HEARTIST LYRICS

1. Disconnected

My feet have carried me
Beyond your memories
To places you cannot be

Breathe in the oxygen where I am
I know you can feel me
The hair stands on your neck
Can you remember what brought us here?
Or are you just as lost as I am?

When will we find our way back home?
I’m disconnected from the ones above (ones above)
I’m disconnected from the ones who fell in between
And I stray from this pathway
Though there’s still nothing left of me

But now they’ve buried me
How could you let me be
Sucked in by the ones who dwell beneath

Can you remember what brought us here?
Or are you just as lost as I am?
I’m disconnected from the ones above (ones above)
I’m disconnected from the ones who fell in between
And I stray from this pathway
Though there’s still nothing left of me
Though there’s still nothing left of me

So I’ll wave goodbye to my past
As I stray on my own

So now I’ll wave goodbye
To my past
So now I’ll wave goodbye
To my past
Now I walk alone

I’m disconnected from the ones above (ones above)
I’m disconnected from the ones who fell in between
And I stray from this pathway
Though there’s still nothing left of me
I’m disconnected from the ones above (ones above)
I’m disconnected from the ones who fell in between
And I stray from this pathway
Though there’s still nothing left of me

Fall from grace so I can earn my place
Leave no trace so I can finally say...
Goodbye!

2. Rhinestone

I’m sick of running myself in the ground
I need to try to find my way out
But all of the lights, bright as they are, lead back to you
How could I bring myself to be used?
I should have learned from the things that I told myself I’d never do
All along the liar was you
Show your true colors, let them see

On the surface you shine
Like the diamond pressed to your cheek
But beneath your tricks
You’re just another weakling after me
Like a rhinestone you shine
But your beauty remains skin deep
And I know just what you are
You’re a liar, a fake, a cheat

And I tried not to forget this
But I choke on the words that spill from my throat
And spit back in your face
The life I’ve wasted on you
They may follow you in blindness
Oh, how I’d love to watch your insides curl
At the thought of being alone

On the surface you shine
Like the diamond pressed to your cheek
But beneath your tricks
You’re just another weakling after me
Like a rhinestone you shine
But your beauty remains skin deep
And I know just what you are
You’re a liar, a fake, a cheat

When they see you for what you are
I’ll light the spark that will burn this place to the ground

(On the surface you shine
Like a rhinestone you shine)
On the surface you shine
Like the diamond pressed to your cheek
But beneath your tricks
You’re just another weakling after me
Like a rhinestone you shine
But your beauty remains skin deep
And I know just what you are
You’re a liar, a fake, a cheat

Like the diamond pressed to your cheek
But beneath your tricks
You’re just another weakling after me

3. The Answer

She spins a tale of love so bittersweet that it stains my lips
I wonder how you got so lonely with a grace so poisonous
But she melts away in the light
I could never stay away, but I could sure fucking try

I don’t deserve this, I’m lost looking for purpose
No, I’m not worthless, I’m just looking for answers
You’re not the answer

This is not what I want
I just keep running away from the pain
I swear (I swear), I swear (I swear)
I’ll never make it out of here
The answer stays the same

She’s misery, but when she leaves I find I’m wondering
How many times have I tried?
Why can’t I just get this right?
She slips away from me again
Force me away, force me to hide my heart
When I’d give anything to lie with you

This is not what I want
I just keep running away from the pain
I swear (I swear), I swear (I swear)
I’ll never make it out of here
The answer stays the same

There’s something growing inside me
My heart’s not yours to break
I’ve let you go

I found the answer, it was hiding inside me
Don’t fucking judge me
I command respect

Who would’ve thought my life could fall right in front of me?
I watched you burn out of reality
You found me trivial, I found you a tragedy
The night you burned, I found what’s left of me (I found what’s left of me)

This is not what I want
I just keep running away from the pain
I swear (I swear), I swear (I swear)
I’ll never make it out of here
The answer stays the same

I swear, I swear
I’m just looking for answers, you’re not the answer
I swear, I swear
I found the answer, you’re not the answer!
It’s not something I could wish upon myself

4. Where Did I Go Wrong?

Give me time, give me time to prove that I'm worth the life that you risked to lose
'Cause your eyes were as lost as my time on you
The mistakes you made were yours to choose
Give me words to say
If the choice were yours where would we be?
All that's left of me is the love you gave and took away

We tried to make our lives along the way
But the bitter taste of love is all we made

Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
I've been here all along
But if tomorrow brings a better way then why is there today?

I used to leave you weak laying next to me, falling into your deception
Cuz you played your games like you had nothing to lose
Oh girl, won't you tell me something?
Did my thoughts and my words mean nothing?
'Cause the one thing that's left to face is the selfish way you walked away

We tried to make our lives along the way
But the bitter taste of love is all we made

Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
I've been here all along
But if tomorrow brings a better way then why is there today?
Tell me, have we taken this too far?
Stop faking, breaking us apart
But if tomorrow brings a better way then why is there today?

I wasn't lying when I said you were a part of me
All I wanted was a chance to change your mind
I didn't hesitate to choose the life in front of me
I never stopped to think our chance would pass us by
But I've been running in circles after you
Pray my heart will find the answer for me, 'cause you're all that's left to lose

Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
I've been here all along
But if tomorrow brings a better way (a better way, a better way)

Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
I've been here all along
But if tomorrow brings a better way then why is there today?
Tell me, have we taken this too far?
Stop faking, breaking us apart
But if tomorrow brings a better way then why is there today?
(I wasn't lying when I said you were a part of me
All I wanted was a chance to change your mind)
Why is there today?
Why is there today?
(I didn't hesitate to choose the life in front of me
I never stopped to think our chance would pass us by)
Why is there today?

5. Nothing You Didn't Deserve

I’m tired of this shit
The consequence of your actions will leave you scarred
You are eyes are telling a lie
Why couldn’t you just be mine?

Trust me
What’s the worst that can happen to you?

What is it about you
That keeps me going when I’m on my own
This could never last
Forget the future, I’m dwelling on my past
I cannot let you go
And I need to let you know

My thoughts are taking over and my hand is on the blade
My vision turned to red as she screamed,
"What the fuck have I done?"
I can’t escape this
I can’t escape this
What the fuck have I done?
I can’t escape this
I can’t escape this

Out of time
There’s nowhere to run
There’s nowhere to hide from me
My mind is slipping away
My morals are shades of grey

Trust me
What’s the worst that can happen to you?

What is it about you
That keeps me going when I’m on my own
This could never last
Forget the future I’m dwelling on my past
It’s you and I forever now
You loved me, now there’s no way out
I can’t make this last
I cannot let you go
And I need to let you know

What have I done?
What have I done to you?
Nothing you didn’t deserve
Nothing you didn’t deserve

6. Heart Of Gold

Hold me in your arms and don’t let go
I’ve been waiting for this moment
Teach me everything I need to see
I close my eyes, in fear, for safety
I look away, but I am left with this feeling (this feeling)
I look away, but I am forced to see

When I look into your eyes I can’t help but see a part of me
When I go to kiss your lips I can’t tell if this is real or just a dream
And if I try to tell you what I believe
Well, when you look into my eyes, you’ll see that nothing’s quite as it seems

Can you tear a hole and look inside?
Count the demons as they leave my body
With a heart of gold, I’m turning water into wine
It’s getting better all the time
I look away, but I am forced to see

When I look into your eyes I can’t help but see a part of me
When I go to kiss your lips I can’t tell if this is real or just a dream
And if I try to tell you what I believe
Well, when you look into my eyes, you’ll see that nothing’s quite as it seems

So put your hands in mine
I promise you’ll sleep safely
I look away, but I am left with this feeling
I look away, but I am forced to see

When I look into your eyes, I can’t help but see a part of me
When I go to kiss your lips, I can’t tell if this is real or just a dream
And if I try to tell you what I believe
Well, when you look into my eyes, you’ll see that nothing’s quite as it seems
When I look into your eyes, I can’t help but see a part of me
When I go to kiss your lips, I can’t tell if this is real or just a dream
And if I try to tell you what I believe
Well, when you look into my eyes, you’ll see that nothing’s quite as it seems
Well, when you look into my eyes, you’ll see that nothing’s quite as it seems

7. Tangled

[Bonus Track]

I’m not broken, but my mind is wearing down
And I’m not broken, but your love can’t save me now

String me out a foot above the ground
Watching from above the clouds while I wait for you to cut me down
You swore with no fires in your eyes that you’d never give me up
Well all bets are off, all promises are lost
The sound of silence could not pull me away
I’ll trade these memories of shame
In hopes that you’ll still let me breathe

Here I stand, an arm's reach from the end
Lost in the sound of empty words you never meant
And things you wish you never said
I found my home, and it was in me all along
The words you spoke have made me strong
But hope was in me all along

Feel me out, like footsteps in the crowd
Tangled up, can’t make a sound
If I begged you would you let me out?
Slipping in, slowly, in my skin
I won’t let you pull me down
'Cause when the flood waters reach
I’ll turn my back while you drown

The sound of silence could not pull me away
I’ll trade these memories of shame
In hopes that you’ll still let me breathe

Here I stand, an arm's reach from the end
Lost in the sound of empty words you never meant
And things you wish you never said
I found my home, and it was in me all along
The words you spoke have made me strong
But hope was in me all along (in me all along)

Where’s the sense in fighting what we know?
Girl, you never loved me
So wrap your arms around someone who gives you what you want
I’ve never been enough
So bite your fucking tongue!

So don’t hold your breath, hold your breath

Here I stand, an arm's reach from the end
Lost in the sound of empty words you never meant
And things you wish you never said
Here I stand, an arm's reach from the end
Lost in the sound of empty words you never meant
And things you wish you never said
I found my home, and it was in me all along
The words you spoke have made me strong
But hope was in me all along







HEARTIST LYRICS