DENNY KIDD LYRICS

1. Safe Word

I love the way you say my name and you don't even mean to
I bring out a side in you
That keeps me up all night, when your hands are tied and our bodies collide
There's no turning back now
It's sink or swim because baby, you're mine
But you knew it was coming and now you're in over your head
You'll be saying my name when I'm not even there
And I'm not the one in your bed
With the lights down low, you can be who you want to be
I can hear your heart race
And that expression on your face
You like knowing that I love the way you taste
You said you wanted crazy, you don't have to beg me
Oh – I love it when you choke me
(Yeah) – I love it when you break me
You said you wanted crazy, you don't have to beg me
Oh – I love it when you fuck me
(Yeah) – I love it when you break me
I love the way you scream my name
I love the way you breathe like flames
You can see right into me
You said you wanted crazy, you don't have to beg me
Oh – I love it when you choke me
(Yeah) – I love it when you break me
You said you wanted crazy, you don't have to beg me
Oh – I love it when you fuck me
(Yeah) – I love it when you break me

2. G(h)ost

I'm a ghost...
Don't say sorry 'cause I'm no longer too weak
I don't want to exist in your story
Or the pages you keep
My bleeding eyes, your lying lips
Your love is counterfeit, you like to sell that shit
The ship has sunk, now come to grips
No more control in your bag of tricks
Now you chase me like I'm a ghost
I hope you choke on every word you spoke
And you're a disease, I won't be your host
(I won't be your host)
And you chase me but I'm a ghost
(I'm a ghost)
I just want to be free from the pain you buried in my memory
And there's no more deceit
And all that's left of us is a eulogy
Now you chase me like I'm a ghost
I hope you choke on every word you spoke
And you're a disease, I won't be your host
(I won't be your host)
And you chase me but I'm a ghost
I wouldn't even want to be your poltergeist
I'm still too traumatized but I realize – I'm redefined
I wouldn't even want to be your poltergeist
I'm still too traumatized but my heart has been cauterized
Now you blame me but I'm a ghost (I'm a ghost)
Now you chase me like I'm a ghost
I hope you choke on every word you spoke
And you're a disease, I won't be your host
(I won't be your host)
And you chase me but I'm a ghost

3. Home?

Most days, it's hard to think clearly
I have trouble focusing on things near me
Most nights, I wake up from a deep sleep
Trying to make sense of what I was dreaming
I slow dance with the demons of depression
In my brain, my anxiety gets worse with the medicine
Most days, I hate my own reflection
I repeat mistakes because I cannot seem to get the lesson
I don't mean to seem so distant and so silent
But this ADHD leaves the lights on and my brain on auto pilot
I start moving and I cannot seem to be still
Maybe I am bipolar but every fucking mood feels
I can accept any pain because my wounds heal
And I can always walk away when it gets too real
Every major decision always turns into guilt
There's always a broken foundation that I have to rebuild
A simple scar turns into a fucking blood spill
I'm a tiny flower un-bloomed in a huge field
And I will always make my way back to you
And we will make through because you're my shield
Don't you worry about me because I will always find my way back home
Don't leave the light on for me, don't wait up for me
Some things you have to face alone
Sometimes it takes a dead-end road to find your way back home
Sometimes a mental breakdown shows you that you're not alone
Sometimes - all it takes is to put on some headphones
And thinking of better days while listening to your favorite song
But – out of nowhere
A simple scar turns into a fucking blood spill
I'm a tiny flower un-bloomed in a huge field
And I will always make my way back to you
And we will make through because you're my shield
Don't you worry about me because I will always find my way back home
Don't leave the light on for me, don't wait up for me
Some things you have to face alone

4. Dead.

Sometimes I feel like a god – living inside of my head
I'm screaming inside of these walls – don't wait 'til I'm...
Do you believe in the other side?
I do – when I'm high
I've been so close to the afterlife, some days I like to knock twice
I still know you but now you don't recognize me
We used to go hard, the ladies thought we were somebody
We used to hang out and stay out
It's like we had the world with no doubts
But as we got older, you got sober
I never got out
Sometimes I feel like a god – living inside of my head
I'm hiding inside of these walls and this is where I made my bed
Sometimes I feel like a god – living inside of my head
I'm screaming inside of these walls, don't wait 'til I'm dead.
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.
I've been walking this path alone
The same empty road that I used to know
The same one I call my home
I'm like a ghost in this city but fuck your pity
You hear me?
Life ain't pretty, don't come around when I'm gone – acting like you miss me
(Dead) Sometimes I feel like a god – living inside of my head
I'm hiding inside of these walls and this is where I made my bed
Sometimes I feel like a god – living inside of my head
I'm screaming inside of these walls, don't wait 'til I'm dead.
I'm dead. I'm dead. I'm dead.

5. You're The One

Sometimes I look back on my life (my life)
I question my existence and how did I survive (survive)
It's like a predetermined game of chess that's already played out
And it makes me so angry when you always shut the door when I shout
Or it's like I'm talking to you as you're walking out
And ignoring me every time my reaction to what you say is doubt (is doubt)
Sometimes, I feel like you're laughing at me when I'm just yelling for help
But deep down – I know I'm nothing and I can't do this life by myself
I know I take shit out on you
I blame you and then want your help again
But listen, I know that you mean well in the end
I know you really want what's best for me, you're my truest friend
And you still stick around even when I fuck up
You know I'm going to do it again
You're the one who can part the sea (you're the one)
You're the one who crushes enemies (you're the one)
You're the one who can smile as you bleed (you're the one)
You're the one the world will see (you're the one)
You're the one who can part the sea (you're the one)
You're the one who crushes enemies (you're the one)
You're the one who can smile as you bleed (you're the one)
You're the one the world will believe
I always say I'm finally getting my shit together
Then crawl to you screaming and begging
Wanting you to make things better
Sometimes you watch in silence but you never turn you back on me
You let me fight my battles and step in when you see me bleed
I'm sorry, forgive me, don't give up, forgive me, forgive me
I acknowledge you, I will follow through
It's time to regain control
The machines are on patrol and they're hunting tonight (dead or alive)
'Cause they know my name, and they know my face
'Cause they watched me fall and they hoped that I would turn my back on you
You're the one who can part the sea (you're the one)
You're the one who crushes enemies (you're the one)
You're the one who can smile as you bleed (you're the one)
You're the one the world will see (you're the one)
You're the one who can part the sea (you're the one)
You're the one who crushes enemies (you're the one)
You're the one who can smile as you bleed (you're the one)
You're the one the world will believe

6. January

[feat. Sadie Martin]

Fuck you January and the death that you bring
Fuck you January for all of the pain
Fuck you January, I hate your name
Fuck you January – for everything
It's too late, you can't take it all back now
You took everything away from me like a thief in the clouds
You laughed at me as I searched and begged for a way out
Fuck you January, I want them back now
I still can't sleep and sometimes, it's even hard to breathe
I'm afraid to get too close to people, so I push them away from me
I want some answers, please God just set me free
I can't keep going on like this
Why did you choose me?
Fuck you January and the death that you bring
Fuck you January for all of the pain
Fuck you January, I hate your name
Fuck you January – for everything
If you can hear me, I'm sorry – I didn't call enough
If you can see me, I'm pushing and I swear I won't give up
I wish I could see you, my life has changed so much since you went away
I love you, thank you for everything
So, fuck you January and the death that you bring
Fuck you January and all of the pain (the pain)
Fuck you January, I hate your name
Fuck you January – for everything
So, fuck you January and the death that you bring
Fuck you January and all of the pain (the pain)
Fuck you January, I hate your name
Fuck you January – for everything

7. Hearts On Fire

[feat. Athena]








DENNY KIDD LYRICS