DITCHWATER LYRICS

1. Blister

What motivates you my friend
I think I see your plan
To push me to the edge
On the edge of a short rope
You push my buttons and hope
That I will lose control

I cannot hear you but I know you're laughing
I cannot see you with the mocking smile that's on your face
If we ever meet, will be no doubt
That the first chance I get, knock the taste right out of your mouth

Is your life really that low
That you feel the need to go
And bring me down with you
Don't have the courage to face
Your empty life is waste
A waste of my time and space

I cannot hear you but I know you're laughing
I cannot see you with the mocking smile that's on your face
If we ever meet, will be no doubt
That the first chance I get, knock the taste right out of your mouth

Wasted all this time
Watched you cross the line
Time for you to fight
Pushed me way too far this time

It shouldn't get to me
'Cause I can easily see
That you mean nothing to me
You try to pull me in
A battle that I cannot win
I will not let it begin

I cannot hear you but I know you're laughing
I cannot see you with the mocking smile that's on your face
If we ever meet, will be no doubt
That the first chance I get, knock the taste right out of your mouth

2. Close My Eyes

All my life
I've been searching for someone like you
In my dreams
Hand in hand we will always be

Every time I close my eyes
I see you looking back at me
Every time I close my eyes
I see you, I see you

In my mind
All I hear is the pain I caused
The same pain
Pain I cause myself never leaves

Every time I close my eyes
I see you looking back at me
Every time I close my eyes
I see you, I see you

In my dreams
All I hear is you
Cry at me
Set me free, set me free

Every time I close my eyes
I see you looking back at me
Every time I close my eyes
I see you, I see you

Every time I see what I am
When is all this, blood on my hands
All I can say is I'm not guilty alone

3. Save Your Apologies

Wait, I've got something to say
Waited so long to put you back into your place

Why can't you see what you've done to me
Won't you please just let me be

Save your apologies
I don't need them no more

Hold onto what you have
Living just to live will kill you in the end

Why can't you see what you've done to me
Won't you please just let me be

Save your apologies
I don't need them no more

Fight for every step you take
No failure, no regret, no promises to make

Why can't you see what you've done to me
Won't you please just let me be

Save your apologies
I don't need them no more

4. Already Dead

This pain I feel
To you is not real
Nothing I can say will make a difference anyway
No one to blame
For my past mistakes
Noway to erase your perception of me

Pull the trigger it goes all away
You only have myself to blame
Why am I always one step ahead of you

Please don't forget
Hold back all regret
This is something
I had to do for me and you
Can't get past this
Feeling of emptiness
You won't be missed
By anyone but me

Pull the trigger it goes all away
You only have myself to blame
Why am I always one step ahead of you
Pull the plug, push the needle in
I just committed your last sin
Close your eyes I'm already dead

Won't be long now
I'll see you soon
Don't pull away it's almost over

Pull the trigger it goes all away
You only have myself to blame
Why am I always one step ahead of you
Pull the plug, push the needle in
I just committed your last sin
Close your eyes I'm already dead

5. Into The Storm

[Instrumental]

6. This Spell

Been through too much to settle for less
This fire I hold won't burn me yet
A new day dawns and there's new hope
All this gray is all I hold

Break this spell
I ache everyday
Break this spell
Your hold is too great
...and I feel the light coming

I see your eyes as you pretend
To understand how I am
Now my eyes don't see so blind
I can see you've lost your mind

Break this spell
I ache everyday
Break this spell
Your hold is too great
...and I feel the weight shifting

Did you really think I would back down
And let you walk all over me
Did you think I'd stand aside
As you pretending to be real

Vacant stares replace the smiles
That once lived on your face
Now you've been defeated again
Do you know who I am

Break this spell
I ache everyday
Break this spell
Your hold is too great
...and I feel the light coming

7. Nothing To Lose

How is it that you see yourself
Blackened by this world you hate
Now you bury yourself so low
Try to stop it's too late

Noting to lose
Your far away from me
Nothing to lose
So far I can't see

Wasting for a taste
Of freedom you don't really have
Goddamn you lost again
And in your vanity you fall

Noting to lose
Your far away from me
Nothing to lose
So far I can't see

Giving is your only way
Giving into your weaknesses

Noting to lose
Your far away from me
Nothing to lose
So far I can't see

8. Blind To Fate

Since opening eyes I was compelled
These words I'll speak one day
The seeds planted so far away
Blossom yet were contained
In this heart a book it reads
Allowed only in song

And you just condemned my only gift
Your blind with few days are left

Chained in life meant to fly
But never left the ground
You stood by and watched it all
And never showed me right
In this heart a book it reads
Allowed only in song

And you just condemned my only gift
Your blind with few days are left

In this heart a book it reads
Aloud a book it reads to you
All I see is what you left me
It's so empty like my life.

In this life I only wanted
A chance to make you proud
But you hold on to your resentment
Blind to your own child

And you just condemned my only gift
Your blind with few days are left







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