DISPHORIA LYRICS

1. Destructive Rage

I can’t believe I come from human race
Herd of immature creatures you all deny your roots
Tell me why your only goal is extending your shabby lives
Cause you can’t live without that prison called CIVILIZATION!

Pray! Pray! Already dead...

Yet I have tried to be one of them – FAILURE!!!
This fuckin’ shallow world compels you to lie
Cause you wont blossom is this burial place
I’ve tried to suggest you to make up your mind
You lay to yourselves... You must be erased

Dead! Dead! Already dead...

Yet I have tried to kill one of them – FAILURE!!!
Am I insane?
I want to feel alive, stronger and free, recover my personality
But I wonder why you’re afraid of thinking by yourselves...
I AM INSANE!!!

Why don’t you want to face the truth?
Nature is your mother and you don’t know anything about
One day you will pay for all what you have done
Pieces of shit I hope you will soon be ERASED!!!

I want to see you bleeding and crying
I can not constrain my rage
You’re less than parasites
I am blinded – Blinded by hatred
I am not one of yours
I refuse to be humane
But I don't think about suicide
I’m hating you for surviving
Hating you preserves me from
My own destruction...

I can’t believe I come from human race
Herd of immature creatures you all deny your roots
Tell me why your only goal is extending your shabby lives
Cause you can’t live without that prison called CIVILIZATION!

Hating you preserves me from my own destruction

2. Cold Dead Light

The light seems to be subtle
As it just make me see the reality
Which I am unable to face
It shows me sides of myself
I have never tried to comprehend
But I am convinced that the light wants to heal me
Nothing it descent according to my depraved mind
Should I enjoy it? All is so incomplete
I do believe!

Following this way towards the cold dead light
I must be guided cause I am too weak

Every sensation has been erased
This conscience does not belong to me
Cause I would be devoured or enslaved
By malevolent ideologies
Brutality is blessed; violence purifying
And it's harmful effect become pure enjoyment

It's just a dream, I have to forget it
Looking at your face one last time...

I took my knife and then I began to tear your body apart
The cold is coming, the light fades away
As you lay lifeless and loathsome

Cold... no sensation of deliverance
Dead... I'll pull the trigger
But... the light shines again

Don't try to get around the obstacles in your life
Cause when the light will die, I'm sure you'll agonize

There's nothing left to hope
There are many things to learn!!!

Looking at your face one last time...

3. Along The Way

Alone in the dark, I was searching for help
Your shadow, as warm as a kiss, overcame me
Like a light along the way, you've made me hold my head up again
You've saved me with your purity
Your soul in distress was locked in a thorny shell
You were suffocating and slowly drowning
Like the wind along the way, I've made you breath again
I've saved you with my words
So many memories, so many moments shared
The star on the flag, your eyes through the camera, the spider's song

And if along your way, you forget how it feels to love
Read those words again
And if along my way, I forget how it feels to trust
I'll listen to your melody

You leaned on me as I leaned on you
The perfect balance that once collapsed
Cause our eyes were looking in different directions
So many places to discover
And so many things to experiment
We needed time on our own
"Just to see how it feels to leave"
Just to see how it feels to live...
I think we need time on our own
Now we know how it feels to trust
Now we know how it feels to love

And if along your way, you forget how it feels to love
Read those words again
And if along my way, I forget how it feels to trust
I'll listen to your melody
Our melody...

On my way to final recovery
I won't hide my scars no more
Under those rainbow colors
I want to cross it on my own
I feel brave enough right now
And it's partly thanks to you
Please understand, I'm just trying to rebuild myself
Victory will taste better when you do it alone
You've heard the words coming from my heart
Now let me hear the melody coming from your flesh...

Sick of this self-hatred, no body can cure it but me
I know it will take some time but it's worth trying

And if along your way, you forget how it feels to love
Read those words again
And if along my way, I forget how it feels to trust
I'll listen to your melody

Those words again

Alone in the dark, I was searching for help
Your shadow, as warm as a kiss, overcame me... OVERCAME!!!

4. Inherent Dystopia

Imagine a world in which we are cursed
We have become numbers and our body is soulless

Every notion is obsolete, thoughts are controlled
Life is just a countdown, there is no destiny

Unable to react
Sentenced to obey

See we're dead; The light doesn't enlighten us
Death is not deliverance, what is suffering?
Knowledge is unknown and we can not communicate

Can you understand, it is not a nightmare
We've lost the sense of life and death still remains

Don't be afraid, you contribute to create this
I will show you that human being is a plague

Can't you see what you have to done today?
The only law is life
And we don't care about unhealthy ways of thinking
Harmony always reigns
Learning to know each other
The nature guides our soul
Which has given what we needed
We fucking refused it!!!

Lost in confusion
The both worlds stand as one
Human is the cause of this inherence

Tasteless!!!
Why must we always annihilate all our gifts
Looking for something better, we propagate the...
Pain!!!

I feel the cold freezing my flesh, taking my soul
If it keeps goin' on, we will be in a dystopia

5. Submission

6. The Other Side

Subconscious devour us and we enjoy it
It controls our mind and we can't do anything
This ignorance can be fatal but we stay speechless
Because these intuitions are totally unknown

Delight in sorrow seems to be a solution
But if we do that, we go astray

I'm searching for my mind
What is there hidden behind
I don't know myself yet
But one day I will find the key

I must be too weak
I cannot control my dreams
Despite all my perseverance!!!

Sleep child of mine, you will dream sweetly
Sleep child of mine, die for me!!!

I do belong to myself
You are stronger than I thought
I do belong to nothing
You’re inside of me!

I'm flying through this unknown part of my soul
Looking for my hidden knowledge
A strange sensations overwhelming my thoughts
I see my face then I begin to cry

Staring at me, trying to fly away
He's killing his body and getting ready to go
Praying for nothing I fuckin' have to die
But I have reach for my goal

Kill me! I will...
I see my hands, is it a dream or a harsh reality?
I am just a worm
I have fallen asleep
I am the other side!!!

7. Existence

I wonder why for so many years, men had a dream about eternal life
And time has not erased this piece of nonsense
I know it's hard to allow that one day we'll all die
But try to understand why there can be no exceptions to this rule!

Death is eternal and life ephemeral
If you never die and your soul never have a rest
You'll be tortured forever
THE BOTH WILL BE AS ONE!!!

You don't have to wait for anything
No one takes care of us
Infinity is not for the living ones
I won't cry for you! I won't pray for you!

Death is eternal and life ephemeral
If you never die and your soul never have a rest
You'll be tortured forever

I can’t, I can’t, I can’t...
I can't understand why don't you take advantage of your life
Death will always be a mystery
Waiting for deliverance or denying the end
Can't you feel that you are already fuckin’ dead!!!
THE BOTH WILL BE AS ONE!!!

Caught in a trap built by your own mind
Your regret the day you were born
But you don't want to leave those who you love
We are not prepared for death or eternity
BUT FOR NOTHINGNESS!!!

Try to remember how it was before your birth
Death is the same!
Now you know that you just have to pass your life
Sleep and fly away
Your dreams will never betray your soul

You don't have to wait for anything
No one takes care of us
Infinity is not for the living ones
I won't cry for you! I won't pray for you!

This is a story of a man in a laboratory
Who found the fluid of eternal life
And as he injects it into his body
A huge comet collided with the Earth
No one survived to the cataclysm but him!
He was condemned to live alone in an empty world forever
Then he could feel that he was already fuckin' DEAD!

8. 1982

[Interlude – Instrumental]

9. Sarah

She wakes up, heads banging
White ceiling – Toys everywhere
Lights are flickering and burning her eyes
Tears down her face are lashing against the floor
Mom says it's alright
Holding her little hand

She wakes up, head loosing
White walls – Emptiness everywhere
Through the window city is living, life goes on
She leaves her pearls on the ground
The beautiful dolls have lost their hair
Pink rabbit soaks up her tears
Mingled voices fill the air and guide her slowly to bed
Rock her cradle all through the night
Lullabies will provide her against nightmares
Her eyes are distraught, watering
Time has stopped, nothing matters anymore

I'm dreading our meeting
What to say? What to add? How to look at her?
Here she comes, my heart has never beaten so fast
She stretches her arms wide at me
I throw mine out too
I can feel life in her body, in her eyes
I'm not afraid anymore, her neither
I know, she knows
It was so easy, "above all, do not speak"
Blood ties do the rest...

Sarah, the light goes away
Let the putrid blinds vomiting their hate
Life is inside you, death is inside them
Let the abhorrent deafs screaming their rage
Life is in front of you, death is behind them

Tomorrow is not important, we are together
Pink, yellow and black in your drawing complement each other well
Time has stopped again, we create memories
I understand

(Time has stopped again, we create memories
I understand
Time has stopped, hours are still running
But I understand
Beautiful little girl, your eyes filled with life
I understand so well now
I do understand, I understand so well)

Time has... STOPPED

Time has stopped, but hours are still running
I understand
Beautiful little girl, your eyes are filled with life
I understand so well now, I understand so well

She wakes up, head loosing
White walls – Emptiness everywhere
Through the window city is living, life goes on
She leaves her pearls on the ground
The beautiful dolls have lost their hair
Pink rabbit soaks up her tears
Mingled voices fill the air and guide her slowly to bed
Rock her cradle all through the night
Lullabies will provide her against nightmares
Her eyes are distraught, watering
Time has stopped, nothing matters anymore

I'm dreading our meeting
What to say? What to add? How to look at her?
Here she comes, my heart has never beaten so fast

Dance, like ladybugs in the sky
Grow, like blooms in a garden
Spring forever, love feeds us
LOVE FEEDS US
LOVE FEEDS US
LOVE FEEDS US
LOVE...
FEEDS...
US...







DISPHORIA LYRICS