HUNDREDTH LYRICS

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The deeper I dove
The less I found

2. Unravel

How was I to know?

The search went on and on and on
I thought I could fill you up
While I had nowhere to go
But the deeper I dove the less I found
A waste but how was I to know

On the surface
It seemed like everything was worth it

I was an aimless string
I was dangling
You were pulling me
Just to watch me unravel

Push and pull
Provoke my will
Trying to see what you can get out of me
Soak up every last ounce of me
More than you can carry

You’ll have to wring yourself out
Before you walk away
You’ll have to wring yourself out
Before you think about leaving

I’ll stand there and watch
You pour me back out
It's a sad sight to see
Because without me
You return to being empty

On the surface
It seemed like everything was worth it

I was an aimless string
I was dangling
You were pulling me
Just to watch me unravel

3. Inside Out

I was rotting inside
My inner flaws begging not to be revealed
Swallowing doubt, choking it down
Whatever I have to do to keep it concealed

I'll leave it off the list when you ask me what
my disposition is
I just avoided it
Hoped it would blow over but you caught wind
And just to see you turned me inside out

And now I see it
There's no freedom in bottling it up and hiding it
So I air it out

I am my only judge
And my self-hatred is justice enough
Set myself free
Set free

And just to see you turned me inside out

You hung me on your wall
Gazed into darkness until you saw it all
It wasn't what I wanted but I've never felt so free
Until you turned me inside out

4. Break Free

I just wanna break free from my misery
It's suffocating everyone around me
Choking on my apathy
And disregard for humanity

A bitter taste I'm so sick of swallowing
A dead end path I'm sick of following
I'm becoming my own worst enemy
Spit it out

Force fed by no other than me
Self-inflicted suffering

I just wanna break free from my misery
It's suffocating everyone around me
Choking on my apathy
Gonna find the wall and tear it down
Tear down everything
So I can shed my disregard for humanity
And unlearn the things that make me

Sink back into my ways
Past and present
Grow and change
Don't you fucking test me (test me)
Force fed by no other than me

I just wanna break free from my misery
It's suffocating everyone around me
Choking on my apathy
Gonna find the wall and tear it down
Tear down everything
So I can shed my disregard for humanity
I just want to break free

5. Isolation

Becoming who I despise

The naked truth leaves me bare
A tipping point between order and chaos
Gave way to despair every thought that
Sides with scorn

Constantly stranding myself
I push them away
I hold my tongue and say
"No one understands me"
I justified my position with
"We're all alone in the end"

I blur the line between who loves me and needs me
Separate myself to gain control of everything
And redefine, but I lost in the isolation

Empathy, a foreign word to me
Had no desire to speak
Had no desire to set free
Fear let ency steal my virtue
Pain blinded my escape
I chose to side with my enemy
The part of me that I hate

Fear pain envy hate
I'll see you on the other side

I blur the line between who loves me and needs me
Separate myself to gain control of everything
And redefine, but I lost in the isolation

6. Beggar

It didn't mean anything to me
To mean anything to you
And you pretended you were calloused
Because you didn't know what else to do

You were begging for attention
The loudest in the room

You confused my silence
My solitude for weakness
But I could see right through
You were starving for acceptance inside
And when you cracked, it all seeped through

You're slurring words, things you know nothing about
Ignorance displayed like a trophy you're proud of
You stagger around nothing but stones in your mouth
Because you're too deep in your front to spit them out

You were begging for attention
The loudest in the room

You confused my silence
My solitude for weakness
But I could see right through
You were starving for acceptance inside
And when you cracked, it all seeped through

You pretended you were calloused
But I could see right through
You cracked and now you're at the bottom
Stones in your mouth
Too deep to spit them out
Trying to make your way back
And your desperation is deafening

You confused my silence
My solitude for weakness
But I could see right through
You were starving for acceptance inside
And when you cracked, it all seeped through

7. See Beyond

See beyond
You try to break me, I look past and see beyond
You try to bend me
I won't align

Cast aside
Don't expect to find a single thing in common
With the crooked smiles, the aimless idols
Hollow and wandering
They're going nowhere for miles

They try to break me
They try to bend me
But I see beyond

I won't align
I don't need validation to define me
Or justify manipulation

And I'll sway you spineless
Prove you mindless
You lash out while I'm poised and silent
I won't live up to mass appeal
"I'm holding out for a better deal"
"Something real"

I see beyond

I won't align
I don't need validation to define me
Or justify manipulation

They try to bend me
They try to break me
But I see beyond

8. Daze

I tried to wake you but you were lost
Lost in a daze and I gave up

Your fits of rage could only last so long
Until you were splintered, shattered, silent
Swallowing stones
Exhaust yourself fighting the truth
Just made it known
No judgment made, I knew it was just a fit of rage
And while you're splintered and silent
A fire of shame

I was willing to burn in the flame
But when I tried to wake you
You were lost
Lost in a daze

You gave me this,
But I paid for that
You once told me you're gone
There's no coming back

Now that you wished yourself so far away
I see what I should have seen
You divorced yourself from feeling

And you force it out of your mind
All your fury in a fit of rage

And while you're splintered and silent
A fire of shame

I was willing to burn in the flame
But when I tried to wake you
You were lost
Lost in a daze

9. Reach

I just have to reach, reach out
It's right in front of me

Seek out the balance between
Keeping my eyes on the horizon
And staring at my feet

I have to choose between drowning
In a puddle or burying myself in the sea

The weight of my concern is distressing
And my lack of discern only disconnects me

I must fight the sickness
I must find the cure and let it take me
Into the same deep waters as you

"The shallow drowned
Lose less than we"
And it's only drifting further

I just have to reach, reach out
It's right in front of me

Open waves of turmoil or
Closed off serenity
Do I cast my burdens?
Or do I learn to carry the weight?
My lack of discern only disconnects me

I must fight the sickness
I must find the cure and let it take me
Into the same deep waters as you

"The shallow drowned
Lose less than we"
And it's only drifting further

I just have to reach
It's right in front of me

Embrace the deep
There's more room to sink
I just have to reach
Bury myself in the sea

I just have to reach
Embrace the deep
Because there's more room to sink
I just have to reach

10. Delusion

Tell me I'm free to run with my tied feet
So when I fall you can coax me with sympathy
Force failure down my throat until I feel guilty

Weaken my will by limiting what I can do
What I can say and how to be
Want me to compromise
Want me to fall in line

I tried surrender
But I had to let go
Rise in revolt
Resist the fear I was being sold

I freed myself from your divine delusion
Chains of guilt that were enslaving me
Put a veil over my eyes, debt myself to a sacrifice
I have to blind myself to believe

Tell me to fly but there's a ceiling
Cage me in and say that I can't leave
Drag me through the dirt so you can clean me

But I won't surrender to
The cold hand trying to silence me
Make me follow a concept
A mouth that doesn't speak
Slanted the truth and expected me not to see

The warped reality that breeds bigotry and ignorance
Trades equality for kneeling at an empty throne

Forfeit control to none
The warped reality
Forfeit control to none
Kneeling at an empty throne
Forfeit control to none
The warped reality that breeds bigotry and ignorance
Trades equality for kneeling at an empty throne

Forfeit control to none
I had to let go
Rise in revolt
Resist the fear I was sold

I freed myself from your divine delusion
Chains of guilt that were enslaving me
Put a veil over my eyes, debt myself to a sacrifice
I have to blind myself to believe

11. Burdens

Remove the shadows from my eyes
Chains locked and tied across the door
He thinks himself a heroine, tie and run
He is the needle, I am the damage done

My anger is a gift my mind trained my eyes to see
The difference between who I am and the man I want to be
Closed off and silent, fear lashed and left this scar
A wall that won't come down until I know that I know who you are

Tear it down
I'm torn open and spilling out
All my burdens bury me
Restless soul still wrestling
I've felt it closing in on me
For far too long

I feel it
I feel it crawling in my skin
It's going back and forth and then back again
Why does it feel so desperate?
Acceptance, it feels so fucking pointless
A fleeting feeling, a means to an end
Like resurrecting a monument only to tear it down again

Tear it down
I'm torn open and spilling out

All my burdens bury me
Restless soul still wrestling
I've felt it closing in on me
For far too long

Remove the shadows from my eyes
Chains locked and tied across the door
He thinks himself a heroine, tie and run
He is the needle, I am the damage done





HUNDREDTH LYRICS