ILLIDIANCE LYRICS

1. Deformity

I am the one, deviation from the kind,
With fate blown up to splinters
Destruction is hardening me with stabs
But I'm not undone, pain - I will overcome it!
These days, these scars , the boiling blood within my heart!

Gale clouds hide my smile

[Refrain:]
My daydream ocean coasted away before your pride,
Bare hopes fired by sun, but I'll never give up faith
My own fate, this day will never come

I deny the red tape of weekdays, I'm driving in the oncoming lane
Deforming me - sharpening my spikes
Fuck your deception, I hate your lies
I run the gauntlet and my will never die

We're playing circles the same old game,you draw the rules so I should loose again
This must end, it's my complaint, cause I'm fed up with your judgement
I'm loosing you, you want me loose my mind, but all senses tied, I'm burnt inside,
Your game failed, more I'm not to
No matter, now I hate you

My daydream ocean coasted away before your pride,
Bare hopes fired by sun, but I'll never give up faith
My own fate, this day will never come

2. Boiling Point

This speed completely changed my mind,c I drive faster than reflection.
My soul is ignited with a fuel, a fuel of hatred.
Erasing the rust of hypocrite world , i shatter all the limits,
I've reached the fucking boiling point, i press the gas I'm leaving out

I drive to horizon, like a distant falling star that's waiting for you,
piercing the skyline i outrun, just one more mile I'm closer to my fate

I'm here, the outlaw on the trace, drunk with acceleration,
and now I'm free enough for you, for you to hate me.

The rush of octane overdose, the sound of tire meltdown,
beyond the final boiling point i found my maniac haven.

I drive to horizons, like a distant falling star that's waiting for you,
piercing the skyline i outrun, without backward glance

the pages of memories torn apart, burning down the chains cause i break loose.
I'm going away and you cannot trace me or even hold down me, fuck you.

I've stunned with pulse of rebel blood, no fucking fear, just scorn of death.
There is no more my shattered life just one more mile I'm closer to my fate.

I drive to horizon, like a distant falling star that's waiting for you,
piercing the skyline i outrun, just one more mile I'm closer to my fate

3. Urbanized

Shadows fill the empty heart of the city overcrowded, and I am
Seeing lights that gives no heat, erased fates that make my soul bleed
This night I'm mesmerized, I can hear your silent cry beside
Despaired, Denied, Starving to breathe...

I walk through puppet crowd, cold valleys, web of subways, and I see
Dead drones that fill the hive, sleepwalker shells stripped of their lives
Still hope to find your sign, I can hear your yearning breath beside
Despaired, Denied , Searching for Me

So runaway now, Into everlasting night that draw emotions
Well hidden and waiting for the day
Never lived, never loved one day will be awaken
But now, but now I feel so cold

I feel you, I want to, to hold you in my arms
But NO, Nothing I can touch
When every taken step becomes countdown in the silence
And every bygone day forms a string of your judgement
You desperately wanna find out who lives not just exist
Because "to breathe" is not enough "to feel"

So runaway now, Into everlasting night that draw emotions
Well hidden and waiting for the day
Never lived, never loved one day will be awaken
But now, but now I feel so cold

When every footstep makes me bleed, when no one believes I hide the truth within

You're dying all alone surrounded by your own heartbeat
You scream and for thousand miles there only silence in respond
You scream you want to live, but for what do you stay alive here?
So stay with me, stay with me, so runaway with me!

So runaway now, Into everlasting night that draw emotions
Well hidden and waiting for the day
Never lived, never loved one day will be awaken
And now, right now I'm not alone

Right now I'm not alone!
But why is my body cold?...

4. Let It Bleed

Pain says -- Wake up, through splinters of the memories
To find out the truth in broken glass
Red drops , they glue the puzzle of my senses
The morning sun will light my hands in blood

All is going away as I gone insane, I fed my demons with the blood I've shed
I am now entering the tragedy of my own killing nature

When life is an error, it's so meaningless to feel the regrets
My own destination -- world painted in red...Let it bleed

I hunt , I creep about the pray behind you
Addicted to the shredding -- drug
The overwrap one day becomes your sindon
I'll see you soon in body bag

When life is an error, it's so meaningless to feel the regrets
My own destination -- world painted in red...Let it bleed

The sculptor of scarification, an artist with a blade instead of brush
Abluted by the crimson rivers, I beg you to witness my art
My scenes filled with red lined fibers, My drama of a last breath and delight
The howling of a withering razors prepares you to join my art....

When life is an error, it's so meaningless to feel the regrets
My own destination -- world painted in red...Let it bleed

5. Moments Of The Fall

Joy... Sorrow... Our paces hopes and actions...
Our victories and defeats...
Our strivings and passions, the faces of beloved...
Are the leaves in whirl of autumn winds...

Alone on the valleys of my heart
I'm arranging the candles in the dark
My recollections never let me be
These times of joy and grief are inside of me
The sparks above the flame are the moments of the fall
They are slowly fading out in shadows of the dusk

On my way, every step reveals the moment of my fate before me
But in the end, bygone days remain me falling in love...that lost
I will wait you all lifelong...

I stand on the seashore of our times, where waves are reflections of you and I
I hear the words I failed to tell, wind carries them into the gale...

On my way , every step reveals the moment of my fate before me
But in the end, bygone days remain me falling in love...that lost
I will wait you all lifelong...
I will wait you all lifelong in never ending waltz of our fall

There is no way to rewind our days as a filmstrip and only memories can show it again
Our fates are the leaves arrayed in sienna; they're sinking in cold autumn rains

«Жаль нельзя отмотать наших дней киноленты, и только память покажет их вновь.
Наши судьбы листва, лишь листва цвета охры, что смоет первым осенним дождем»





ILLIDIANCE LYRICS