I AM HUNGER LYRICS

1. Somnambulate

And it goes back to where I always begin,
Keeping all my hopes up high.
There's just no chance too breath in,
and the moment's gone.
Can't cope with life no more,
So I close my eyes.
In hope of better days,
I close my eyes.
But days never comes,
they're just rushing by.
If I could I would change it all.
But I can't, and 'hope' keeps telling lies,
So I close my eyes.
And I know how it's supposed to end,
But I'm throwing myself in with all that I've got.
And when air is all I see, free falling will you catch me?
Cause I've put my trust in few,
Still those I love keep slipping through my fingertips.
Just cause I needed them more than they needed me,
All those I cared for is far out of reach.
In times of need, I'm left alone against the world.
Cursed.

2. Vultures

Can't keep up the pace, I can't keep up this pace.
Exhaustion hits me time after time, and I'm down again.
Don't claim that you're my savior,
You've done nothing to improve my way of life.
Cause I'm carrying the same weight.
Does it matter what I feel or think?
There's always been a missing link.
Try to find love, in a bleeding reality,
There's nothing left to gain for people like you and me.
From the dirt I open my eyes, a million tries to live my life
The way you said was the only way has led me to this day.
(Just stay away)
I don't really give a fuck about you, you never truly gave a damn about me.
You're reaching out with open arms..
(Remember who you are)
You made me this way.
Ain't never gonna look for true love,
Ain't never gonna chase my dreams,
Ain't never gonna hope for a change as long as I'm stuck in these chains.
Ain't never gonna find my way home,
Ain't never gonna yearn for hope,
Ain't never gonna go my way as long as I'm led astray.
I am what I am and this is the price to pay.
Ain't never gonna find my way as long as I'm led astray.
And who am I to think more of myself,
To think that I'm more than anybody else.
I'm lying, denying the everlasting presence of my fears.
Lost at sea, is this what it means to be erased from society?
Depression and rage to a new degree.
(I want to believe in love, I want to believe your intentions are true.)
I want to believe that you are the one to see what love is capable to do.
But I'm gone, no reason to stay.
No family.

3. Odium

Still I screech.
How can I be so surprised?
So overwhelmed by life?
There's just no way to cure me,
I'm subdued by society.
Empty words, oh empty thoughts.
Sickness spreads, soon to reach my heart.
Always been told that I'm free,
I never was, I never gonna' be
Never ever gonna be free.
Still I screech.
My empty words, become empty thoughts.
Sickness spreads soon to reach my heart.

4. A Limitation Of Infinity

I feel a disbelief of all the answers that I've got so far.
Cause while becoming a man, I'm loosing the significance of who I am.
It's never been about devotion, It's never been about love.
I fear that the sunlight won't break through these clouds of hatred.
It's too late for change,
Break me down.
Haunting like hell as there's someone to find,
There's nothing but a gray-zone, we're all alone.
So no one's there to break your fall.
Cause at the end of the line,
When the worlds collides,
We're nothing but a blink of an eye.
Carry me home, back to where I came from.
I think I'm better off left unborn,
Take me back to where I came from.
Forgotten and neglected, nothing but a prop in a scene.
Acing for attention. To become a human being,
Is nothing but a false dream,
A limitation of infinity.
A mutual function, sinking at the same speed.
And may we never rest in peace,
Cause we brought this on ourselves.
By being ignorant and credulous,
Placing our bets on beliefs.
Putting our faith in higher grounds,
Putting our faith in unfamiliar hands.

5. Indifference

There's a dark cloud over my head,
Questions being thoughts unsaid.
A feed of delusion, a grand confusion,
Impossible to evade.
It's not the scenes of a lost mans dream,
That makes him yearn for his way to redeem.
It's not the ambient void of care, that leaves him in despair.
Indifferent, and it feels like I'm not alone,
To feel this shit I've felt so long.
I'll take this fight on my own.
I've got the same taste in my mouth,
The same tears still pouring out of my eyes.
If only you could hear me,
I would tell you lies, nothing but lies.
Cause I'm not the one to speak in verity,
I'm not the one to speak of immorality.
No one living in this mess, could possibly grasp
What it truly means to care.
This is a kingdom built on graves,
Imposing a delicate grace.
Dead eyes on the throne,
Just make it on your own
It's a fucked up rat-race.

6. Death Row

You paint it black, this fading world.
You tear it apart, I push it away.
The further I stray, the bigger the fright,
To ever wake up from these endless nights.
I'm wasting time, all these wasted times.
I'll doubt it'll sound the same next to me down here.
No matter how you choose to spit their words.
Face down, we're fucked, at the bottom of this wishing well.
Face down.
Time, oh wasted times.
All these wasted times.
No open doors left for me and you,
Left to rot at the bottom of this wishing well.
Captivity of insecurity.
It's make-believe, and nothing worth.
You're make-believe, your nothing worth.
Wasting time in this death row.

7. Distracted

I need somebody to lift me up,
I need somebody with hope to light me up.
Don't ever tell me about love.
You and I don't know a shit of what we're talking of.
We think we got it all right, just can't stop feeling spleen.
Cause all we know about love is illustrated through a fucking TV-screen.
So confused, so emotionally diffused.
Can't find a way to see, what love was meant to be.
Still I'm acing, I'm yearning for a way to fill
This empty space that's deep inside of me.
Why can't I see with my open eyes these obvious lies?
I need to save you, I need you to save me.
Cause we can't make it on our own.
I can't go on this way, I need to find my way back.
I need you to save me, need you to guide me.
I know I've always said that I can go without love,
But I can't, and I'm breaking down.
I need somebody to lift me up,
I need somebody with hope to light me up.
Cause all I see is death, a one way road, no turning back.
My history is told, still I'm looking back from the side of the road.
And in oceans of love I burn my sails and sink into the depths.
I've created my realm of odium.

8. Arms Tied / Haven

The nothingness in which you roam is what it's ought to be.
Always searching for a hand to hold in a place too harsh, too vain, too cold.
Never considered to be strong on your own,
A constant fear of being left alone.
I understand, you have no hope for this world,
No sense of purpose.
My anger fades, but my aggression grows like never before.
Now who's the one to blame for the misery and the pain?
Never considered to be strong on my own,
A constant fear of being left alone.
I understand, you have no hope for this world,
No sense of purpose.
Can I regain what I've let free,
This mess is to complex for me.
Nothing left but the air I breath,
Take it from me.
Crossed fingers, tied arms.
Perfect vision with a blindfold on.
But that's the way it's supposed to be,
When a man can call himself free.
I have no hope for this world,
No trust for the promises heard.
But I have faith in me,
And for everyone else that stands beside me.
Separate me from the masses;
So much to die for, but nothing to live for.
Taken from me.

9. Raised To Hate

I understand your doubt, you've surely got a story to tell,
We all have our kinds of hell.
Mine started up with death of unconditional love,
And ended up, where I stand today.
I'm;
Too scared to love, too scared to stay.
To embrace what's left me empty.
You say you really want to know,
Why I'm walking away.
Cause I'm, so far from being myself, as I possibly can.
Cause I'm still the same kid, too scared to take, too scared to give.
I'm still the same, too scared to give second chances.
So the rain never came, too wash away the dirt of my clothes.
I waited in the eye of the storm, where I built my home.
Four walls kept me safe from harm, still I invited you with open arms,
Waited for your hand to bring, safety and understanding.
But time elapsed, and my hope soon collapsed.
When will you understand, that I've given you all that I can.
The grief in my desperate cries, my vacant eyes.
How can you look upon me without seeing what I'm keeping on the inside?
I am a product of history, one solely of agony.
So far from being myself, as I possibly can.
I was born to love, raised to hate.

10. Tough Love

Oh son, oh son,
Don't break yourself by the answers I cannot tell.
Wish you the best of luck,
When you realize how everything is fucked.
Oh, the day will come,
When it's written in stone.
When you just can't tell,
The future from the past,
Or heaven from hell.
My daughter, my love,
Don't let yourself break over a world you hate.
When the bad overweights the good,
And when nothing really is what you thought that you'd understood.
Don't you ever let it, go as far this.
I'll straighten up your back, to make you resist.

11. Grudged

I'm building up speed and strength,
Gathering all my rage along the way.
Always on the run, running blind to keep my thoughts away.
How much longer will it take for me to finally break?
Forever by my side you said but,
Forever is a long long time, when you're heading down the wrong way.
The sun just never reach my eyes,
And the rain won't ever wash away,
Wash away this fucking pain.
Forever by my side you said, now you're gone.
You're out of reach, and I'm left alone.
I let it grow, all the hatred I'm carrying within.
Nothing to prove, nothing to chase.
No goals left for me.
If you want me to believe that you care,
And if you truly want to see
See me give love, trust and faith.
Don't hold me down.
If you truly want to see me
Give love, trust and faith.
Don't hold me down.

12. Some Are Made Of Worlds

Days and days go by,
Without a reason why time is running out of our hands.
Time is slipping out of our hands.
A kingdom built on dreams, slowly becomes endless reaching scenes of a nightmare.
Breath in, breath out.







I AM HUNGER LYRICS