GIFT GIVER LYRICS

1. Shitlife

I just can't take it anymore. I've got a gun in my mouth, with my head on the floor. I just can't take it anymore. I'm losing all of my friends, got nothing left to live for.

I sit alone and I can't help but think "why?" my fucking friends have to die, all in the blink of an eye. Wishing that I could push these feelings aside, but I'm too fucked up inside cause I just couldn't say bye. Dead friends, dead ends. It all begins to blend, and now I can't make amends. Now I'm just waiting for my shitty fucking life to end. How did it come to this? Why don't you come and grant my motherfucking death wish.

This fear of growing up has been wearing me thin, and I can't pretend that I'm comfortable in my own skin. I'd pray to god if he'd listen, but he's too busy with his children. So I run with the devil because he gets it. They say repent for your sins, but I'm too busy fitting in. Aren't you sick of fighting battles you can never win?

I just can't take it anymore. I've got a gun in my mouth, with my head on the floor. I just can't take it anymore. I'm losing all of my friends, got nothing left to live for.

I don't give a damn what path I choose, they say it's easy to stray when you've got nothing to lose. I don't give a damn what path I choose, I'll fucking take my own life. Yeah, what's it to you?

The fear of growing up has worn me too thin, and I have never been so uncomfortable in my own skin. SHITLIFE.

2. Trendkill

I'm not here to save you, I'd rather be the one who lets you fall. I'm not here to support you, I'd rather sit back and laugh while I end it all. I want to fucking end you all. This is the fucking trendkill.

Stop trying to be someone that you're not. Just grow the fuck up. Yeah, that's some food for thought. You walk around like you're original, but all I see here is motherfucking pitiful. You and your friends are nothing but a gimmick. You were given a life, but you don't fucking live it. You're just too busy trying to be hip, but little do you know.. we don't give a shit. When will you motherfuckers finally quit? Don't fucking get too close, or else you're gonna get hit. Get bent.

Give up on your dreams, that's my only advice. You'll never amount to anything.

I'm not here to save you, I'd rather be the one who lets you fall. I'm not here to support you, I'd rather sit back and laugh while I end it all. I want to fucking end you all. This is the fucking trendkill.

Just what the fuck are you trying to prove? You're all the same from your hair to your shoes, your fucking shitty tattoos. But I guess I'll never understand elitists, seems kinda hard trying to pretend to be shit- that you're not. Yeah we all know that you're not.

Give it up, you're never gonna be hip. Nobody gives a shit, when will you fucking quit? You're all the same and it's a fucking disgrace. So know your fucking place, or come and get a taste. You and your friends are nothing but a gimmick. Watching, waiting for the next haircut to fucking mimic. You're all the same and it's a fucking disgrace. So either know your place, or come and get a taste.

3. Cursed

This curse will be the death of me
And I'm OK with it
Why the fuck else would keep making the same mistakes over and over again?
Willingly digging my own grave
I feel its presence and it sees what I see
I know one day this curse will be the end of me

Yeah, I'm broke and my life is shit
And every single step I take I'm trying to end it
I'll never find a way to catch a break
Mistake after mistake
Another smile to fake

I'm always dwelling on the past
Grieving over all the shit that never lasts
It never lasts

So, just throw me in the fucking back of a hearse
My mind is rotting, I can't shake this curse
And you know it's only getting worse
Just throw me in the fucking back of a hearse

This curse will be the death of me
And I'm OK with it
Why the fuck else would keep making the same mistakes over and over again?
Willingly digging my own grave
I feel its presence and it sees what I see
I know one day this curse will be the end of me

Go ahead and curse my name
'Cause in the dirt
I'm gonna rot the same
And I know this curse won't let me leave this earth
So I'm left here to rot.

I'm always dwelling on the past
Grieving over all the shit that never lasts
It never lasts

Go ahead and curse my name
'Cause in the dirt
We rot the same

Go ahead and curse my name
'Cause in the dirt
I'm gonna rot the same
And I know this curse won't let me leave this earth
So I'm left here to rot.

4. Bastard

I've got this lack of feelings in my guts, and it just goes to show that I don't give a fuck. I'm just so sick of always feeling stuck, and it's just my luck. God damn, my life's fucked.

Sometimes I wonder why I turned out like this..

Some days I wake up feeling like I could murder everyone and their brother, sister, daughter and mother. Some days I wake up feeling nothing at all, I sit and question my life cause I'm so sick of it all. You'll find me dead with no story to tell, I'll be shaking hands with all my friends in hell.

So what the fuck is up now? Yeah, what the fuck is up now? I hear you talking that shit, that you know nothing about.

I've got this lack of feelings in my guts, and it just goes to show that I don't give a fuck. I'm just so sick of always feeling stuck, and it's just my luck. God damn, my life's fucked.

Sometimes I wonder why I turned out like this..

Sometimes I wonder why I turned out like this. But then I stop and embrace it, cause shitty people exist. Now listen up, I insist. You can't tell whats going on in my head, just like you can't kill someone who's already dead. So what the fuck is up now? Yeah, what the fuck is up now? Bastard.

5. Loose Cannon

[feat. Frankie Palmeri of Emmure]

There's no telling what the fuck I might do. It doesn't matter who you are, I'm liable to hurt you. Some days I only see red, starting fights when I should walk away instead. I just can't keep these inner demons fed. Come try and stop me. Don't be afraid, go ahead.

I'm a loose cannon, starting shit for no reason. Could be the son of the devil, a motherfucking demon.

There's no telling what the fuck I might do. It doesn't matter who you are, I'm liable to hurt you. Some days I only see red, starting fights when I should walk away instead. I just can't keep these inner demons fed. Come try and stop me. Don't be afraid, go ahead.

I get these urges and they just won't quit. They happen more than I would like to admit. Don't come too close, because your fucking health is at risk. You push me too far and you'll fucking cease to exist. I'm a loose cannon, starting shit for no reason. Could be the son of the devil, a motherfucking demon. Let's just say my mood will change with the season, but I can't help it. My whole life I've been a fucking heathen.

A loose cannon, yeah I can't fucking help it. Sometimes I don't know how to feel. Guess that's the hand I was dealt with. Sometimes I wish I was dead. I fucking wish I was dead. Some days I only see red, and I'll start a fight. I just can't keep these inner demons fed. Try and stop me. Don't be afraid, go ahead.

6. Hell Hound

I'm gonna make you wish that you didn't exist.

I can take you to the place I go when I'm all alone with nowhere to go, maybe I'll even let my demons show. I can take you where no one has been. I can show you the ropes of how to live in sin.. Or maybe you should just keep your fucking distance.

I can make you wish you didn't exist, you'd be so miserable that you can't resist the urge to hack and slice away at your wrists. All your problems solved by a razors kiss. Do you really wanna fuck with this? Yeah, do you really wanna fuck with this? Why the fuck would you come knocking on hells door without knowing exactly what you're in for? What did you expect? Get it together, fucking come correct. What did you expect? There's no love here, only disrespect.

I can take you to the place I go when I'm all alone with nowhere to go, maybe I'll even let my demons show. I can take you where no one has been, I can show you the ropes of how to live in sin.. Or maybe you should just keep your fucking distance.

Now let me show you that the devil exists. Just shut the fuck up and give me your wrist. Now let me show you that the devil exists. I'm gonna make you wish that you didn't exist. There's no love here, only selfishness and disrespect. There's no love here, yeah this is what you get when you fuck with a hellhound. Cause there's no turning back, you're on the devils playground.

7. Grudge

Don't say you're sorry, cause I know it's a lie. I'll hold this grudge on you until the day I die. You're just a coward, and it makes me sick. Next time I see your face, I'm gonna spit in it.

Maybe one day you'll finally get it, maybe the angel of death will come pay you a visit. Maybe then you'll understand my frustration, while you're rotting away in the hole that you were placed in. Some say success is the sweetest revenge, but I'd be fine with watching your life end.

Don't say you're sorry, cause I know it's a lie. I'll hold this grudge on you until the day I die. You're just a coward, and it makes me sick. Next time I see your face, I'm gonna spit in it.

Don't get it twisted, don't get it twisted. I've said it twice, but you don't fucking get it. Don't get it twisted, don't get it twisted. You fucked me over, now I'm feeling sadistic. How does it feel? How does it feel to be a face in the crowd? I bet your mother's proud of how her mistake turned out. How does it feel to be at home with no purpose, wasting away in your room? You're never gonna resurface.

You fucked me over, now I'm feeling sadistic. I've said it twice, but you dont fucking get it. You fucked me over now I'm feeling sadistic. I know you're sorry, but it's not that simplistic. You fucked me over, now I'm feeling sadistic.

8. Scumbag Pt. 2

I thought you heard enough the first time. I'm taking everything that's yours, just to say that it's mine. Yeah, what the fuck did you expect to find? You couldn't run with the pack, so you just got left behind.

I could sit here all day and fucking put you on blast. I used to call you my friend, but that's a thing of the past. I knew your charade wouldn't fucking last, but I never expected that you would flake this fast.

So just let me say it, I've been waiting for the chance to really say how I feel. You talk a big game, but I watched you bail the day shit got real. You fucking bitch. I know you hate it, but you can't even question. I'm a mad motherfucker, with some bad intentions. I'm just releasing this tension, I know there's figures in the bank that you must have failed to mention.

I thought you heard enough the first time. I'm taking everything that's yours, just to say that it's mine. Yeah, what the fuck did you expect to find? You couldn't run with the pack, so you just got left behind.

You're not worthy of the life that you made. If you were dead, motherfucker I would spit on your grave.

I used to call you my friend, but that's a thing of the past. I used to call you my friend, I knew it wouldn't last. Fuck this shit, I knew everything was a lie. Tell me everything was a fucking lie. You were never our friend. You just wanted a free ride. So tell us the truth you scumbag motherfucker. You flaked out on us, but now who's the sucker? Haha you fucking faggot.

I could sit here all day and fucking put you on blast. I used to call you my friend, but that's a thing of the past. I knew your charade wouldn't fucking last, but I never expected that you would flake this fast.

9. Death Wish

[feat. Tyler Dennen of Sworn In]

I've been spending every fucking day biting my tongue til it bleeds, cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my fucking teeth. I bite my tongue til it bleeds. I keep rotting all of my teeth.

I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out, but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me?

I can't look back, and I know it's not just in my head. I'm waking up everyday, but I just wanna stay in bed. Why does this have to be the path I tread? It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead. Nobody ever seems to have a fucking hand to lend. I've got shit for luck, and dozens of these so called "friends". I'm dying faster than I should intend. It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end.

Why does this have to be the path I tread? Why did I have to be born dead?

I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out, but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me be? I think I'm dying at the age of 23. I know I'm dying at the age of 23.

23 years, and where the fuck have you been? How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin. I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home. I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home. I always knew this house was not a home, fucked up from all the time that I spent alone. High expectations, but I'm not a fucking drone. My mouth has been shut for so long, it might as well be sewn.

It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead. It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end.

10. Money Shot

Go ahead, come and take a shot at me. You've been waiting for the perfect opportunity. So what the fuck are you sitting here waiting for? I'm right here motherfucker, come settle the score. Don't be afraid little bitch, I hear you talking that shit. You ran your mouth about my friends and I, but you won't admit. Already caught you in the act before, and you threw a fit. So come and say it to my face, and get your fucking wig split.

You're talking shit like it's nobodys business, and when we're face to face you're gonna need a fucking witness. I'll blast you with the quickness. A moneyshot to your face, there won't be no forgiveness. Quit running your mouth, before I chew you up and spit you out. You just keep running your mouth. Just some fake motherfuckers that I need to weed out.

I'm sick of your shit, and that's a fucking fact. I can't seem to ignore it, so I'm gonna react. You better watch your back.

If you see me, better watch your back because the people you talk shit about run in a pack. Go ahead, come and take a shot at me. I know you're waiting for the perfect opportunity. So what the fuck are you sitting there waiting for? I'm right here motherfucker, come settle the score.

I'm right here, come settle the score.







GIFT GIVER LYRICS