EVERY PASSING DREAM LYRICS

1. The Absence Of Light

Day to day, you're wasting away.
You were my light, how can you see.
When it's so dark, the absence of light.
You found me, at my darkest time.
My darkest time.

2. Graves

I'd rather find myself on the ground
Than up above where I can never be found

I know this life is not made for some

Bury me with my own mistakes, I don't care how long it takes
Just make sure I'm dead and gone
Dead and gone

SIX FEET DEEP IN THE GROUND

WHERE I CAN NOT BE FOUND

This family curse is one I know too well
Deep inside me, pain transforms in to guilt
Remove my eyes, this comes as no surprise

I can finally sleep, resentment I solely keep

Mother, why did you bury me? The dirt upon my face, so much I couldn't see.

WHY? I guess it's safe to say, that your son won't live to see another day.

FATHER, Why did you smother me? Your hands around my neck, so tight I couldn't breath.

WHY. 

I guess it's safe to say, that your son won't live to see another day.

I was buried beneath everything, mountains of guilt. 
Was it so hard to admit the broken homes that you built?

Bottle after bottle, your heart's racing. 
Did I make a right choice? 

LET GO.

Of everything holding you in your place, did you like the feeling of blood on your face?

SIX FEET DEEP IN THE GROUND.

WHERE I CAN NOT BE FOUND.

This family curse, is one I know too well.
Deep inside me, pain transforms in to guilt.

Remove my eyes, this comes as no surprise. 
I can finally sleep, resentment I solely keep.

Fighting over things that never really even mattered. 
Healing from every bone that you fucking shattered.
[x2]

I don't think we deserve this pain.

FATHER-MOTHER destroyed, and we are the ones to blame. 

I don't think we deserve this pain.

We gave up on our son, and we are the ones to blame.

This is no claim to fame, our losing fucking game.

YOU WILL ROT IN YOUR OWN GRAVE.

3. Divide The Line

Everything you said to me, i have heard it before
Let me tell you, one more time, this is where i draw the line
Where do you stand, where do you stand?
Between the lines, between the lines.

Let me tell you, one more time, this is where i draw the line
All these strange faces, looking back at me, looking back at me
Hollow eyes and hungry hearts, all i hear from them
Is fear me, you are not alone, so fear me, you are not alone

Your hopes, my dreams.
Nothing will come in between
How does it feel to be alone, deep down inside you'll know
The pain i always felt, when i'm away from you, away from you

Don't speak my name, you wont be heard
Don't speak my name, you wont be heard
As the sun sets, you wont see me
As the sun sets, you wont see me

If everything goes to plan, you'll find the truth in the end
Nothing is what it seems so go ahead and take this from me
Because of you iv found, the meaning to life.
And after all these years, i wont let you hold me back

I, i cant i cant any longer, i am free, i am free, i cant any longer, free.
Dread, that all life comes to an end, your lies are so inviting, so inviting.

4. Father Figure

[feat. Gus Farias of Volumes]

There is no place called home
There is no place called home
There is no place called home
There is no place called home
I never thought it would be this easy to turn my back on the ones i loved
Just like my family who held me up, and all the times you promised me things would never change
I am not broken, I am not broken
Why
I never thought it would come to this, the choices i am haunted with, i never
Did you think that i would stay, why
I never thought it would come to this, the choices i am haunted with, i never
Did you think that i would stay
I will always regret
Making the choices that let you down in the end
I will always regret
Breaking the ties of a father and his son
Theres never time for a second chance, you never know when your life will end
You are in control, and im all alone
Why must i live like this, Why must i live like this
Why
I never thought it would come to this, the choices i am haunted with, i never
Did you think that i would stay, why
I never thought it would come to this, the choices i am haunted with, i never
Did you think that i would stay
As you see me crawling back, i will watch you walk away
As you see me crawling back, i will watch you walk away

5. Picture Perfect

You never realize how much it hurts, and how much i wanted this to work.
You wasted time, you wasted mine, searching for something iv been trying to find.

Sitting back watching this unfold, this is for the soul you sold
Countless nights wishing, waiting for a god damn sign.
All i ever wanted was to call you mine, mine in the softest sense
We met at the wrong time.
All i ever wanted was to call you mine, mine in the softest sense
We met at the wrong time, meditate think about this.
Is this what you want, let me know before i go

Fuck love and the pain it brings to me, i wont let this feeling fucking surround me, i told you once i wont tell you twice.
You made this choice now pay the price
From the start i knew this would be hard, i never thought we would come this far, maybe not maybe we were destined for failure

From the start i knew this would be hard, i never thought we would come this far, maybe not maybe we were destined for failure
I gave you time that you said you needed, i never thought you'd be the one quickly retreating, is this what you want, i cant count the times where is it wasn't enough.

Is this what you want, i cant count the times where it wasn't enough.
All i ever wanted was to call you mine, mine in the softest sense
We met at the wrong time.
All i ever wanted was to call you mine, mine in the softest sense
We met at the wrong time, meditate think about this.
Is this what you want, let me know before i go

6. Pressure

[feat. Jorge Sotomayor & Tyler Andre of Adaliah]

I don't fear death, you shouldn't fear death
Pressure, it's all i feel flowing through my veins you can never tell how i feel everyday over and over again, over and over again
Never ever would i think you would be the one to take it all away
Lie after lie, you kept spewing over and over again
All i give, is never enough

Every time i see your face, i remember what a waste
The many times you lied to me, now you understand why its hard for me, give it your all take what is yours finally free, this is who i am meant to be.
Hey hey hey, what can i say some things never change
Hey hey hey, what can i say some things never change
And for the better for the better, i guess its my time to go
So tired, so tired i guess its my time to go

This is what i really think, gone in a fucking blink you were
Cruel to me, cruel to me so very cruel to me, you were the only thing i ever had, why don't you understand the pain i always felt it goes hand and hand
you were the only thing i ever had, why don't you understand the pain i always felt it goes hand and hand

Look into my eyes, and tell me i am not alive
Every word you ever said was just another lie, look into my eyes
All i ever see is death and deceit when your around me
Its just a feeling i never knew, something so fake like you
I know this cant be true, it's like me without you.
A feeling i never knew.

7. The Greatest Weight To Carry

No, they wont see me in the light, for i am death.
I have come to collect every soul, for everyone standing alone
In the end i am your only friend, i can hear the fear in your voice
There is no escape this is a trap, can you feel the cracks in your weathered skin, and if you pray no one will hear and all you can do is scream!

How can you live with yourself, with your self
You will pay for this
How can you live with yourself, with your self
You will pay for this

Senseless, they murder senseless i hear the screams
Fear me, for i am here i hear their pleas
Senseless, they murder senseless i hear the screams
Fear me, for i am here i hear their pleas

Like they'll never be answered, but i can promise i am listening
I will watch the blood, watch the blood drip down your face
This is end for you my friend, you wont have a second chance
And if you pray no one will hear, and all you can do is scream

Now watch and wait as your body dissipates you lived in fear for far to long
Welcome to hell, you will pay for all of your sins how does it feel to be all alone
A broken man with broken bones, a sight to see for many like me

What did you say to me, the words i cannot say the futures unforeseen

8. Deceiver

Rise up now
Stand your ground

Wake up and start
The day you will overcome
This is yours no body else's
Reign Supreme

How many times I stood up for whats right
Meaningless life [x2]

As I stand for all to see
You will never overcome
As I stand for all to see
You will never overcome
Me

Time and time again
you were nothing more then
A worthless friend
You never cared
So I'm leaving you

Behind the shade
Im leaving you
Behind the shade

How many times I stood up for whats right
Meaningless life [x2]

I have ruled for centuries
I was overcome by the will of man
Forces drawn upon me
As I stand down gracefully

Did you think this time would be
Any different
You were wrong

9. The Family Curse

[Instrumental]

10. Betrayed

[feat. Daniel Mcwhorter of Gideon]

Searching for the reason, the reason why you left us here to die
And for what? Your precious lies, the ones you kept deep down inside
The ones you hid from your family, you betrayed us
Everything you said to me was a lie, I never thought id hear you say goodbye.
After all the times we shared, did you think id be waiting.
Did you think that maybe you were wrong, but in the end I was already gone
After all the pain I ask what remains, the tired and the true
The ones that you betrayed, everything seems clear but I cannot see
How could you ever think of leaving me.
That I'm never coming back, face the facts, that I'm never coming back
I didn't think id be the one to blame
Go ahead and call the shots, cause like it or not we're falling apart
You shattered my dreams, and the hopes of a loving family.
There is no turning back, at least for me
After all the pain I ask what remains, the tired and the true
The ones that you betrayed, everything seems clear but I cannot see
How could you ever think of leaving me.
That I'm never coming back, face the facts, that I'm never coming back
Betrayed by my own blood, how could you do this to me
You were all I ever had, now I'm left here with nothing
With nothing, did you take the time to realize what you meant to me?
What you meant to me?

11. Misguided

I am lost help me find my way, help me find my way
Thats all that i ask, theres nothing more nothing more
Let me out, when i say that i am wasting away

Parasites, what more could they ask
I must be dreaming to think that this is end
I think about the words that you said
Forever trapped deep inside my head
How could you know, they never knew
Fuck you

We all lost our minds, and our broken souls
I am lost help me find my way, help me find my way
Thats all that i ask, theres nothing more nothing more

Think back on all the things, the things you said to me
The lies the truth your world, the voices spoke to me
And i ask one more time, is this it is this it
Misguided

Waiting for!

The light to guide us home, to drag us from the unknown
I wont give, i wont give up
Till i find my place, find my place







EVERY PASSING DREAM LYRICS