ILLDISPOSED LYRICS

1. I Believe In Me

Not an eye was dry
In that second I called my defeat
All the friends have lied
But at least I'm not strapped to my seat

Hey go away
Don't want you to stay
You'll find that inner hate
Hey go away
I Believe in me

[chorus]
You slept when I was awake
It's me who rule the morning
Don't that just make you pissed

When you moved away
Moved away with a head full of shame
That's the way to play
At least when you're part of my game

2. Dark

In this land we are strong
Vikings - blue eyes
Through the times, prove us wrong

Dark sun, dark minds
grey cities, dark times

[chorus]
And when I look upon the sun
The sight I see is frightening
The end of time has just begun
My baby left

Horse

In this land I were strong
Vikings - blue eyes
Check my story, prove me wrong

Hateful - bad man
Two sons, one gang

My baby's gone

3. Now We're History

Back then she got me
My heart was aching
We lied and lied
We talked the nights away

Don't know whats wrong
My life or just me
Don't see a way out
Can't deal with the pain

[chorus]
But now we're history
Stories told in a playful kind of way
Too much too long and so it ends for us
I dread to think of what could have been

A year has gone
Just let it all be
This is the real me
It's what I've waited for

You were an angel
But you deceived me
This is where I get off
Here comes my stop now

Not for my eyes to see
For what I saw was another man
Embraced by your hand

4. When You Scream

War, suffer, and later we will unite
Pearls, wanted, my back turned here is the fight
Hate, wine, yeah - yeah
Baby, here comes the pain

[chorus]
You scream at my wrongs
But yelling won't make it right
In time all you invoked
Was a game I played so right

Mind, hunger, now locked up every night
Try, feel - see things through my eyes
You - you made this hell, you really did
This is why I fell - when you

Screamed at my wrongs
Your yelling didn't succeed
In time all you gave
Was a game that tied my feet

They've stopped running now
And so have I

Count, shame - soon you'll feel me again
Endless, relentless - the word is revenge
Hurt, drugs, yeah - yeah
Honey - I owe you this much

5. Jeff

I'm one with the raindrops
But there's yet another sound
Now, could it be that Jeff
That fucking prick who you owe some money from the
From the bet that you lost to that fuck Jeff who works
Down the studio

Paranoia taken in
Temper rises paper thin
Evil lurks in every vein

Now it's time I kill again

See the real behind the lie
See the evil in my eyes
How good it feels I can't disguise

You're on your way to paradise

It wasn't the mailman
Yeah sure it was Jeff

He would not go away
So I stabbed his sick ass into quiet a mess
A mess it took me a while to disguise but now
There's no more Jeff
The fucking bastard's gone

6. In Search Of Souls

It's sick mama - but it's back down on your knees
You'll scream and I'll laugh, the sickest I can be
Come on baby you'll even learn my name
It's pain - it's your gain - just fucking go away
I'll introduce you honey

[chorus]
Inside
Where creatures come and go
In search of souls
Inside
Your heart is empty but who looks

It's time, just close your eyes
Search, obey - baby feel my needs
Know the pain, as it hurts your soul
Fall you cunt - fall into place

You will now taste my hand

7. Still Sane

Let's go to hell

High powers stare at my still face
The devil rocks tonight, the devil's in his place

You know the way I feel about these things, when i go down and
Lose the power to command
An ancient force of might play at my feelings and dare me to see
What went wrong in my life

You see me walking still sane
But in the dark I feel

Hell
I see the demons dance in vein
They're quite used to that

High powers led me to this maze
Evil took the time to set me up with fate

And my emotions try to rest for a while but in a second I'll be gone
For evermore
In life I never got to see what it's really like to live without the guilt
I never satisfied

8. You Against The World

Hey - how are you holding up now?
Is it the same? I bet it is
Still haven't found your peace?
Still on the edge? I bet you are

Come on man - What can you tell me

I wish I had a god damn life
But to say that would be wrong
Wish my life had just turned out
Better - but my weak is strong

So - will you stay there forever?
All in your grief? I bet you will
Or will you pull it together?
Is it a lie? I bet you can

Come on your fool, lets do it

I wish i could just let it go
But to do that would be hard
My friends will never ever know
How much I try for my part

It's you against the world
Or you against yourself

Rock - please let me guide you
Think it will work? I know it does
I mean we do this as one
Just take my hand I know you can

9. No More Time

More power to the people from beyond.
What I used to say...
Won't leave the job half done

We'll take another round
Never saw it coming
The boys are back in town

Wake up
We're about to land
And we've tightened our act

No more time for that mellow crap
About time you called in the boys

We put our feet down - touch the ground
And we make it last
Don't want to fight this round

You'll see another core
In which you'll trust
The boys are on the floor

No more time for that mellow way
Regarless opinions
We guarantee we'll stay

There is no other game
We want to play
The boys are all the same

10. The Final Step

Just pain
Where I go
My way
I saw it all

Hiding from my enemies
This time the end was near
I'm fighting possibilities
I'll find at the end of my fear

Taking the final step tonight
Losing my breath just can't deny

Stood strong
Stand tall
I'm gone
Cooked up

Feeding on my own will
Having all the cards in hand
Saving for that final bill
Bless the soil I call my land







ILLDISPOSED LYRICS