HANDSXFEET LYRICS

1. No Evil

I spent so many years
Wrapped in these chains
So many years
Hanging over angry flames
So many years
Ignoring & suppressing
So many years
Of anxiety & stressing

I thought I let the chains go
Only to find them wrapped around my feet
Leaving me sinking low
I didn't find peace until
I accepted the anger
Accepted that it was a part of me
Accepted that I was depressed
Tearing everything down
And rebuilding this mess

Don't settle for just broken chains
No chains
Stop speaking hate over yourself
Over others
Speak no evil
Loud chains be silent
Loud chains be still
Peace be still

2. Bad Again

Now I lay me down to sleep
Praying for my enemies
And if they die before I wake
I'll leave a flower at their grave

I'm starting to get bad again
Like clockwork, the demons begin setting in
I'm starting to get bad again
This time I can't promise I'll win

Sleep paralysis got me clenching my fist
Pinned on my back, I can't fight like this
Take me back to the days when I felt okay
When I still saw color, instead of this grey
When my mind wasn't trapped
In this Goddamn maze
Instead of cutting myself
I'll cut the haze with these razor blades
I'll fight like hell till I see those gates
Fight like hell till I see those gates

I'm starting to get bad again
Like clockwork, the demons begin setting in
I'm starting to get bad again
This time I can't promise I'll win

I hope for me they'd do the same
Take responsibility instead of placing blame
Leave a legacy instead of my name
Keep your money, keep your drugs,
Keep your fame

Life used to be so simple
Now my plate's stacked high
My heart feels crippled
And the sun doesn't shine
Stay up late, sleep all day
Miss anyone who comes my way
Bills ain't paid, the demons stay
With my last breath I cry out why

I'm starting to get bad again
I'm starting to get bad again
I'm starting to get bad again
I'll fight like hell until I win

Bad again, bad again
Starting to get bad again
Starting to get bad again
Starting to get bad again
Bad again, bad again
I'll fight like hell until I win

3. Die Today

Die today die today
Might mess around & die today
I'm posing threats
Y'all taking bets
On when I'll breathe my final breath

Never owned a gun
I don't trust myself
He fought too hard, I've seen too much
For me go to hell
Make your threats
Place your barrel to my head
I'll laugh in your face
Can't kill a man that don't fear death

13 years spent wishin' I was dead
But I know there's hurting hearts
That still need me
So I'll wipe the tears, shake the dust,
And take another step
Take a hit of my inhaler
Breathe another breath

Die today die today
Might mess around & die today
I'm posing threats
Y'all taking bets
On when I'll breathe my final breath

Will anyone miss me when I'm gone?
If I died today, would you remember
Everything I did wrong?
Die today
Die today
Would you miss me
If I die today?
I'm dead

4. The Ledge

[HANDSXFEET:]
I don't need drugs
I don't need fame
I don't need love
I don't need hugs
I don't need you

[LAV KAI:]
I don't need friends
I don't need trends
I don't need time
Ima be fine
Ima be cool

[HANDSXFEET:]
I don't need crews
I don't need booze
I don't need school
I don't need views
I don't need fools

[LAV KAI: ]
I don't need hell
I don't need help
I don't need grace
I just want space
Fuck all the rules

[LAV KAI:]
You've been at this shit your whole life
I did it without even trying
You mad at me asking me why
I'm seeing that shit in your eyes
You're insecure, it's your demise
Bitch nigga energy flows through your mind
I'm starting to feel like you're
Wasting my time
I'll keep moving forward & leave you behind

I can't let you in
But I feel meaningless
Fighting for some balance
In a world of sin
But I can taste the wind
Cleansing my pallet
Up here again

[HANDSXFEET:]
Suicide is the doorstep of death
Part of me dies talking people off the ledge
But I'll lose a piece of me
For them to find piece
I'll be fine
I'll have eternity to be complete

Everyone I know
Has grey clouds up above their head
Everyone I know
Has nights they wish
That they were dead
Why's it always so hard
For us to see the next step?
Fear of failure
Comes as natural as our next breath

[HANDSXFEET:]
I don't need drugs
I don't need fame
I don't need love
I don't need hugs
I don't need you

[LAV KAI:]
I don't need friends
I don't need trends
I don't need time
Ima be fine
Ima be cool

[HANDSXFEET:]
I don't need crews
I don't need booze
I don't need school
I don't need views
I don't need fools

[LAV KAI:]
I don't need hell
I don't need help
I don't need grace
I just want space
Fuck all the rules

5. Loud Chains

Feet up on the dash
In hopes that you'll fly through the glass
If you crash
All life's problems seem so big
Looking up from the ground
As you lay on your back
Yeshua, You already broke these chains
So can someone please explain
Why I'm still trying to carry this weight?
The enemy shakes them in my face
When I close my eyes
Takes me back to that place
Darkness & pain
Sin & shame
But You healed the legs of the lame

You cleansed the skin of the leper
You raised the dead, Lazarus Effect
You've given sight to the blind
So why am I wasting my time
Not looking forward
But looking behind?

I am the blind
I am the dead
I am the lame
I am the leper
I am the bleeding, the sick, the broken
If You're willing, make me clean
I'm willing, my child, you're healed
Go in peace

You can't pour out if you're half full
You can't run the race with your eyes closed
You can't have a foot in the gates
And a foot in the grave
This isn't the life that He wants for you
The chains are gone
The shackles are loose
He did His part
Release the hurt
Leave those chains in the dirt
In the dirt
Make me clean
Go in peace

Loud Chains Be Silent
Loud Chains Be Still
Peace Be Still

6. Last Night

Where do we go when we die?
What will I see when I shut my eyes
For the last time?
Will you be right here by my side?
Or will you leave like you left me last night?

I trusted you with my heart
Been with you so long
Don't know how to restart
We said 'til death do us part
Used to be one with you
Now I'm one with the dark
Staying sober puts the mirror right in front of me
Can't ignore everything that my eyes see
If you're really gone for good
Don't know where I'll be
Can't force you to stay
The still doors open you can leave

Where do we go when we die?
What will I see when I shut my eyes
For the last time?
Will you be right here by my side?
Or will you leave like you left me last night?

Nothing helps me sleep at night
Don't know what's worse
My dreams or real life
Still with me when I close my eyes
Deep down I know it's all just a lie
Over time it's another lesson learned
I promise that we'll push past this hurt
Feeling so much only feels like a curse
But feeling cold's worse
Than watching flames burn

Where do we go when we die?
What will I see when I shut my eyes
For the last time?
Will you be right here by my side?
Or will you leave like you left me last night?

7. Spawn Of Jesus

Boy I might
Be a spawn of Jesus Christ
Crucify
Hang me up, I'll bleed & die

Your doors ain't let me in
So I had to make my own way
I ain't mad at God
The path I walk is narrow, straight

I ain't smoke no trees
My lungs won't let me
Ima pacifist but boy
Don't you test me

Bastard, yes
Still depressed, but blessed
Spoke to Satan
I told him I ain't scared of death
Keep talking to my right ear
Dawg I'm deaf

Forgive them Father
For they know not what they do
Hang me by a noose
Just like they hung You

Boy I might
Be a spawn of Jesus Christ
Crucify
Hang me up, I'll bleed & die

ETC:
From the state where they throw shade just to stay cool
Grew up in the right tree bit the wrong fruit
Little bit of lightning and a strong root
Everybody like me in that they hate you

What is the point of your flex
If
Nobody cares that your next
Shit
Nobody here is impressed
With
Your obvious lack of intention

Kill your pride kill your pride
Push that bullshit to the side
When you bring up life and death
You realize it made you blind

This ain't politics
This is battle over knowledge
But all I taste is bitterness

Boy I might
Be a spawn of Jesus Christ
Crucify
Hang me up, I'll bleed & die

Crucify.
Spawn of Jesus Christ







HANDSXFEET LYRICS