DIRGE WITHIN LYRICS

1. Self Medicate

I am diseased
Can't take the pain
I'd rather die than be alive
Inside of the sobriety

Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free
Throw it away, throw it away
This is my new reckoning
Now here me scream

The suffering
It burns like gasoline
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world of shame
Obscurity leads to severity
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world I hate
I self medicate

I am dizzy
From suffocating on the lies you feed
Deny deny your hope of sanity

Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free
Throw me away, blow me away, throw me away
This is my new reckoning
Now here me scream

The suffering
It burns like gasoline
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world of shame
Obscurity leads to severity
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world I hate
I self medicate

Standing above myself and watching a part of me die
I see it all just starting to fade away
Though it's true I've always wondered
How I would say goodbye to myself

So now I fall again
And I can not pretend
There is no resurrection
So now I fall again
Now hear me scream

I am diseased
Can't take the pain I'd rather die than be alive
Inside of the sobriety
Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free
Throw it away, throw it away, throw it away

The suffering
It burns like gasoline
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world of shame
Obscurity leads to severity
So I self medicate the pain
To escape this world I hate
I self medicate

2. Forever The Martyr

Everyday it's all the same, a vicious cycle
A parasite within the flesh
Silence closing in
Sick of all the stress brought by inconsistencies
Tight around the neck

All the hate I feel, it comes from you
And it's taking over
All my life I've had regrets
The scars, I bear tell all

Another life becomes a death, each day getting colder
Evolving to the hate inside, but darkness still remains
Needing a release from the walls that now decay
Succumbing to the madness

All the hate I feel, it comes from you
And it's taking over
All my life I've had regrets
The scars, I bear tell all

Breathe in the pain cause it's all that remains
Breathe in the fear cause it's all that saves you

All the hate I feel, it comes from you
And it's taking over
All my life I've had regrets
The scars, I bear tell all

3. Force Fed Lies

Welcome home to the land of treason
Victimized by conspiracy
Marching on, it's the killing season
Join the murderous parade

Scan the Earth and release the soldier
Gun in hand he crawls through the mud
Sweat pours as you pull the trigger
And paint the walls with blood

Force fed lies
A plague of ignorance
Force Fed Lies
We'll burn it down, let's burn it down

Say a prayer for the unknown soldiers
On their backs they make not a sound
Give their lives for a badge of honor
Six feet below the ground

Force fed lies
They prey on ignorance
Force Fed Lies
We'll burn it down, let's burn it down

4. Confession

Now the smoke is clearing I can see what I've become
A mere shadow of my innocence, a memory of mother's son
A false solution for a product of mistakes
Wash away of all the sins so they don't lead me to my grave

The struggle inside of me
The only way is to start again

This is my confession
My soul is screaming
As the walls are closing in
The endless aggression is my only friend
It's the one that lives within
This is my confession

Staring in the eyes of demons that infect my past
Write my name in blood and see if the infection lasts
Done too many things, can't apologize for all this pain
On my knees
Scream into the night will someone save me?!

The struggle inside of me
The only way is to start again

This is my confession
My soul is screaming
As the walls are closing in
The endless aggression is my only friend
It's the one that lives within
This is my confession

Kill the voices in my head

This is my confession
My soul is screaming
As the walls are closing in
The endless aggression is my only friend
It's the one that lives within
This is my confession...

5. Spit

[Featuring Edsel Dope (Guest Vocals)]

Your absolution
A false solution
You're no better off than me

No evolution
No retribution
For the words I don't believe

You can pray for me to follow

You can pray for me to follow
But... I have no religion
I can take the pain
God damn, it don't mean shit to me
You don't mean shit to me
I am my decision
I can take the blame
God damn, you don't mean spit to me

Your revelation
The masturbation
Of all that you believe

A confirmation
Your intoxication
Is the sanctity you need

You can pray for me to follow
But... I have no religion
I can take the pain
God damn, it don't mean shit to me
You don't mean shit to me
I am my decision
I can take the blame
God damn, you don't mean spit to me

I won't be your victim
You're fucking killing me
This world is killing me

I won't be your victim
You're fucking killing me
This world is killing me

I have no religion
I can take the pain
God damn, it don't mean shit to me
You don't mean shit to me
I am my decision
I can take the blame
God damn, you don't mean spit to me

6. New Disease

There is a nightmare coming, a flock that's about to break
Away from herds that follow all the selfish names of hate
This is a new indictment, this is the final call
For all that love their freedom, this is justice for us all

This is a song for the voiceless
A psycho symphony
The anthem for all the hopeless
The voice of a new disease

One nation under god and one nation under grave
A little black book to bring all of the nameless to their knees
This is you passing judgment, this is your dying dream
Hope you're choking on it a the falling angels scream

This is a song for the voiceless
A psycho symphony
The anthem for all the hopeless
The voice of a new disease

Our blood and tears have built the world
Our hearts have give everything
Your lies have raped and killed our world
Our hate consumes us all

We're coming to your houses, and we're knocking down your door
We are the new beginning, here to settle up the score
A fleet of new arrivals, a flock of naked sheep
Your end becomes our freedom, this is the new reality

This is a song for the voiceless
A psycho symphony
The anthem for all the hopeless
The voice of a new disease

7. Last Goodbye

This is the end
Realize that all hope is lost
We're living tortured every second
We can't pretend
Take my hand as we turn to dust
It only hurts you for a second
Here comes the pain
So...

Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye
I'll die before I walk away
Goodbye
I'm sorry
This might hurt so close your eyes
Don't cry
Turn and look away

Now is the time for the sickness to eat away
All the pain that's left inside
A cancellation
Emancipation of our love
Beaten down and broken down
Here comes the pain
So...

Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye
I'll die before I walk away
Goodbye
I'm sorry
This might hurt so close your eyes
Don't cry
Turn away and say your last goodbye

Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye
I'll die before I walk away
Goodbye
I'm sorry
This might hurt so close your eyes
Don't cry
Turn and look away

Tonight, I'm staring down the barrel of my life
Goodbye
Blow it all away

8. As I Walk

The signs are coming in from every direction, and all the things that we believe have turned into lies

We walk the path we have chosen
Let go
And you pray for nothing as the falling angel screams

I am the only one that understands, as I walk through the ashes alone
Of flesh and bone I understand, as I walk through the ashes alone

The streets are laid to waste as innocent victims fall from the sky
Because the devil burned off their wings

We walk the path we have chosen
Let's go
And you bleed for nothing as the falling angel screams

I am the only one that understands, as I walk through the ashes alone
Of flesh and bone I understand, as I walk through the ashes alone

Silently we bleed, for the American Dream
One more digression
Another suppression

We walk the path we have chosen

I am the only one that understands, as I walk through the ashes alone
Of flesh and bone I understand, as I walk through the ashes alone

9. Inhuman

[Featuring Wayne Static (Guest Vocals)]

This is my last chance to walk away from you
Forgotten memories peel off the faded truth
No more excuses, no more feeling left inside
The judgment has been cast
All morals thrown aside

Inhuman
I have become
Inhuman
Now there's nothing left of me
You did this to me

Deny one more time that you are all to blame
As my eyes start to twitch, my hands they do the same
No more excuses, no more feelings left inside,this very second, all the good in me dies

Inhuman
I have become
Inhuman
Now there's nothing left of me
You did this to me

Blood falls like rain
Will you scream again?
Through all this pain
I'll smile again
Fuck You!
Now there's no more...
No more words...

Inhuman
I have become
Inhuman
There is nothing left

Inhuman
I have become
Inhuman now there's nothing left of me
You did this to me

10. Stain Of Humanity

All alone, abandoned, upon the floor
Still inhaling the stink of you
Took away a loss that cannot repair
Still you live your life without a care

Sadist
Rapist
Inside I feel the hate that burns
She couldn't make a sound
This pain is real like a worm it turns
As her world came crashing down

I will rip out your fucking heart
I will draw a line through you
I'll repay the loss of innocence
A drop of blood for every one of you

Sadist
Rapist
Inside I feel the hate that burns
She couldn't make a sound
This pain is real like a worm it turns
As her world came crashing down

Inside I feel the hate that burns
She couldn't make a sound
This pain is real like a worm it turns
As her world came crashing down

Inside I feel the hate burn
All for you
The stain of humanity

11. Complacency

[Featuring Corey Beaulieu (Guest Guitar Solo), Virus (Guest Guitar Solo) & Michael Angelo Batio (Guest Guitar Solo)]

Apologetic absolution revolves on an axis of hate
Referencing to the end of an age where darkness seeks out the light
And folds away the truth of a better tomorrow
There is no call, there is no sight
The only freedom left lies behind the eyes in the womb
There is nothing, there is only this

The seed has taken over
The lies are getting colder
Bullets replace the word and the visions make me sober
Raise your hands in praise, and forgive the fallen idol
Put the child to its death and perpetuate the cycle

Everyday I feel the same, even when I numb the pain
I'm like a slave in this complacency
Everything I've felt is wrong, all sign of hope is gone
I can't escape from this complacency

Waken ties of culture, and sever lines of structure
Find release in certainty and devour all the mortar
Terror for freedom
Freedom from terror

Everyday I feel the same, even when I numb the pain
I'm like a slave in this complacency
Everything I've felt is wrong, all sign of hope is gone
I can't escape from this complacency

The seed has taken over
The lies are getting colder
Bullets replace the word and the visions make me sober
Terror for freedom
Freedom from terror

Everyday I feel the same, even when I numb the pain
I'm like a slave in this complacency
Everything I've felt is wrong, all sign of hope is gone
I can't escape from this complacency
The complacency strain...

12. Eulogy

[Bonus track]

This is relentless
Your poor men forming in the streets
To live
This is monumental
Your children dying in the streets
For why?

This is a eulogy
The silent screaming from me
Eulogy
The only way we can never care

This is relentless
We journey in a world of disbelief
In lies
This is fucking hopeless
Killing the poets broken dreams
For why?

This is a eulogy
The silent screaming from me
Eulogy
The only way we can never care

The march of blind destruction
No longer will they sleep
Our own annihilation
What we sowed, we shall reap
We shall reap

This is relentless
Destroy the world with selfish greed
This is fucking useless
In our own hole that we create
For why?

This is a eulogy
The silent screaming from me
Eulogy
The only way we can never care







DIRGE WITHIN LYRICS