DEALEY PLAZA LYRICS

1. Notable Entity

You'll soon drowned in a lake of your own tears
Created by the guilt you feel
For the lives you have despaired [2x]

Please shut your eyes & allow me to haunt your dreams
So dark, so pale, so delightfully heartless
So heartless

I've no more blood to bleed
All I feel is the ghost of you
My life is a lot less frightening now
It's a lot less frightening now

I'm always on the streets listening to the song you'd sing
My bone ache from the chill of your absence
I don't want you to turn into a faded memory [2x]
Shut your eyes & allow me to haunt your dreams [2x]

I have no more blood to bleed
My body's been drained for everyone to see

So cold, so heartless
If it's all about you
Then what about me
What about me
When will I be free
Please shut your eyes & allow me to haunt your dreams
So dark, so pale, so delightfully heartless
So heartless

2. Two Wolves

I have suffered
I possess no control
& now I'm trapped
In a fucked up way of life

Life decayed
There is no lie to defeat the truth
Digging away at your brain
You can't even fathom the pain that I've endured

Your brain
Couldn't process this
This hypocrisy is overwhelming to me
Choke on your guilt
They won't let you
Spit it up

Choke on my guilt
I am pure filth
Choke on my guilt
I disgust me

Fucked in the brain
Only pain
I am merely just a stain in this fucked up world
My life is worth more than all of this
But there is no escape from this prison

[2x]
My inner demons are at war with the good in me
No hope for peace
No freedom from their tyranny

3. Succubus

You worthless fuck

Fishing for affection in a sea of rejection
Hook line & sinker
Pulled up form suffocating can't breath
Cut open for the world to see

Neglecting all of your previous convictions
Who the fuck are you
What the fuck have you turned into
You fucking slut

You feed off the misery of others
Disgrace to the human race
As charming as rap
& as beautiful as death
I fear your falling off the deep end

You disguise yourself but I see your true colors
Empty is what you are a burden to society
Cheap slut with a dick in her mouth
Why don't you just kill yourself

Disgrace to the human race
As charming as rape
& as beautiful as death
I fear you're falling off the deep end

You bitch your game has already been played you are the fucked up & you are not worth my time

4. Altered

Prescribed illness is taking over me
Warping my brain & everything I see
These numb fingers are the only thing
Proving to me that I am real

My fingers picked to the bone
My teeth are falling out of my head
My nails cracking
My fucking eyes are sinking in

I want my life back
You can't control me
You won't control me
I want my life back
You can't control me
I want my fucking life back

A schizophrenic type of behavior
I cannot grasp reality

Altered state of consciousness
Causing my perception to grow weak
Abandoning reality
Downgrading my mentality
Muscles constantly spazzing
Never seeing things for what they are
Laying back as my future decays
Unaware if this ever strays
I want my fucking life back

My fingers picked to the bone
My teeth are falling out of my head
My nails cracking
My fucking eyes are sinking in

I want my life back
You can't control me
You won't control me
I want my life back
You can't control me
I want my fucking life

Dead from the neck up

5. Lead Poisoning

[feat. Kyle Medina of Bodysnatcher]

Sadistic power tripping fucks
Masturbating on our rights
Sodomizing our freedom
Deep throating our civil liberties

Masturbating on our rights
Sodomizing our freedom
Deep throating our civil liberties

These mother fuckers don't give a shit about your life
They just want to see you dead
They just want to put the lead in your head

They just wanna see your blood shed
Blood thirsty mother fuckers never getting enough

Society is overwhelmed by their endless wrath of tyranny
Punk mother fuckers won't stop until we're dead

Your government wants you dead

Your government wants you dead
They want you dead [2x]
They want to put the lead in your head

Watching your every move
Compromising our futures
Constantly plotting their next attack
But believe them you are free

They want you to see everything through false eyes
Go to school, go to work, wear your suit, then die
But believe them you are free

Watching your every move
They want you dead
They want to be the ones to put the lead in your head

[Kyle]
I can tell they're following me
They won't let me be
The thought, the know
It will bring you to your knees

6. Death Anxiety

Death will find me
As cold as the winter
As dark as a broken light
Oh God, why God?

Will I have left anything to remember or I'm just gone?
Cause when you're done you're done

The wheel keeps turning
There's no break in the cycle
It keeps fucking turning
There is no fucking break

Romanticizing things like that I should exist
If I bite my tongue then I find my brain is pissed
Just another name to Death's fucking list
Yeah, to death's fucking list

No one is safe from the kiss of death
A kiss so bitter
What happens to you when you die?

Eternity living in darkness
Forever with, with the ones you love
I, I live in fear
This rests in me, my fear of uncertainty

My biggest fear of death is that your lives will move on
Will anyone remember me?

7. Confess (Interlude)

8. The Courtesan And The Sitar Man

[feat. Bryan of Knocked Loose]

The moon has never felt so cold
The sun has never looked so dark
These feeling won't ever go away
They're locked inside of me
These are my facts
This is not a prophecy
[2x]

Forever & ever
Do you think of me
Cause I think of you
The constant space & the shit we've been through
I am so dark
I'm so cold
I'm so broken
I regret every word I left unspoken

Do you think of me
Cause I think of you
& all the fucked up shit you don't have a clue
I want you to pour your crazy in me
I'm so sorry that I wasn't what you wanted me to be

Forever & ever
Balancing insanity for the heartbreaker

[Bryan]
Blank fucking stares
Blank stares
My mind is racing
Tied to the bed
My body's still pacing
You are the most angelic
Evil I have ever tasted
Destroying pawns
With the time that has been wasted

We know this life has matched us
A broken heart doesn't sound that bad
It sounds like pieces of you are resting throughout my body

Vultures awaits your lonesome
Living life in fast forward never stopping for the now
Balancing insanity
[2x]

The moon has never felt so cold
The sun has never looked so dark
These feeling won't ever go away
They're locked inside of me
These are my facts
This is not a prophecy

9. Farewell, Farewell

Fuck

A cold chill always resting in my bones
My words & thoughts will remain unknown
No one will ever see
The appalling darkness that rests in me

I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear
The curse of life
Contemplating every single fucking fear
Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair (kill me)

Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the fucking chair
There's something calming about my body just hanging there
We all smile & pretend that were okay
But life's a bitch it gets harder everyday

Why am I so empty?
Why?
Will this ever go away no
Why?
Won't this go away

I always find myself on my knees
Looking up at you for the answers
For the questions that I seek
Are you there can you help me?

I sit & stare expecting the Earth to stop
I can't fathom what has come over me
Nobody sees it
Nobody feels it
Dear God do you think I'm insane?

Can you hear me?
Do you feel me?
[3x]

I isolate myself like a prisoner on death row
No place I like to call home
This feeling that rests in me
I turn it off so no one will see

I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear
The curse of life
Contemplating every single fucking fear
Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair
Kick out the chair [2x]
(There's something calming about my body just hanging there)
I don't want to be here

We all die alone
That's how our story will close
Am I scared are you scared are they scared?
So say your prayers so you know you're prepared

10. Oh, How The Mighty Have Fallen

11. And Again, I'm Broken (The Hanging II)

Severed, broken, & hung out to dry
Bitter cold & fucking disheartened
(It's all your fault)
You could've made it stop
But now I'm all alone & I'm gunning for your conscious

Oh my god what have I become
I'm so sorry it's me bitter & some
Oh my god what have I become
So keep it a secret

Drink the poison
Fake the smile
[2x]
Fake the smile

Just like Romeo & Juliet
This story will end with a suicide
I've never felt so alive
Or contradictive in my whole life

Oh my god what have I become
I'm so sorry it's me bitter & some
Oh my god what have I become
So keep it a secret
Drink the poison
Fake the smile

Take me back to when our souls flew free
& our minds screamed empathy
back when we were young
The world was bright
I hate to say you've become the void in my eyes

The devil has blue eyes
Just ask me about her
The devil has blue eyes
So just ask me

12. Begotten

I'm looking for the courage to end it all
One night blessed with depressing
& it's all gone [2x]
Oh please lord help me
Please lord help me
Gone forever, show yourself
Give me the push I need
To finish what I've started

When it's all done
So many happy faces
Smiling in a row
Standing over my casket
No more lies
Gone forever
No more hate
Gone forever

Dead & gone
It's what we all want
Or at least believe
I'll trust my instincts
So please, lord
I was once a lovely boy
Full of life
Full of love
Aspiration
Motivation
Full of life

Please lord help me
Gone forever
Show yourself now
Give me the push I need
To finish what I've started
I'm looking for the courage to end it all
To end it all
One night blessed with depression
And it's all gone [2x]
Oh please lord help me

It's all gone
So now I need to help to kill myself
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Father, Son, & Holy Spirit
Amen







DEALEY PLAZA LYRICS