I'M IN A COFFIN LYRICS

1. I'm A Weapon Against Myself

Chambers of life webbed through my body
I see them pulsing...
waiting...
and I am waiting too...
One quick motion and they separate
one final action...
it is done
We are both waiting...
I am a weapon against myself...

2. Wrist Deep In Depression

Useless…
My thoughts and words
Isolated…
So useless…
My mind,
It is pool of blackness…
A place of despair and isolation
That I have trapped myself in
Lightless…
Hopeless…
I stay locked in my mind
Watching the black waters
Lap at the shore I sit on
They call to me…
They say I can not escape…
They tell me to give in
And let them fill my lungs…
I stand at the edge and weep
I can not escape…
Useless…
I wade into the blackness
Until I am wrist-deep in depression
I wade into the cold waters of despair
To let them overtake me

3. A Taste Of The Abyss

I tasted the lips of misery
And she stole what little I had
How heavy a toll I paid
To have just a taste of the abyss
Just a taste…
Emptied, my only companions
Are mourning and self-hatred,
My lover, misery…
She was too alluring to refuse
Her offer of what lies beyond
So I took her hand and held her close
She showed me wonderful things
And promised me eternity
If I would promise eternity with her
Just a taste…
And she devoured me
Just a taste…
And all I’ve been left with is
Self hatred…
The only thing I wanted
Just a taste…
Of the abyss

4. Vein Deep In The Solution

I sink further into the blackness…
Down
Deeper
Forever…
Unable to feel its sting
As I breathe it in…
As it courses through me…
I know I can never escape
Never…
This blackness has seeped into me
I tear at my veins
I have found a solution
To take shelter in
As I try to drown

5. Finally Happy

Life is too much…
On occasion
I take
I take the razorblade
To my wrists…
To my throat…
Blood shows me I’m alive…
Alive too long
I must die…
I must die today
Tonight I will be gone…
Alone and dead
In my pain…
Suffering…
Suffering as a soul in Hell
Torment shoots through my soul
My dead soul…
I will never find peace
And in my eternal suffering
I am finally happy…
Finally happy
For I am dead now

6. Corpses In Living Masks

Opening dead eyes
To find that nothing has changed
Nothing…
Dead hearts
Pumping cold blood
Dead minds
With the same tired thoughts
That never change

We’re not anyone you know…
We are just corpses wearing living masks
Separated from your world
By our bitter depression

Withering…
Negativity ...
The parasite that drank our lives

We’re not anyone you know…
We are just corpses in living masks
Separated from your world
By our bitter depression

7. Seas Of Dead Infinity

8. Chapter V

They shot the six cabinet ministers at half-past six in the morning against the wall of a hospital. There were pools of water in the courtyard. There were wet dead leaves on the paving of the courtyard. It rained hard. All the shutters of the hospital were nailed shut. One of the ministers was sick with typhoid. Two soldiers carried him downstairs and out into the rain. They tried to hold him up against the wall but he sat down in a puddle of water. The other five stood very quietly against the wall. Finally the officer told the soldiers it was no good trying to make him stand up. When they fired the first volley he was down in the water with his head on his knees.

9. Life Is My Coffin (One Final Action)

My continued existence is worse than death
Yet I still live on
Trying to force apathy upon myself
To replace my depression with numbness
I tell myself that it’s worked…
That I don’t feel anything anymore…
But deep down, I know that I’ll never
Be anything resembling “positive”
Life is my coffin
And it’s time to shut the lid.
One final action
And this will all end…
One final action
And this will all end…
One final action…
I can’t fight the inevitable…
So I embrace it…
Embrace suicide…
I want to die alone and cold,
And hating myself for every moment of hope that I ever had







I'M IN A COFFIN LYRICS