ENOLA GAY LYRICS

1. Back To Prison

They told me that I am a free man
As I go back to life
I just start to walk this road to nowhere
I'm prepared for life, I want to survive
I know that I was guilty, I expiate for my sins
I waste a part of my life, a new period begins

Back to prison or go back to hell
Go where you come from is all what they tell
I'm the bastard, the evil in town
Please excuse me that I was born

No more crimes that's what I swear
Where's my chance - hate is everywhere
They treat me always like an animal
One time in prison, forever criminal
I'm just a victim of law and order

I know that I was guilty, I expiate for my sins
I waste a part of my life, a new period begins

Back to prison or go back to hell
Go where you come from is all what they tell
I'm the bastard, the evil of life
Please excuse me that I am alive

2. Near The End

Too many people live in a crowded world
And aren't safe in this fucking safety belt
Nobody finds their way in this crush
Sometimes we all get hushed
When our children are crying
And our babies are dying
Then we will see now it is enough

When the people die in the streets
Our conscience shall be unveiled
If we don't react upon facts
We are going to break our necks
But we are walking the edge of insanity
And we're not talking about the reality
We sail a course right straight to the end

Near the end - near the end - near the end

Our ears are always clogged
And our eyes are always closed
If we don't react upon facts
Have a look to the world's collapse
We are going to break our necks
Our native place is in danger
We treat the earth like a stranger
Earth mother will take revenge

Near the end - near the end - near the end
We will see where we did go wrong
We will see that it can't go on
Near the end - near the end - near the end

3. Who's My God?

They taught me the ten commandments
By reading the holy book
I know to speak the lord's prayer
And to honour my own food
I see all the fated people
Try hard to make ends meet
Why don't you show no mercy?
I just kneel at your feet

Who's my god? - what's my god?
Hypnotized - when I pray to the altar
Who's my god? - where's my god?
Loneliness - I am all on my own

Maybe this is a false religion
No that I can't understand
Or am I just a helpless man
My lonely life is in your hand
You claimed so many victims
To steer a holy course
My life was full of diffidence
And you're without remorse

Who's my god? what's my god?
Hypnotized when I pray to the altar
Who's my god? where's my god?
Loneliness - I am all on my own

Now I'm already down
I am lying on the ground
But you don't care about me
You don't care about me
I ask you again and again
Hear my call, now here I am
Why don't you speak to me
Why don't you come with me
And have a look what's going on
Just have a look what's going on
I see frustration and hesitation
Give me salvation and set me free...

4. Into The Void / Anxious Thoughts

That night as I went to bed
I had a very strange feeling
First I could not fall asleep
I remember that I was dreaming
And a knife stabs into my eyes and into my ears

Then there was silence and only darkness
Like I've never seen before
I opened my eyes and started to weep
Nothing to see the darkness so deep

Without sound for always dark
A deeper ache is in my heart

Did you ever have this alarming feeling?
Do you really know how my heart is bleeding?
Is there any way to get out of this state?
I don't wanna live no more, that's my fate

Without sound for always dark
A deeper ache is in my heart

5. Intrusions

Activity is never absent in a healthy livin' brain
And the unwanted thoughts come back again
Neurons are always active
Even in a drowsy kind
And depressions are not past
They're still in my mind
Resurgence of unwanted thoughts
Promoting my negative mood

Intrusions - deep from within
Intrusions - freeze my skin
Intrusions - I can't forget intrusions

My thoughts create a dream
Like a movie on a screen
And all the pictures return again and again
Oh I wish I could forget
All the pictures that I've met
I'm faltering again through my livin' brain
Resurgence of unwanted thoughts
Promoting my negative mood

[chorus]

Resurgence of unwanted thoughts
Promoting my negative mood
Deep from within freezes my skin
I can't forget now, I am lost in my...

[chorus]

6. Where The Mountain Meets The Sky

From that day I was born, I was alone
I felt that I've got no home
No one there for me, no place to sleep
So I decided to go

'cause I'm afraid of getting old
And I'm afraid of dying in the cold
I am afraid of being alone
I'm afraid if I'm all on my own

Take me back to the mountain
To my place in the sky
Where I can live in freedom
Till the end that I die

I walk my way and leave my past behind
Before I lose my mind
Try to escape from here, from suicide
I don't believe in this world

'cause I'm afraid to fall down the stairs
And I'm afraid of wars everywhere
I am afraid of losing a chance
I'm afraid of the killing hands

[chorus]

7. Pain

Hello, nice to meet you, they all call me pain
I know I'm not your friend, I drive you insane
I will sometimes be by your side
I will take you, I go for a ride
Somehow, I leave you, I go for a while
Call me enemy - or whatever you want
No life without me - I ain't no fun
I'm your pain, I will run for you
And at last I will find you
No escape, you can't run away
My breath always haunts you
Pain, pain, pain...

Of course, there's one thing, gulp down a heap
Some drugs to fight me will help you to sleep
But when you wake up the effect I'll abate
You're my next victim, I'm your hate
At last I'll show you, I laugh when you cry
I creep into you, right through your nerves
Intoxication - I know it's perverse
I'm your pain, I will run for you
And at last I will find you
No escape, you can't run away
My breath always haunts you
Pain, pain, pain...

8. Eleanor Rigby

[Written by Lennon / McCartney and originally performed by The Beatles]

Eleanor rigby picks up the rice in the church
Where a wedding has been, lives in a dream
Waits at the window wearing the face that she
Keeps in the jar by the door, who is it for?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Father mc kenzie writing the words
Of a sermon that no one will hear
No one comes near
Look at him working
Darning his socks in the night when there's
Nobody there, what does he care?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor rigby died in the church and was buried
Along with her name, nobody came
Father mc kenzie wiping the dirt from his hands
As he walks from the grave
No one was saved

9. One Way Trip

Is there really just one life
Or am I on a journey into another one
Take my hand I will miss you 'cause my life
Is fading away - will you visit me?

This is the point of no return
Just one step into another world
Say goodbye, this is your last chance
To finish the romance
You don't have to cry, when my life passes by
Death is the end in this one way trip
Please carry on, just what we've begun
I just was a part in your one way trip

Death is the end in this one way trip
Death is the end in this one way trip

Will you be there beside me please take me
Away and hold me in your arms
I can't speak, I can't hear, I can't see
Now it's seconds to none
Are you strong enough?

[pre-chorus - chorus]

I feel so cold tonight, can't see in colours
... only black and white, when death calls...

10. Disappointed

I remember my father told me
About good things in life
My mother showed me how to reach for the sky
They predicted me a great time to come
And what the future has in store for me

But now I know it is not so easy
To walk through this world
Senseless jobs early in the morning
Just to survive
How can I understand the message from you
Your kind of future won't come true

I don't listen not you - I will walk my own way
My life is now - yours yesterday

This is my life, disappointed
Don't wanna hear your lies I know the truth

I dreamed of you, I dreamed of me
I dreamed a thousand times, there's nothing left
To say - forgive me
Please believe me, I will show you
That I really know which way to go,
Independence is not only a word







ENOLA GAY LYRICS