GEMINI SYNDROME LYRICS

1. Pleasure & Pain

Infinite
The Ultimate expression of who I am
Incredulous
The barren definition of a dying man
Presumptuous
To assume that a tomb is not
The body you're walking in
In all of us
Is a sin that begins and doesn't end
Until we syphon the last breath

I am alive inside of your truth
I am your proof

We are all the light of the sun and the moon
And we will be the same as one
You are just a reflection of all that you see
And you are always alive in me
We are only one and the same
In pleasure and pain

Permissive
The fatal flaw of a forgiving God
Dismissive
Reactionary to all of the laws above
Reverse it
Into the wake of mistakes and see
The cosmos exploding
Deserve it?
In the land of the sages we render the verdict

Pain
My weakest pleasure
Deranged and a sense of abandon
Tame in the wake of a tyrant
Survive in the aftermath
Nothing comes after that
Moment of fiction and friction is
Truth

I am aware that I'm vicious

We are all the light of the sun and the moon
And we will be the same as one
You are just a reflection of all that you see
And you are always alive in me
We are only one and the same

Pleasure and pain

2. Basement

Color-coded blasphemy
This really strange anatomy
Is this really my life?
Something isn't right
The ambiguity
This whole damn conspiracy
Playing out in my head
Something isn't right

I never wanted this
I never asked for it
This is what you gave me
I never wanted this
I never asked for it

Stranger than a massacre
This homicidal afterbirth
I am not a stranger
To living with the anger
I don't need a miracle
I just need a place to go
Send me to the angels
And tell God I said goodbye

I never wanted this
I never asked for it
This is what you gave me
I never wanted this
I never asked for it
But this is what you gave me

I could care less about the world sometimes
A certain inspiration takes me to the afterlife
I'll see you on the other side

Nothing ever takes away
The shit that I see everyday
With total inconsistency
So fuck the whole conspiracy
So long I'm fucking done

Why would you forsake me?

3. Falling Apart

Look inside the picture frame
The faces have been empty for so long
You are a prisoner
The story is sinister
Only memory remains
The space is only empty when you're gone
Today is apocalypse
The story is on your lips

I can't save you

Every time I try to redirect your eyes
To see through to the real you
You push me to the side every single time
And I can't help you
From falling apart again

Every day is a tragedy
And everything is dying anyway
I'm not afraid to die
The memories multiply
Hope is just a breath away
Your hear it when the angels call your name
Is anyone listening
The Deity is beckoning

I can't save you

Why?

The journey to save yourself
Is but a reflection of the dreams you have
That try to separate you from
Heaven and Hell
You wanna quit but never will
Because it's already over

4. Resurrection

Rise up

Broken misery
Adjectives for my heart
Stifled consistently
Right from the start

I watched you burn alive
And from the ashes you rise

Strip down and separate
The things you really need here
Dissolve and dissipate
Everything that I fear

There's monsters in the closet
They're hiding under the bed
An analog composite
of the illusions in my head

I watched you burn alive
And from the ashes you rise
It should be no surprise
You were always a phoenix in disguise

My actions criticized
My intentions demonized
The negative redirected
And the enemy
Now I recognize

The atrophy is pushing me
Deeper down into the storm
Divine come alive
And make me reborn

I watched you burn alive
And from the ashes you rise
It should be no surprise
You were always a phoenix in disguise
The phoenix never dies

Rise

No the phoenix never dies

5. Stardust

I know this place
It smells like innocence lost
We left traces of the sins we bought

But I wouldn't change a thing
It's just a waking dream

Look at the wake
From the stardust pouring from your eyes
It's no mistake
You are perfect
You are perfect in my mind
And you won't fade away

I know this face
It's so familiar
I'm sure I know you but it's all a blur

Now I can't recall a thing
It's such a wicked dream

Praise to the memory
Living inside of me
Host to entirety writing my story
Lusting and gluttony
So unbecoming
The stardust is making me blind

But you won't be left behind
The memory is here to remind

Look at the wake
From the stardust pouring from your eyes
It's no mistake
You are perfect in my mind
And you won't fade away

6. Mourning Star

Sick of myself my world my life
Get out of my way this truth can't lie
I stop myself every second I try
Every minute of time is an hour I die

Every day is another complication
A journey through another maze
I found my way through recapitulation
Everything is still a haze
But Heaven still holds me
I live my life inside imagination
Keep the secrets that i have made

It's the silence that enslaves me
It's the only thing that saves me

If you knew what it meant to me
To make it through tonight
You would be a mourning star
And guide me through this life

Everyday is another conversation
Soaking our intent with lies
The whole thing is open to interpretation
It should come as no surprise

The enemy is everywhere

Death would be an ample compensation
Even if it's my demise
But Heaven doesn't want me
Head to toe in blood and perspiration
I would wipe the tares and lies

But Heaven disowned me
Now Heaven won't know me

Nobody gets out alive
And I know there's no way to buy my way in
I can't say that i didn't try
I guess that I'll just have to try again

Sick of myself my world my life
Get out of my way this truth can't lie
I stop myself every second I try
Every minute of time is an hour I die

The enemy is everywhere

7. Left Of Me

Focus eludes me
What a stupid game to play
The shadows that haunt me
Hide in just the same way

Mother can you
Can you come save me?
I can't see you
But I'm afraid to look away
And I'm afraid to say

Nothing left of who I have been before
Broken pieces of me
Remind of something more

No one can take away
The things that I remember
The fire that used to burn
Is now a dying ember

Father will you
Will you try to help me?
I wish I could
I wish I could help you see reality

Nothing left of who I have been before
Broken pieces of me
Remind of something more
Choking on the stories and lies you tell
Something is wrong
And now I stand beside myself

Nothing left of me

The puzzle's broken
It's scattered over the floor
The puzzle's broken on the floor

The puzzle's broken
It's missing pieces
And I was hoping
That the missing piece was me

The puzzle's broken
Nothing left of me

8. Pay For This

Everything a little piece of now
And everybody wonders how
We designed the whole thing
Without killing the whole dream
Take a lesson from the stars
And never question who you are
These are just the soul screams
The are just the new memes

Soul dead
My head is bleeding

One day you're gonna pay for this
But right now you get away
I'm still the first in line
And left behind it's so benign
One day you're gonna pay for this I know

Cancer of integrity
Sucking all my energy
I am not afraid to say
Stay the fuck away from me

Soul dead
Your head is bleeding

I like the pain a little bit
If I was less I would have to quit
I'm sick and tired of all of this shit

You're gonna pay for this now
You're gonna pay
I'm still the first in line
And left behind it's so benign
One day you're gonna pay for this I know

I like the pain a little bit
I was less I would have to quit
I'm fucking tired of all of it

9. Take This

A stranger asks me
"Where you coming from?"
I say I don't know
"Well where you going?"
Surely I'm going home

Like everything we rise and fall away
Just as the ocean ebbs and flows each day

I'll take you away from your nightmare
If only you would come with me
I wanna show you a better way
Take this

A stranger stops and offers me a gift
And says "Take this please"
I never wanted anything more
The pressure brings me to my knees

Like everything we rise and fall away
Just as the ocean ebbs and flows each day

I'll take you away from your nightmare
If only you would come with me
I wanna show you a better way
So you and I will finally be free
Won't you please
Take this

I never lived a life I wouldn't die for
But I guess it's all the same
The dream is still alive
While you're not sleeping

The dreamers dream

As flawed as you may think you are
You're perfect to me
Crawl inside the hole in my heart
And we will never leave

I'll take you away
I wanna show you a better way
So you and I will finally be free
Won't you please
Take this

10. Babylon

Everybody turn with a blind eye
To a diet of death and cyanide
Just pretend that you're OK
And it'll all be fine

Welcome to the fall of Babylon
And the rapture of the world
We built it in

The scenery is quintessential
And our ignorance is fundamental
To our pending demise
Now I claw out my eyes

Is there no repentance
For me here?
Is there any other way
For me to try
For death to die

Kiss your life goodbye
And hold the sun
Feel the fire in my eyes
It's only just begun

Welcome to the fall
Goodbye Babylon

Goodbye

11. Syndrome

I take a deep breath
The smell might get me high
You get fucked up just to get by

I sleep all day 'cause I can't open my eyes
You pissed it all away
And never said goodbye

The strength I find
I find on the inside
And I will not apologize

We are so scared of
What's around the corner
That's why we try to destroy the order

Chaos won't let us see
What's coming around the bend
The journey is more important than the end

The strength I find
I find on the inside
And I will not apologize for my prize

I guess you didn't know
It's not a weakness
It's just my syndrome

You will never know
The depth of my syndrome

Why do we try to die
Syndrome

The pills will make it go away
Depression is my only friend
I'm never getting better
And I don't want to anyway

The strength I find
I find on the inside
And I will not apologize for my prize

The angels are calling me home
I guess you didn't know
It's not a weakness
It's just my syndrome

Why do we try to do all the time
Isn't it enough to be alive?

12. Lux

Sick of myself my world my life
Get out of my way
This truth can't lie

I stop myself
Every second I try
Every minute of time is an hour I die

Heaven disowned me
The enemy is everywhere







GEMINI SYNDROME LYRICS