EMBRYO LYRICS

1. An Awkward Attempt

Constantly scared with anguish
intoxicated by regrets;
I sunk into a blindness
where sensibility became my quicksand.

A voice in my head kept on
yelling (at) me to stop to stray.

Anaesthetized with feelings
weakened by the quest for joy;
surrounded by your empathy
I lost my strength in your reality.

A voice in my head kept on
yelling (at) me to stop to stray.

Isolation, the call of solitude
showed me the way to
isolation, a long gone haven where
I used to be me.

Let flow the essence of my thoughts,
make my soul the cradle of my words,
an awkward attempt to comply
with your twisted normality.

I hate (you) rotten humanity,
(you) hypocritical charity,
you mean greedy misery and mercy;
I am your "broken parody",
lone personality,
insane misanthropy in your lives.
I am!

2. The Pursuit Of Silence

Once I thought that it was outside
the noise, the chaos, the unbearable cries.
I learned to close my ears,
I learned to hide your tears.

A vital pursuit of silence
to bear this dreary decline.

Reality started to pass me by,
day life, a screenplay to visualize.
A silent film is all I wanted,
a quiet place with no sounds that could bother.

A vital pursuit of silence
to bear this dreary decline.

In this lonely quest I sunk,

but now I've realized that chaos is inside me;
I've got to find a way to set me free.

How can I stop th thoughts in my head?
How can I avoid letting them flow?

I hear a voice among the many,
the ultimate whisper of control.

A deadly pursuit of silence
to leave this dreary decline.

3. Manipulate My Consciousness

Lies are all that choke my desperate
cries, the silencer of my exhausting thoughts.

I reached the point
where everything is disgusting me.

Behind a smile I play my part,
in disguise to rule my heart;
manipulate my consciousness
to feed the best, my emptiness.

Condemned to wear a mask of kindness,
hypocrisy to hide my deep-rooted sadness.

Cast aside to stand out from this reality

and when I stare at your gentle illusion,
I don't understand if you're truly aware
of your condition of seeming affairs,
or you're just preparing
to a granted disillusion.

I reached the point
where everything is disgusting me.

Behind a smile I play my part,
in disguise to rule my heart;
manipulate my consciousness
to feed the beast, my emptiness.

4. Insane Lucidity

I don't remember when I have started
looking around
with my dreams completely departed.

Blind eyes wide opened
watching tales in disguise,
empty eyes that I want to close
staring at your paradise.

I always keep on thinking that your lives
are nothing but a miserable play.

Blind eyes wide opened
watching tales in disguise,
empty eyes that I want to close
staring at you, parasites.

I see the world so clearly
and it's time to expose your lies,
I can't release what's in my mind,
I can't break out your fears.

I stand here
trapped in this unbearable inaction,
an unintentional
deprivation of consciousness.

Blind eyes wide opened
watching tales in disguise,
empty eyes that I want to close
staring at your paradise.

This is so unreal and I can't comprehend
why I keep on staying here
I need my mind to crush.

5. The End Of The Beginning

Once I decided where to lead my life,
hiding in disguise and floating on mankind.

Now I'm aware no one will compel (me).

The end of the beginning,
I'll let hate and venom feed my heart;
the end of the beginning,
mercy and forgiveness will be torn apart.

I closed my essence in an emotional exile,
keeping a low profile like ordinary men;
the time has come for me to leave it all behind,
digging deeper where fear can't descend.

The end of the beginning,
I'll let hate and venom feed my heart;
the end of the beginning,
mercy and forgiveness will be torn apart.
Apart!

I embraced independence,
I embraced... hate!

No more pretending to listen to your complaints,
an ongoing praise to your mediocrity.

The end of the beginning,
I'll let hate and venom feed my heart;
the end of the beginning,
mercy and forgiveness will be torn apart.

The scars of my soul
will start bleeding anger and disdain,
for your
comprehension of the human failures,
for your
kind-hearted sharing of each other leisure,
for your
senseless emotional dependence,
fire!
To cleanse me from you all!

6. Embryo

Darkness and blankness and blindness
are the only imprintings in my brain;
void and emptiness and loneliness
are the only mates in this

useless lie, endless cry
in this seemingly golden cage
that you call simple life;
scavenger of all my rage.

I never asked for this time
to watch my hopes pouring down;
I'm a shade of doubt in your minds
waiting for my sun to set.

Even if I was born,
am I really alive?
Or just a collection of cells
intended to die?

I never asked for this time
to watch my hopes pouring down;
I'm a shade of doubt in your minds
waiting for my sun to set.

I found a reason
in a conscious self-destruction,
'cause nothing is sweeter
that chasing an elusive end;
maybe she's playing with me, deceiving me
that I can win without knowing
who's the prey.

I never asked for this time
to watch my hopes pouring down;
I'm a shade of doubt in your minds
waiting for my sun to set,
to set me free.

7. The Touch Of Emptiness

I felt trapped in this (in)humanity
and even end was not (a) new beginning.

I let the abyss look in my soul,
scratching the surface of my own world.

Trivial, your rush to socialize each other,
oblivion, (the) nest of (all) inane lovers,
transient like all the lives you're living,
'cause everything will bring you anything.

I looked the abyss become my soul,
a warm touch to my inner void.

For too long I waited for something
that could become a comfortable shelter;
do I need a shelter now
that I felt the hand of emptiness caress my soul?

Let loose the abyss dwelling (in) my heart,
the gentle touch of emptiness cherish my arms.

No more sinking into your sparkling
fullness of blankness,
no more deceiving with your
shining proof of blindness.
I am darkness!

8. The Door To The Abyss

I started a journey to reach eternity,
crossing my human being,
the limit to achieve.

The door to the abyss
to the purest me,
where mankind has no meaning
and my animal (side) shall rest.

Through all the disillusions,
through all my soul diseases;
tossed between independence
and the frailty of a (caress in) a dream.

The door to the abyss
to the purest me,
swallowed by knowledge
to consciousness oblivion.

I walked a path paved with regrets,
a painful struggle
among many barriers;
now that I faced
the darkness of the essence,
I'll let my weakness sinking
into equilibrium,
into the cosmic depths of universe,
the cold embrace of infinite,
becoming part of everything,
burning like a shooting star.

Outside the time keeps ticking,
inside is for evermore,
humanity keeps spinning
in its hypocrisy.

The door to the abyss
to the purest me,
away from insignificant
and useless behaviors.

9. My Pounding Void

My pounding void, my lack of empathy;
my need to swallow the cancer of mankind,
tears its uselessness apart.

I started feeling this exhausting strain
when my emotion steered my naive mind;
in the beginning
I thought that was to disdain,
but in my veins the hate started flowing,
giving me the consciousness
that I was for sure one of a kind,
that there wasn't only
a way to follow to fulfill

my pounding void, my lack of empathy;
my need to swallow the cancer of mankind,
tears its uselessness apart.

My first amusements were almost scum:
easy to overcome and puppets
to improve my detachment,
a way to practice how to get them pain,
the path to follow to achieve a superior mind.

Deep anguish, deep anguish and decay
bring cowards, bring cowards to unveil
the nature, the nature of their blind
selfishness, selfishness and vile minds.

Stabbing reality, watching it bleed,
tear down the shroud of sanity.

Once was a murder, now it's something more:
the art of suffering
is how you can label what I do;
lacerate the flesh to annihilate defenses,
empty a body is the sweetest way to fill.

My pounding void, my lack of empathy;
my need to swallow the cancer of mankind,
tears its uselessness apart.

10. Fragments Of Utopia

Now that all is gone
I can analyze what happened between us:

an illusion, delusions to emotive seclusion;
connection, depression
through heartbeat's inventions.

When I open my heart,
I closed my eyes to obvious evidence:

an illusion, delusions to emotive seclusion;
connection, depression
through heartbeat's inventions.

Thrown in darkness,
torn apart,
back from blindness,
forsaken heart,
incorporate sadness,
fragments of utopia.

I'll be the darkness looking into you,
the creeping monster in your soul;
the fire burning your heart
and when you'll think to get rid of me,
you'll be alone, empty and torn.

No one is at it seems, a bitter lesson carved in my skin:

confusion replaced by a sad disillusion,
convictions, decisions,
my heart of disconnection.

11. I Am Pure Hate

I feel if unfolding in the darkness of my soul,
roots feeding on my poisoned blood.

I can't stand here watching this demise,
I can't pretend that all I see is fine.

I feel it growing.

I can't accept the ignorance of mankind,
I can't support the way they cling to life.

I feel it flowing.

Like a bombshell
about to detonate;
focused on disintegrate.
I feel the pressure of my deepest hate
devour my resistance to kill.

It's now controlling me.

I let blood fill the words in my throat,
I let scorn lead fulfilment to my thoughts.

I am pure hate!

Starting to annihilate your farce,
ready to end our harmful lapse.





EMBRYO LYRICS