GARDENIAN LYRICS

1. Selfproclaimed Messiah

I am your god I am your dreams
I am everything you'll always need
These are the words of a humble man
The king of stone, the people's heart

I have never tried to reach this far before
I have never set my goals for sure
Some promises come some of them go

I am your alternative Messiah
Your King of the stone
Your deciples of my stone
I am your, your big Messiah

Hold him, embrace him just have him close
Don't shut him in just become him
Hold him, embrace him just have him close
Don't shut him in just become him

I am your God

2. Doom & Gloom

Follow all familiar paths now
Accessing all human minds
Injecting my veins with your hatred
My focus never stays the same
Pure! So fresh I can test it
Taste it in my narrow mind
Focus well and inject it
Blindfold my eyes
When my apathy dies

Sure I will rise up and face it
Another day of sunshine lies
This world is made by my fiction
Injected in my body's pride
How long must I reach out
Eating my own vomiting
Is our hearts meant to be broken
Broken within broken this sin

Ten thousand lies
Can't touch me so
In the way that you do
Ten thousand lies
Disregard less why
Can't touch me so hard
Like you

Sure I will rise up and face it
Another day of sunshine lies
Is our hearts meant to be broken
Broken within broken this sin

I'll promise the world I leave after
That I will take my poison down
I'll bring it back to my pit stop
Pump in my fuel pump engine rule
I feel so left behind
My senses calming way down
The needle enters my skin
The rush is here and no pain becomes me

Sure I will rise up and face it
Another day of sunshine lies
This world is made by my fiction
Injected in my body's pride

3. Long Snap To Zero

Isolate, imprisonate,
The siege of my own god damned soul
I refuse to see my errors
Confess my sins and dig down in this hole
Spreading my lies consuming their minds
Reflecting myself on other lives
But when I'm dead buried and rotten
They will remember me

There's a long snap to zero
Two of us share our reflection
There's a long snap to zero
Two of us knows our reaction

Another star has died
Open the jar of tension
Let loose the lying beast
Waiting here forever

Wake up feel low
All the time's the same
Fill upp this tension jar
Crushing on your chest
As you were based in
Another time andspace
Holding my world
Deep down below

Who might have known
They all told me
There's a long snap to zero just go on
So yes they know
Of all my lies allright
There's a long snap to zero coming along

4. Courageous

Existing for chaos
To harm conceive and lie
Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake
Silently respectfully I move behind your backs
Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies

I seem to have forgotten the truth
As well as story
Nothing no longer adds up
Regretting my conviction to be as every one
Hiding my solutions deep in my pride

I am here for you
I am here for you

No one longer listens
I have a hard time to reach out
Might they have discovered all my wrongs
I guess I never realised the problems
That I've caused
I guess I have myself to blame
For trusting all those lies

I must reach out explain these lies
I just don't have the courage
To do it at this time
I must reach out explain these lies
I just don't have the courage
To do it at this time

5. The Heartless

If I give you the world
I'll make it black
If I give you air to breathe
If I give you air to breathe
If I give you sight
I would stab my eyes
If I give you all my trust
I am used and feel so bruised

So we'll make a mess of our lives
I'll paint your world in black
Too cold for you to get out
So I'll stop your grieving heart machine
It won't be any wonder
But you'll be deep down in slumber

If I give you time
I will choke in time
If I hold you at this line
If I hold you at this line
I would never feel so left behind
I could straighten up this hive
And let you feel behind
If I gave you eyes too blind to see
Undoubtedly I win all the thoughts
You stole inside
If I gave you a tough
You could scream it out loud
Instead of sucking it all in
Down into your sin

Deep down inside
Deep down inside

So deep down

6. The Suffering

Have you met your god yet?
I've sure met mine

Suffer! Intensely my friend
Keep on having those grave remorse
Caught up in the act of stupidity
By sharing your thoughts
You're the worst kind of whore
Suffer! Even harder my friend
Yet my lessons unlearned
Painful small decisions may
Control your life for years at the time

Closer, it might have begun
Forcing yourself to be numb
Closer, why won't it just come
Closer, it might have begun
Forcing yourself to be numb
Closer, why won't it just come

Suffer! As intense as you may
In this blizzard of madness
Mixed in this flurry like womb you'll see
All your dreams become shattered to me
Suffer! A bit more now again
Wake the hope that they'll see you
Suffer! More intensely my friend
Scream out loud they might hear your cries
Jesus! It might have begun
Jesus! It feels like I'm numb
JESUS!

7. Scissorfight

I'll bring back my ways
A bit of shining to the wonder world
At times I feel a need
Forcing harder emotions of grief
Tumble down or on your knees
Let us wake in a giant form way
So we're buried? We'll see
All those others as small and offensive

Heating up! Lashing down
It smells like I've been here before
Purify the surgeon style
Turning our souls inside out

So who's the strongest to be
A piece of fragment stuck to relief
All our other hearts
When they're darkened by
Their souldriven machine
It snatches our souls to its womb
Fill us gently as fuel
As when it comes to mind
I'll keep it going forever and more

8. Sonic Death Monkey

Another giant step for mankind
Altering with human wombs
Setting their own samples
Of who they want you to be
Their soul purpose
Of making your flesh their own
Heart and soul manufactured
For their own

Another giant step for mankind
Altering with human wombs
Setting their own samples
Of who they want you to be
Their soul purpose
Of making your flesh their own
Heart and soul manufactured
To control everyone

I am you and you are me
My sonic death monkey
Dancing together as we were free
My sonic death monkey

Resistant!
There is always one more of me
Heart and soul manufactured
For their own
There is always one more of me
They can make you their dancer
Resistant!
There is always one more of me
Heart and soul manufactured
They can make you their dancer
For their devilish feast

9. Sindustries

Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control
Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control
Flowing away! Flowing away!
Into this endless tide
Ending up in the drain
Watching back at another life

This day won't ever remind them of our
Tear soaked ways of ending each other

Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control
Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control
Running away! Running away!
Deep down into this down
Flooding up in the drain
Shedding its tears beyond

It LIVES
It FEEDS
It BREEDS
It GROWS
It SUCKS you dry
When I saw you drown
I saw you drown

When you are soaked in your tears
Your tears they remind me
Just give it away give it away
Give all your problems to me
I'll use them better you'll see
Control my acts and needs
Control my thoughts
So deep down in this pool of tears

10. Funeral

So let me wake from this nightmare
This is so wrong
Now when you're gone
What should I do but shed my tears
All night long
This should not have happened
Not this soon
I can not be whole without you
You know

Al the times you yelled at me
Correcting all my faults
Taking care of everything
At least now you are well and free

This is your funeral
It's at its last sheds of tears
So now when I'll make my mistakes
Where will you be?
But in my dreams
You were gone before I called
Gone before I tried
Before I realised

This is your funeral
So now I'll make myself
I'm without you numb
You were gone before I called
Gone before I called







GARDENIAN LYRICS