DECEMBERANCE LYRICS

1. Time

Oh Lord!
How cold, I stand...
How scared!
On my strange throne
A gift... So be it...
Dreaming images of wasted feelings
Like flowing rivers in my poisoned mind
Have you ever tried to hold a sun?
Inner scars...
A war inside my mind!
Mirrors and masks attack me...
Slowly they wrap around me...
Sleep is a fucking death rehearsal...
Moving mirrors among the imaginary trees
Reveal hidden scars
Maybe my mask is thrown away
Scattered in a thousand pieces in the corner
...and the wind carried me away
To the birth of time
Where insanity and grief
Are growing in the same womb
I cried...
"So lost in my memories
Forgiveness... Insanity... Demons"
I wonder if the hands of time are stuck...
Or just Time has committed suicide!

2. Rain

The rain begins
Through the glasses of ignorance I observe
the raindrops on the window
Small rivers flowing in the cold pane
Like the crevices on my hands...
The dead are breathing beneath their graves
floating inside the minds, of those left behind
in a beautiful yard of lies...
Sometimes I think I'm not part of this world
A silly audience in a comedy, clapping my hands
without reason
Some other times I'm like an actor in the same sad play
praying for an end
Winter is searching for it's lost melodies
It's like a loved one is gone
and you don't want to
Maybe you scared more than you promised
maybe you offered fear more than you should
maybe you didn't catch the fucking time
..and you just don't want to..
Pretending of being joyous
pretending of standing strong
pretending of living
Yes, carrying a strange cross!
But still the rain falls
Still the adherences remain
Memories of the past
Past so old.. Almost ancient
And everytime it comes.. Kissing the scars inside,
Oh god help me!
And so my Truth remains inside
a thrown mask in the corner...

3. Anxiety Grasps Our Perspective

The rain stops...
But my heart still misses the sun that shined somewhere else
Maybe the sun never shined after all
Maybe I kept it out of my world
Because it wasn't what I expected
Or just the light cleared up the pictures of the past...
Pictures of old fears and sadness
that created a world of bitterness inside the mind
of an unprotected child
That kept him out of his friends and family
with only emotion the anxiety of what is to become tomorrow

4. A Common Winter

I crawl! Like the words I spoke in agony.
Finally...
In absence, the fake wall ...
fell apart from the idea of dying...
from the idea of dying in silence!
I crawl, see, I crawl!
Last drops of pride, within myself I hide
Sunrise - the last one!
Today I'll die in tears!
Forever in a web, just a bloody substitute
A puppeteer and his strings
A puppet and it's misery
Now the dice have been rolled in this game of self-hypocrisy

Ερέβους κράτος νηπενθές.
Μέλανος χολή κελεύει τας ημετέρας ψυχάς τε,
δείμος εστί των ζοφερών πράξεων
η μεγίστη εστία...

In a sick way of thought
Where misery of mind exists
I sing a woe for the one I once was
in the winter of souls
Reality is something I ignore...
And so my Truth remains inside
a thrown mask in the corner...

5. Sunset

[Instrumental]

6. Premonition

End of day, so tired...
I think I can breath no more
The rain ceased, see...
Everything should be clear by now
Voices and guilts so loud in silence
A candle in the mirror
Enlights an aged naeve's portrait
In a grey, solid, but so vague sea of irony...
In a way, I understand
and through my open pores I realise
that sleep looks at death
through this mirror
I'm so afraid to sleep...
I'm so afraid to sleep...
I'm so afraid to sleep...
I'm so afraid to sleep...
Colors and sounds attack me
slowly they wrap around me
I can't move in this revolving room
Everybody has to be afraid of something
Like a vital lie keeps me awake...
My own one
My eyes are heavy like the guilts I have
Nothing has changed, not even the words
Nothing has changed, not even the thoughts
Nothing has changed, not even the silence
Nothing has changed, not even the End...







DECEMBERANCE LYRICS