
Breaking mine again
Again.

This is the last time I am leaving you
Since the last time you're stabbing me.
This is the begaining of something new.
Never forget what you put me through.
You've made me
You've made me see.
Finally
Finally.

I am done with you

I am done with you
I am done with broken
hearts you will never be
breaking mine again.
I am done with you
Step into the new me.
You will never be
breaking mine again.
Again
Breaking mine again
Again.

Again.

5. As A Buttlerfly

No, I just refuse to believe my eyes
In front of me something I can't recognize
You stood beside me all my life

The heart machines are ticking
I can hear the life support pumping
The line between life and death
Doesn’t become any clearer than this
Cover with an oxygen mask
These words will be his last
With the energy he's got left
He turns to me and say

I cannot stand by you
Till the end of the world
Like I said I would do
No, I won’t be able to
Help you carry the weight
Of the world my time has come
Silent as a butterfly
I'll be flying beside you
Watching above you
Silent as a butterfly

All of a sudden I've lost my strength
Isn't it scary how things can change
It made an instant just like that

Whenever I have questions
You always have the answers
You told me about life and the
Importance of being yourself
What you are, you value honesty
How not to lose grip of reality
With both your feet on the ground

I cannot stand by you
Till the end of the world
Like I said I would do
No, I won’t be able to
Help you carry the weight
Of the world my time has come
Silent as a butterfly
I'll be flying beside you
Watching above you
Silent as a butterfly.
You weren't supposed to see me like this and I'm sorry
I would say it’s not true
But I will see you soon
Far away...

I cannot stand by you
Till the end of the world
Like I said I would do
No, I won’t be able to
Help you carry the weight
Of the world my time has come
Silent as a butterfly
I'll be flying beside you
Watching above you
Silent as a butterfly.

6. Same Star

I want it to be much more
Than a fading distant memory of the two of us
I keep our picture by the bed
We're greyed out bit I'll not give up on us, no I won't

I turn to the sky wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
I wonder if we look up on the same star
Same star

Maybe we're done maybe not
It does not change how I feel about us
Won't give up hope
You're more beautiful than any diamond found in this world
And damn I miss you so bad

I turn to the sky wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
I wonder if we look up on the same star
Same star

7. Let The World Know

Trust the words I say
I'm willing to go the distance
But I'm a little bit fragile
I'm just saying let's take this slow
Don't get me wrong
Let 'em know

Write it in magazines, in the papers
Put it all over the news, let 'em hear it
I wanna let the world know
How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
Cause I'm living my dreams to the fullest
Forever you and me
Nothing can intervene
I wanna let the world know
How I feel, how I feel, how I feel

Been waiting for this moment
But there's no need to rush it
One step at a time
We must be careful not to loose it

If I'm defined completely by my actions
I'll prove myself but I ask a little patience
Cause I am not a perfect human being
But I know one thing,
I'm right about this feeling

Today, today
I wanna let the world know
Today, today
Today, today
I wanna let the world know
Today, today
I wanna let the world know how I feel, yeah

8. Peace Of Mind

Staying within your comfort zone
May feel saved, but it can have you fooled
It's treacherous
It's deceiving

You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind
No. No. No. No. No.
Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall
No. No. No. No. No.

Beating around the bush is pointless
You need to bring down the walls you've built up
Surrounding you
Surrounding you.

You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind
No. No. No. No. No.
Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall
No. No. No. No. No.

You need to dig deep
You need to work hard.

We dont have much time
Why don't make out the best of it?
Ye- heaaah

You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind
No. No. No. No. No.
Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall
No. No. No. No. No.

9. Freeze Frame

Sometimes you run
Too scared to take, to take the fight
But hey, it's OK
I'm human too
I know what it's like

Awakening feelings
Buried in the past
Like dirt, like dirt, like dirt,
It's like running barefoot on ice
It's cold and it's piercing
Again and again
You slip, you slip, you slip,
I'm running barefoot on ice

Freeze frame right here, right now
Stop the clock and the hands of time
Take a moment, breathe in, breathe out
Everything is gonna be just fine
Freeze frame right here, right now
Freeze frame right here, right now

Sometimes it's hard
To turn your feelings into words
Bringing old memories back to life
That you've killed, you've killed, you've killed,

Disintegrate you from inside
Don't need no sympathy
And if I manage to stay alive, alive, alive,
I'll walk out of this with pride

Freeze frame right here, right now
Stop the clock and the hands of time
Take a moment, breathe in, breathe out
Everything is gonna be just fine

From 10 years of silence
I'm now breaking new ground
From a closed space of vacuum
I'm now starting to breathe
Take nothing for granted
That's what I have learned
That's what I have learned
That's what I have learned

Take a moment, breathe in, breathe out
Everything is gonna be just fine

Freeze frame right here, right now
Stop the clock and the hands of time
Take a moment, breathe in, breathe out
Everything is gonna be just fine

Freeze frame right here, right now
Freeze frame right here, right now

10. Infinity X Infinity

At night I'm thinking of sweet revenge,
I'm breathing faster, faster,
I feel the anger, anger.
I'm redefining the meaning of evil,
inside I'm bleeding, bleeding
from all the beating, beating.

Let them pay
let them pay for the things that they've done,
let them suffer for infinity times infinity.

Watch closely and you'll see it in my face,
the battle scars, battle scars,
the bloody tears, the bloody tears.
Too many years of built up suppressed hate,
it has taken its toll on me.

Let them pay,
let them pay for the things that they've done,
let them suffer for infinity times infinity.

Don't speak your mind
if the words that come out is condescending,
don't even open your mouth
if there's only bad intentions.

It's taking its toll on me
it has to stop,
ask not for forgiveness,
cause you will pay,
you will pay for the things that you've did.
You will pay for infinity times infinity.

Let them pay,
let them pay for the things that they've done,
let them suffer for infinity times infinity.

11. My Tomorrow

I've been thinkin' about,
Taking the easy way out,
Used, beaten, disposed, it's tainted,
I've been told it's too selfish,
Gotta fight 'til the finish,
Thank you but it's not helping,

Feel I can't forget the ending,
Getting tired of feeling so lonely..

But I am going to change my tomorrow,
I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow,
Got the strength, I can do it,
Not just saying, I'll prove it,
I'll prove it, I'll prove it..

Watching my rear-view mirror,
And what it is reflecting?
It's an image that's broken,
It is time for my change now,
Step up and be brave now,
How damn hard can it be..?

Feel I can't forget the ending,
Getting tired of feeling so lonely..

But I am going to change my tomorrow,
I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow,
Got the strength, I can do it,
Not just saying, I'll prove it,
I'll prove it, I'll prove it..

I'm flying away now,
I'm touching the sky now, yeah..
On top of the world now,
And I'm never going back..
I'm changed for the better,
Seeing brighter colors now,
On top of the world now,
And I'm never going back..

Feel I can't forget the ending,
Getting tired of feeling so lonely..

But I am going to change my tomorrow,
I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow,
Got the strength, I can do it,
Not just saying, I'll prove it,
I'll prove it, I'll prove it..

12. Hold On

I’ve been questioning myself the wrong way
My insecurity made me wanna feel pain
I’d put a knife to my wrist, and part of my story ends
Used to swallow them pills, tried to ease the pain
In fact the truth is, I did again and again

[Chorus:]
Hold on, hold on
Let me take the pain away
Hold on, hold on
There’s no need to feel afraid
‘Cause I am here and I’ll protect you
Tell me what’s wrong?
What did they do to you, to you, to you, to you?
What did they do to you, to you, to you, to you?

Been approaching my inner self the wrong way
My self-esteem was so low, I only felt hate
My own worst enemy, but part of my story ends
After two years of battling, I’m feeling better than
I’m feeling better than ever, I’ll stay like this forever

[Chorus]

Fear not, I’ll never leave your side
Until the end, I’ll be here
Take my word for it, it’s the truth
Come here, it’s okay, it’s alright
It’s okay, it’s alright
Let me hold you close

[Chorus]

13. Replace You

I walk on my own to think it over,
I can't believe this is real,
It all seem so clear,
All seem so right,
I can't put to words how I feel,

In time you'll see,
What you mean to me,
Everyday I think of you

There's nothing here in the world,
That can replace you,
no...
There's nothing here in the world,
I can face without you,
no...

I'm lost in your eyes,
You're dreaming away from it,
Far away,where I can feel no pain,
With you I feel safe...
I know you keep me out of harms way,

In time you'll see,
What you mean to me,
Everyday I think of you

There's nothing here in the world,
That can replace you,
no...
There's nothing here in the world,
I can face without... you,

Anytime you doubt for facts,
Makes you wanna run away,
You think of what we had...
If it feels like everything,
Goes through alright,
I'll be standing here...

There's nothing here in the world,
That can replace you...

There's nothing here in the world,
That can replace you,
no...
There's nothing here in the world,
I can face without... you,

Nothing in this world can replace you...
Woah...
There is nothing
There is nothing
There is nothing...

14. Cause I Need You

[Japanese Bonus Track]

Since you've been away I've had the time to start realize
That when we meet again
I'll be first to apologize
Now when I hear people say
Be careful what you wish for
I know what they mean
I know what they mean

Don't leave
I'm struggling hard without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
Don't go
I simply can not live without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you

(need you, I need you)

Living with regret
Is a pain with no mercy
Think That I'd rather be dead
Than to live a life so empty
Now people ask me, They're saying
"Don't you know about karma" ? ?
I know what they mean
I know what they mean
But

Don't leave
I'm struggling hard without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
Don't go
I simply can not live without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you

'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you

Thank you for the memories (memories)
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories (memories)
Thank you for the memories
Yeah

Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories

Don't leave
I'm struggling hard without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
Don't go
I simply can not live without you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you
'Cause I need you, need you, need you

Thank you for the memories (memories)
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories
Yeah

Thank you for the memories
Thank you for the memories







DEAD BY APRIL LYRICS