ENTHEOS LYRICS

1. Black Static

Drowning in a sea of static
Forbearance wearing thin
Night was already long long before this
The consistent patterns begin to blend once again
Ever-expanding and full of regret
All of my solace lies
In skin I've shed and left behind
I've been losing sleep
Searching for meaning in anything
I had thought I'd learned to separate myself from this surrealistic void
But now I see it's engulfing me
And I've no rope to grab ahold
Something so frail and fragile
Was certain to never float at all
Inevitably in this static sea
We all dissolve
Shifting along with the flow
Existing simply to say so
I've been losing sleep
Searching for meaning in anything
All of my solace lies
In skin I've shed and left behind
I've been losing sleep
Searching for meaning
Sweating swirling my descent
I bend and contort
Incredible black hole
Torn into the fabric of the Earth
Distorting not only thought
Compromising vision
Great delusional mind
In control of everlasting time
And as the light from the sun washes over me
I will never find relief
I've held the world in my hands
I couldn't keep it on my own
I've held the world in my hands
I couldn't keep it all alone

2. White Noise

My body becomes one with comfort
One with pain
Acceptance is now my guiding light
I, I no longer find truth within subconscious
These thoughts have only led me to a lack of control
It's so obvious the voices guiding us
The void guiding us they don't consider us at all
Black static, be mine
Let new life form intertwine
See infinity come to life
Vulnerable complex machine
A mind in full decline
Let the sound of static embrace me
What does it mean to be alive?
All my solace lies
In skin I've shed and left behind
I've been losing sleep
Searching for the light

3. Melancholia

Face first into the new day
The lights are shining more
Than they have ever gleamed before
Sweating swirling anxious as ever
The time it melts away
My nails grinding against floorboards
Pleading with it just to stay
My inactions become what define me
I feel the pressure wearing me thin
Impatiently I'll await the day
When these tidal waves settle again
I wish that I had more time
And could be everywhere at once
My apologies for the distance
I've placed many miles between us
But the only thing I've come to find comfort in
Is the progression
Of this restless souls
Onward to a further destination
And yes the future
Though it's dark from this perspective
When nothing ever will stay the same
And every dormant dream that I have imagined
Is brought to life but never as I planned
I want to drown in the daylight's radiance
Let the morning sun into my skin
And feel the calm again
If only from the bright beginning
We were conditioned for the end
We've grown so self-absorbed
As if this life is ours eternally
We've grown so accustomed to settling down
And day to day
But this city moves forward with or without me
And everyone I love they're fading away
Though it seems as if I'm sure
As if I've weighed out everything
I've decisions that are haunting me
And I cannot evade
All I've ever known is blackness
Now even blackness fades
If I am the creator what is this void that I've shaped?
We always say, "I will be seeing you again."
But what if that day never comes?
Then, I'll be seeing you in the bitter end
But what if this life is all we're ever meant to become?
I always seem to let my thoughts destroy me from the inside out
It's just a matter of time

4. Pulse of a New Era

We are the vessel
Meant to create and to thrive
The pulse of a new era
With infinite potential
These tiny fragments in our minds
They're bending new light
And we are the blood from which every heart beating
Finds its will to carry onward
How can it be that we're so weighted by ideals
As if this mind lives within borders?
They've been feeding us lies
We've been compromised
The air that once felt biological now suffocates me
But I've made my way back into depths and channels
That once had been lost to me
And there the colours seem to blend so perfectly
And this life becomes an opened door
Catharsis
I've seen these patterns in my dreams
A vibrant sea
I float in space with clarity
For peace look to the sky
How tirelessly we reach for it
Escape the world's hold we're among the stars
In a vibrant sea
Conscience re-examined
Inhuman design
This life is unknown
But I am indeed the operator of this mind

5. Sea of Symmetry

I'm now drawing into question
Everything I've ever known
The answer is not in my heart nor in my hands
It may never be
I've looked to the sky
I've grasped for the sun
I've witnessed a tectonic shift
And I have seen the static hit
And even through the darkest of nights
Morning never fails to come
I am living I am breathing
Perhaps what's meant to be sought stands before us
And not beyond
While there may never be meaning
So different from what I envisioned
Witnessing every neuron collapse
Yet I paid no mind
It made no difference
Learning to live on and let go
Reminiscing over what could have been
But it will never be
And with black clouds above me
I catch my breath
It all falls into place
Like we were made for this
Patiently I gather words that I had forgot to say
In another passing wave
If this life is temporary let come what may come
Perhaps what's meant to be sought
Stands before us
And not beyond
Beyond
My will versus that of a force that I will never know?
Perhaps it's the way in which I observed and felt that I must grow
To push forward
This room with no door is filling us
Filling us both with dread
It's almost as if time is choosing to exist
Only within our heads
And with black clouds above me
I catch my breath
It all falls into place
Like we were made for this
Patiently I gather words that I had forgot to say
In another passing wave

6. Inverted Earth

A glimpse of clarity in the haze
Of my mind turning in and out
Around on itself
Kaleidoscopic visions consume me
So let the night be still
I want to feel the arms of the Earth surround me
And if it will prevent me from falling
I would gladly start over again
Mirror illusions of my fantasies
Those which once only awoke in daydreams
Take breath and thrive within my flesh
All inhibition disappears with the sunset
Drifting somewhere between waking and dreaming
The weight of every fear is exposed
Though I've hid them deep beneath my bones
Tightening coil of anxiety
Lingering inconsistencies brought to light
Those which can only be found when we go searching
Just like night into day
Day into night
I feel the shift

7. Sunshift

Fears fade into uncomfortable realities
Endless processes leave me chewing my fingers
Grinding my teeth
Insecure and delusional
Revisiting reopening old wounds
Immersed in reflection
Resisting neutrality
Motion paralyzed
I'm losing it all
There is no certainty in that which
We can never come to know
An assumption a delusion
This lack of sleep weighs on me
One for those whose eyes will never close
And through my total desperation
I scream into the dark night
Though I know my words will never reach you
I'd give anything to try
To begin again
Like lead in my lungs
I'm burning the wick of the candle from both ends
Isn't it obvious? Blow the flame out

8. Suspended Animation

Waves of warmth crash around me just like the womb
And I feel the pulse of each moment passing
More than I've ever known
I grasped with everything I had like I wanted this
More than the air that'd left my lungs as the cold had hit
Each lucid moment as if it were my own
Each nerve and ending to bathe in the afterglow
In a dream I heard your voice as clear as the day
And as I close my eyes life is born again
Illusion's colors wash away
Like autumn's gold to winter's grey
I saw your face as the weather shifted
Fading in and out of suspended animation
I arrived at the place where no light shined at all
And I'm reminded nothing is real here
In this parallel
I lie under spinning stars
Beneath the weight of these abstractions
Exhausted more in each lingering second
Lost in cyclical patterns
These repetitious scenes induce unrealistic expectations of a
Night more vicious than the dawn
More vicious than waking life
Within this trance you're with me
But this vision won't last forever
And I'll wake once again
As sunlight breaches the morning haze
To retrace my steps
Through a darkness so luminous
Lit by only your passing flame
Eyes open
Is it the future that you fear or is it who you've become nothing?
The weight of this reality is no longer yours to bear
So move forward nothing is real here

9. The World Without Us

Patience
All things will come to an end in due time
No need to hurry on
And let the future slip away carelessly
As if in passing suns
We hadn't learned anything
Do you remember the days we spent dreaming?
As the stars above us fall from the sky
And the void surrounds us
The end and beginning intertwine
In an unparalleled descent
We sleep easy all in due time
There are times when
When the words seem so close to me
To act upon what I cannot speak
Color quickly running inward
We align together in vision and in time
Do I possess the ability to wander on?
To take control? To exist once and for all
Against the weight of my own reflection?
All that I had ever wanted
Was to belong to something greater than
What I had ever envisioned
I have been granted the dream but will I ever find the courage?
And I will face the dark with my mind open
Ears to the ground one with every passing moment

10. Resonance

Without us the Earth will abide and endure. Without her, however, we could not even be







ENTHEOS LYRICS