JENNIE TEBLER'S OUT OF OBLIVION LYRICS

1. Brand New Start

You need to get out
Please look the door
All he does is shout
Treat you like a whore
Be aware he's gonna kill you

Being suicidal is a good start
Things can only get better
Leave your broken heart
Tear up your suicide letter

He's all about greed
Owning you for pleasure
Loves to hear you plead
Having you to torture
One day you bleed
He's gonna kill you

Being suicidal is a good start
Things can only get better
Leave your broken heart
Tear up your suicide letter

Being suicidal is a good start
Broken heart
Torn apart
A brand new start
Tear up your suicide letter

2. Demons Ode

Read my thoughts since I can't tell you what I'm thinking
I'm so sorry for this situation
Look into my eyes and see my soul break into pieces
I don't know my destination

I haven't asked for this I got struck by lightning
Don't know this sphere
I got scared
My fear of this is frightening
Please help me
Everything is just a nightmare nor than a bad dream
I really want to get out of here
The day everything happened my guard was down
My soul was paralyzed
I swirled away through sundown
Please help me
Everything is just a nightmare nor than a bad dream
I really want to get out of here

Oh can't stand this any longer
The devil controlling my head
The demons ode is getting stronger
I wish I was dead
What if I don't care
Let everything slip away
Never to wake up again
Left for dreamland to stay

I can't do this any longer my life going down the drain
You don't see me
My forbidden thoughts are getting stronger
Feel only pain pain
Please just leave me

I haven't asked....
Oh can't stand this....
I haven't asked....
Oh can't stand this....

3. Queen Of Ice

I have this thorn in my side
It's stuck there I can't get it out
All my feelings I try to hide
But within I just scream and shout
There's just the fact that
You didn't love me at all
It's just the truth that
You wouldn't care if I fall

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you
All I ever wanted was to be seen by you
Your true deep emotion you never revealed
I just wanted to be loved by you I plead

Blood is no warranty for love
No matter what I cannot win
Born with it that's all
Your daughter a pure sin
Mmm... you're the queen of ice
Ah... you're the queen of ice

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you
All I ever wanted was to be seen by you
Your true deep emotion you never revealed
I just wanted to be loved by you I plead

I wonder what went wrong
Spreading anxiety around you
How come you're not that strong
Showing weakness is all you ever do
Mmm... showing weakness is all you ever do

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you
All I ever wanted was to be seen by you
Your true deep emotion you never revealed
I just wanted to be loved by you I plead

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you
All I ever wanted was to be seen by you
Your true deep emotion you never revealed
I just wanted to be loved by you I plead

4. Life Full Of Lies

You make me feel sick
Your words mean nothing
Your face makes me tick
I want to kill you or something

You're not worthy
You're scum and dirt
Repulsive demon surely
I promise this will hurt

It's time to crush that mirror
It's time to cut out my eyes
I can't control myself
I live a life full of lies
Why did you do this to me
Your treatment hurt me you see
You took my right to feel safe
My black hole my comfort space

I need to leave now
I need to go away
Rescue my life somehow
My soul cannot stay

It's time to crush that mirror
It's time to cut out my eyes
I can't control myself
I live a life full of lies
Why did you do this to me
Your treatment hurt me you see
You took my right to feel safe
My black hole my comfort space

What in this world made her into this bitch
Who might have hurt her making her into this witch
She has no emotion feeding off pain
You cannot help her your effort's all in vain

It's time to crush that mirror
It's time to cut out my eyes
I can't control myself
I live a life full of lies
Why did you do this to me
Your treatment hurt me you see
You took my right to feel safe
My black hole my comfort space

5. Never Stop Crying

I still remember that day in the kitchen
Late night dark and we were wishing
Please take care of us we're not able
The four of us around the kitchen table

He was playing with us did what he could
Trying to be mother father doing what he should
It wasn't easy he was only thirteen
Given that responsibility that was really mean

Can you hear my song from where you are
Can you hear me play your guitar
Do you know how much I miss you still
I never stop crying and I never will

No wonder he fled left us behind
Even only mentally he left us with his mind
We wanted him back tried to get him to stay
He lived another life and did it his own way

Can you hear my song from where you are
Can you hear me play your guitar
Do you know how much I miss you still
I never stop crying and I never will

Now when he's gone he's always here
I feel his presence he's always near
Even though he's actually gone
He'll now never ever going to be alone
Oh no never be alone

6. Mistake

Blinded eyes weakened heart tortured soul ripped
Apart doubtful mind clouded veins should been
Home too fucking late all alone feel only hate mad
At myself shouldn't been there a loathsome place
Should have been here

Hoping to get me what a mistake wanted to take
Me what a mistake trying to rape me what a
Mistake he misjudged me what a mistake

Evil thoughts limbs in strain never forget the
Demon's power he will abuse you during late hour
Stuck in darkness can't get out held by fear scream
And shout try to forget ignore the pain need to
Forget all in vain you must forget to stay alive

It all went fast a kick to his head a glimpse of the
Past I think he is dead wouldn't shut up made me
Insane couldn't give up I'm not to one blame

Hoping to get me what a mistake wanted to take
Me what a mistake trying to rape me what a
Mistake he misjudged me what a mistake

Mental pain I spit in his face want him to bleed
His soul erased need him to feel taste my disgust
Never to heal die for his lust waking up all is black
Taste of blood in your mouth soil in your eyes
You're underground try to forget ignore the pain

Blinded eyes weakened heart tortured soul ripped
Apart doubtful mind clouded veins evil thoughts
Limbs in strain

Hoping to get me what a mistake wanted to take
Me what a mistake trying to rape me what a
Mistake he misjudged me what a mistake

7. Succubus

I always had that demon in my head
Telling me what to do better instead
Things I do are never ever good enough
The demon wants to make the final touch

I never knew why she came to me
She's always there I'm never free
Don't understand what she gets out of this
The only thing she makes me feel sick

Please listen to my heart and my soul
Please understand I need to grow old
Don't take my life away from me my life from me

My hope of getting out is all gone
Since I do understand that I am all alone
I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive
Without her calls I probably would die

My hope of getting out is all gone
Since I do understand that I am all alone
I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive
Without her calls I probably would die

The day she came I was a young girl
She came and ruined my world
She eats me up from within
That pain is a sin

One day I'll kill that demon
That will be the day you can't wake me up
My eyes forever shut

Please listen to my heart and my soul
Please understand I need to grow old
Don't take my life away from me my life from me

My hope of getting out is all gone
Since I do understand that I am all alone
I need that terrorizing bitch to stay alive
Without her calls I probably would die

8. Enchanted

I am here on top of the mountain
I am lying down on the grassy hill
Listening to the wind blow
Through the birches' leaves
Hearing the bird song
Giving me chills

Please stop that clock from ticking
Put an end to this unit of time
I'm bewitched by the spell of love-
Making this world all mine
I know I can't change my destiny
But this is the place I feel free

All his beauty embraces me
Can't believe this is for real
Never will forget that feeling
That total presence of mind
Even though I'd be leavening
I keep the memory for all time

Please stop that clock from ticking
Put an end to this unit of time
I'm bewitched by the spell of love-
Making this world all mine
I know I can't change my destiny
But this is the place I feel free

9. Release Me

You ware me out
You let me down
You ware me out
You push me around

Every time I need you
You don't hear me
Every time I need you
You don't see me

Let me be
Set me free
Forgive me
Release me

My life is cold
My soul is frozen
My life is cold
My heart is broken

I should go away
My strength is drained
I should go away
All efforts in vain

Let me be
Set me free
Forgive me
Release me

10. Between Life And Death

Somewhere between life and death I am
Living like hollowed statue I am
Nothing seems to matter I don't care
It's just a face to live through my prayer

Days without sunlight starless night
Crying without tears on endless fight
Hatred consumes my destiny
Anger - my life's philosophy

You are nothing to me
You are painful to me
I don't want you in this life
I just wish that you would die

A demon that turned my life upside down
A queen with a big anxiety crown
A cheating, lying, worthless whore
Your treatment made me into Jane Doe

You are nothing to me
You are painful to me
I don't want you in this life
I just wish that you would die







JENNIE TEBLER'S OUT OF OBLIVION LYRICS