HURTLOCKER LYRICS

1. Symptoms

Shadowed by the clouds of doubt, my determined disbelief
Bounded by the need to break down everything I once believe
Trapped inside a meaning that I cannot figure out
Held down by the reasons that haunt me whenever you’re around

You can’t believe it
You are not even dead
There are no symptoms
It’s just in your head

Crawling out from underneath a wall I built inside my head
Counting every friend I’ve lost along the path of the dead
Raging into nothingness for something unregained
Begging for emptiness that I always have retained

You can’t believe it
You’re not even dead
There are no symptoms
It’s just in your head

It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head

I can’t help it
I dream of suicide
There’s no stopping
This pain that boils inside me
There is just a pile of dust
When the storm comes
I will go where I must

2. Absolution

Raging all, the dead end roads of all the things I did before
Take a fucking look inside before you try to start a war
Dragging through the waters of a past that’s all but dead and gone
Be careful what you open up, these wounds have been here far too long

Now that you can see the end is nothing but a twisted thing
What would you decide inside if you could strike the breath from me?
Never won a fucking thing, failure’s what you give to me
Hoping that you never see what it is, you break in me

I am not your pawn or play thing
You don’t know a thing about me

Sitting here with my head in my hands
No absolution from my sins
As the pain it comes again
As the pain it comes again

Empty bottles, broken glass
When will I learn it’s what I deserve?
I’ll never see the curve

I am not your pawn or play thing
You don’t know a thing about me

Sitting here with my head in my hands
No absolution from my sins
As the pain it comes again
As the pain it comes again

Empty bottles, broken glass
When will I learn it’s what I deserve?
I’ll never see the curve

Raging all, the dead end roads of all the things I did before
Take a fucking look inside before you try to start a war
Dragging through the waters of a past that’s all but dead and gone
Be careful what you open up, these wounds have been here far too long

Now that you can see the end is nothing but a twisted thing
What would you decide inside if you could strike the breath from me?
Never won a fucking thing, failure’s what you give to me
Hoping that you never see what it is, you break in me

What it is
You break in me!

3. Painted Red

This is my delusion
It’s not your illusion
This time we won’t fucking fall
It’s my battle call

It’s your painted face
Your cities burned and raped
You fall into the wake
Death creates your fate

You fall
You prey on confidence
So pray
I don’t give a shit
Fuck you
You ended my way of life

Burn like a premonition
Lack, lack of your religion
Hate, refuse their god and paint them red

You feel this was easy
He looks down on you
I don’t think you’re ready
If so make our mind up

Decided to fly away
Our pride all strapped in
Bow down because of this
Fuck off not on your life

You fall
You prey on confidence
So pray
I don’t give a shit
Fuck you
You ended my way of life

Burn like a premonition
Lack, lack of your religion
Hate, refuse their god and paint them red

Paint them red!

Time for the sleeping to awake
As we hate your faith will shake
Pissed off, fuck off, stand off
You bet not on your life

Decided to fly away
Our pride all strapped in
Bow down because of this
Fuck off not on your life

You fall
You prey on confidence
So pray
I don’t give a shit
Fuck you
You ended my way of life

Bun like a premonition
Lack, lack of your religion
Hate, refuse their god and paint them red

4. I Am Everything... Nothing

I am nothing to you!

I’ve been gutted out from the inside
Another hollow shell left by the roadside
Another broken man better off forgot
Deciding contradictions by my fucking grave plot

I have seen the end and it’s all too clear
Shallow breath, creeping death as I blindly hang here
Too many failures in my head and I can’t get them out
Still I smile in denial as you point them out

I am something, nothing
I am everything, nothing
I will leave you nothing
I am everything, nothing

I am not confused by this catastrophe
Hey, Mr. Big Shot, take a fucking shot at me
I am everything and I won’t forget everything that you haven’t mentioned yet

I am full of shit yet you hang on words that I don’t regret
That’s why I fucking ramble on
I will dig this hole so I can climb in and watch the sunset on another end

I am something, nothing
I am everything, nothing
I will leave you nothing
I am everything, nothing...

I can’t believe you did this
You left me in this hole
A shallow broken man
My life beyond my control

Nothing!

I am something, nothing
I am everything, nothing
I will leave you nothing
I am everything, nothing

I am...
I am...
I am...
Nothing!

5. Goddamn Reflection

Goddamn reflection!

So who’s the fool?
You are, you fuck
So says goddam reflection
Thoughts wander by
I try and catch but there’s no real definition

Life coming clear but not too kind
It’s my life, you can keep it
I try too hard but who’s to say
My dreams they will not stand up

You could only wish that we would quit
Self-destructive sewer’s not an option
Too drunk with rage, too blind with spite
I only live to prove you wrong

I stand here isolated
Mutilated, recreated
Fuck your hatred
Mine is stronger
So much hate
Mine will last longer

Goddamn reflection
A lethal engine
Goddamn reflection
Goddamn, goddamn!

Goddamn reflection!

I stand here unbeat and unscarred
Your words can’t hurt my brick wall
You are powerless, almost forgot
Into your face I spit

You could only wish that we would quit
Self-destructive sewer’s not an option
Too drunk with rage, too blind with spite
I only live to prove you wrong

I stand here isolated
Mutilated, recreated
Fuck your hatred
Mine is stronger
So much hate
Mine will last longer

Goddamn reflection
A lethal engine
Goddamn reflection
Goddamn, goddamn!

You can’t break me down
Stabbing your eyes out
You are not my friend
You’re my goddamn reflection

You can’t break me down
Stabbing your eyes out
You are not my friend
You’re my goddamn reflection

6. No One, Now What?

No one, now what?

Please, don’t try to follow
I could give two shits about you
Good luck with your motives
You think what the fuck you want to
I don’t think you understand
That all your shit is not my problem
You might say I condescend
But I’ve always been above you

Fuck it, it’s over, believe it
Truth lies, deceive it
I don’t know why I stand for this
Fuck it, it’s over, believe it
Truth lies, deceive it
Fuck you and your motherfucker

No one, now what?
No one, now what?

Believe in your brother
Where exactly does that get me?
Accept, realize, discover
You don’t give a fuck about me
Now I’m in the shadows of your cause
But what’s all this for?
You will never listen
Fact is I’ve said all this before

Fuck it, it’s over, believe it
Truth lies, deceive it
I don’t know why I stand for this
Fuck it, it’s over, believe it
Truth lies, deceive it
Fuck you and your motherfucker

No one, now what?
No one, now what?

Your hate is swallowing me
I think it’s hard to believe
Everything that you do is a smoke screen
Another see-through disguise
You lie in bed with your lies
Another bullshit reason for living

It all comes back in the end
When you’re alone with your sin
When all your stones have been thrown
Who will you blame?
I hope you wallow in shit
Never forgive or forget
That you’re the one who made the bed you’re in

No one, now what?
You believe in no one

7. The End Of An Age

Sacrificing the truth just to fuck with me
You’re just enforcing the proof of this conspiracy
Everything that you do is just disgusting me
I will not let this go!

You live a lie
You live that lie
I’d rather die
I’d rather fucking die
You live a lie full of denial
Now you pull that thorn from my side

I can’t believe
You will not let this go
I can’t conceive it
My time means nothing to you

This is the end of the age of innocence
I prefer the blindness, I refuse to reminisce
Cry all you want, I will not take offense
This is the end of the age of innocence

You live a lie
You live that lie
I’d rather die
I’d rather fucking die
You live a lie full of denial
Now you pull that thorn from my side

I can’t believe
You will not let this go
I can’t conceive it
My time means nothing to you

This is the end of the age of innocence
I prefer the blindness, I refuse to reminisce
Cry all you want, I will not take offense
This is the end of the age of innocence

I made my mind up long ago
These dreams are mine and I won’t let
Everything that you, everything that you’ve shown
Comes between me and my sins

You’re just discussing the facts right here in front of me
One hand behind you back while you call for piece
Everything that you do it just refuses me
I will not let this go!

Redirecting the blame just the save some face
How far was the fall when you fell from grace?
Keep looking at me, I’ll put you in your place
I will not let this go!

This is the end of the age of innocence
I prefer the blindness, I refuse to reminisce
Cry all you want, I will not take offense
This is the end of the age of innocence

8. I Don't Need You

I’ve already made up my mind, fuck you
Can’t understand what you want me to do?
Bleeding for us, now I’m bleeding trough you
Why can’t you just go?

Leave me alone like before
Paying me off, locking the doors
No healing of scars, just salting of sores
Why won’t this just end?

This life is mine
This pain is mine
Although unkind
I don’t need you

Sickness, no cure
Ending, unsure
I will endure
I don’t need you

Why do you bite the hand that feed you?
Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding

Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding
There is no cure that supersedes you
There is no cure!
I don’t think I fucking need you

I’m sorry, oh god, I take it all back
It can’t be your fault that I fell through the cracks
Patience and virtue all that you lack
Goddamn, I hate you!

Your penance is finally served
Alone and forgotten is what you deserve
Leaving the past destroyed in your wake
Absolution first!

This life is mine
This pain is mine
Although unkind
I don’t need you

Sickness, no cure
Ending, unsure
I will endure
I don’t need you

Why do you bite the hand that feed you?
Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding

Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding
There is no cure that supersedes you
There is no cure!
I don’t think I fucking need you

I don’t think I fucking need you
There is no cure that supersedes you
There is no cure!
I don’t give a fuck what you do
I don’t think I fucking need you

My god
It’s just amazing how everything comes to an end
I don’t need you
A drop in the bucket, so fuck it, you win
You can’t love me
Bury your dead to cover your sin
Think you missed on
You run and you beg and you crawl to the end
I don’t need you

This life is mine
This pain is mine
Although unkind
I don’t need you

Sickness, no cure
Ending, unsure
I will endure
I don’t need you

Why do you bite the hand that feed you?
Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding

Pulling back the nub, I’m bleeding
There is no cure that supersedes you
There is no cure!
I don’t think I fucking need you

9. Lie To Me

Lie to me!

I was better off not knowing
Believing that you were just tired of me
Now I don’t know what to think
I want all my blindness back

You took all that I had and wrapped it up inside
Now you’re dying on me
No fucking way
I have never seen your face

No!
Lie to me!
Please!
Lie to me!

Now that I’ve seen the truth you can’t take it back
Now that I’ve seen the light
My god, he turns his back
Drowning in denial as you fade to black
Is this the fucking end?
I won’t let you go!

Just leave me, just die
All alone in my pool of guilt
Isn’t that the outcome anyways?
Why postpone to feed me hope?

I’d give up anything just for one last glance
But it never is to be a victim of circumstance

No!
Lie to me!
Please!
Lie to me!

Now that I’ve seen the truth you can’t take it back
Now that I’ve seen the light
My god, he turns his back
Drowning in denial as you fade to black
Is this the fucking end?
I won’t let you go!

I know you’ve heard these lies
Before you found them crumbles at your doors
Now you know these lies are true
I don’t deserve to be with you
Everything that I hold, dear, means nothing
When I hold you near me
Everything that I thought was wrong
It all ended up in this song
Let me go

Now you see that I don’t have a problem
Another fucking selfish belief...

Lie to me!

Wishing I could cut it out
Place it with my selfish doubt
Fuck, this shit won’t go away
Needs to find another place to hide

Never seen my saving grace
Never have I seen your face
Wishing that you would just lie to me
Fucking lie to me!

10. Already Inside

You wanted to give me something I already own
You wanted to disillusion me
Something I fucking found on my own

You can’t give it to me
I will take it away

You needed to sell me something already inside
You felt that I needed a mouthful of your fucking pride

Your hatred lives in me
Something I get for fucking free
No sale signs, no dollar buys
Just pure hatred for fucking me

And I needed for you to sale me
Some more of those drugs
That make me itch inside my head
I look around, nothing but pain

You fucking lied
You ripped my goddamn soul inside
You can’t give it to me
I will take it away

You can’t give it to me
I will take it away







HURTLOCKER LYRICS