KITCHEN KNIFE CONSPIRACY LYRICS

1. Winter of my Discontent / MaryJane

This is your first lesson in stress relief
Breathe. . .
Everyday I'm feeling like this
Everyday I am high
Settle down and have a smoke, son
Tell me what's on your mind
This is getting to be so frustrating
Getting high is helping my life
I am not a criminal
Exhale. . .
Now don't you feel a lot better?
Do you feel cleansed inside?
I can tell you're stoned, son
It's time to restart your mind
This is getting to be so irritating
They want to arrest me cause I get high
I am not a criminal
Not guilty

2. El Chupacabra

Skin of gray, eyes of darkness
In the shadows, bloody victims die
Satan Nocturnal Blasphemous Nosferatu
Demon spawn so intriguing
In the dead night you won't see it
try to find the demon's red eyes
He is from the 7th gate of
Hell Hell Hell Hell
With the fight in the night, twisted pain
Cover eyes cause you think you're still alive
Run Run Run Run
Blood Blood
Comes out at night, avoiding the light
to hunt and feed on victims
Lusting for blood, craving the flesh
and internal organs
Blood
With the fight in the night, twisted pain
Cover eyes cause you think you're still alive
El Chupacabra

3. Frozen In Life, Preserved In Hell

I'm writing a suicide note
and you can't pull me out of this,
my depression is too dark
And you can't pull me out of this,
my depression is too smart
God can't pull me out of this,
my depression is too obvious
I can't pull me out of this,
my depression is too pissed
But I can tell you all of this
I don't care if I will be missed
Writing this suicide note
Inside my head I am better off dead
Something's possessing--depressing me
I don't know what it is
It constantly destroys and toys with me
This life is getting me pissed
Dead dead dead dead
dead dead dead dead
I'm fighting this suicide note
I knew it all
All along that I was gone
Do you think this is easy?
Do you think life is easy?
Now I am frozen in life, preserved in Hell
I'll stay all night

4. Fantasy Death Fetish

Why is it that I wear this straight jacket
and the reasons for what
A slave for your gain, scapegoat for the pain
It's selfish--it's sickness--it's fetish
Open your mouth, two barrels down your throat
bullets your last meal
I hate life, I hate you
Reprimanded--for your stupidity
Embarrassment--for your blindness
How do you like the taste of this life?
I'll end your life
You've reached the end, now here's your prize
A gunshot--my vengeance
A gunshot--my hate
Your demise will be. . .by my hands
Strap you to a chair
Beat you brainlessly
Cut you up than leave
Now you bleed for me
Your demise will be. . .by my hands
Fatal shots are launched
Evil found its place
behind the blue eyes
of this very face
You will bleed for me
What is it? I can't hear what you say
Can't hear what you say
What is it? I can't hear what you say
the guns are in the way
And there is laughing
You don't even exist

5. Greed

Deny everything, nothing is real,
Rely on no one, opportunity steals
Tighten your collar and loosen your belt
As the rich get richer, the poor go to hell
Close your eyes, drown in the flood
Cover your lies, drenched in blood
Scratch at my skin, tear out my brain,
Scream to the heavens, call me insane
Black from disease, sick of screams
Scared of words and TV scenes
Deception, lust, children raped,
Sick of life, no escape
Greed
Nothing to lose, money to gain,
Smell of sex, endless pain
Deception, Betrayal, Lies
Cracked out whores killing friends
No remorse, walking dead
Under the skies, above my sheets
Visions of saviors and rotting meat
Hardcore dreams and twisted thoughts,
Happiness cannot be bought.

6. Inverted Insertion

Life is like a pressure riot and my head is caving in
You wanna see me stoned, you wanna cough a little
You wanna trench pill zones, you're gonna puke a little
You wanna hold my hand, you better be a giver
You know in this game I am a helpless lifer
You wanna know my strength, you're gonna feel some weakness
You wanna invert this, you're gonna get some sickness
You wanna get inside, you wanna make it clearer
You wanna see denial, look in the lying mirror
Is this the way you like it? Is this your honesty?
Invert the perfect kill dust, Insert it into me
There is no god that walks beside me
Controversy, Anarchy has taken over me, deep inside me
You're gonna get real stoned, You're gonna get uplifted
You have to give me your soul, You're gonna get enlisted
You're gonna feel agony until I am finished
You're gonna lose everything, but you'll never miss it
Darkness calms my soul
Depression wraps around my face
Shovel the pain that won't escape
Look at me now, I'm paranoid
Searching to find to fill the void of
this horrible life, and I'm a mess
Will the numb phase ever change?
The fears have started to mate in me
Leaving me blind and shaken up
And now I barely feel alive
Look in my eyes, I want to die
So sick and tired of "I'll try"
Watching me live my selfish life

7. Porn II Kill

It's right before my eyes, filth and hate not disguised
A virgin's sacrificed bleeding eyes, homicide
It's a snuff porno film, watching sex as they kill
It's an uneasy sight, antichrist, rape at will
Shocking to believe and it's on the screen
all this raging and torment, nothing to me
This is disgustingly entertaining to me
all this screaming and torture, nothing to me
It's right before my eyes, rape and death not disguised
It's a snuff porno film, watching sex as they kill
Destroy
I am dishonored, disheveled of what I see
I'm watching. . .
I am dishonored, disheveled at what I see
I'm watching pain
I am dishonored, disheveled at what I see
now fuck it
It's right in front of me and it's on the screen
I can't believe I saw the soul rise right from
the body and this tortured soul Hell has
took its toll as I take control of my cock
I'm jerking off to all the blood on her
face you just can not tell if it's real or fake
I guess that's why I watch the rape
scenes over and over again getting off
mouth taped shut, raped her raw
blood on cock, knife in twat, turn this off

8. Don't Leave Your Pets Outside

Murder--there's blood on the windows
Torture--there's blood on the flowers
Pervert--his head's now his football
Gutted--guts exposed for all
The asshole is a virgin, his guts will rain in blood,
One more pet homicide, take all your pets inside
The asshole is a virgin, he's now an amputee,
Intestines used for a noose, the killer's on the loose
Murder--there's blood on the windows
Gutted--guts exposed for all
Everything:everything is covered in your pet's blood
Can't fight the urge:the urge to kill
Smiling is projectile--this belongs to no one loose in the world
Feeding off of other's confusion,
Sober and broke fearing the institution
Mental pain--Prominent are the scars of yesterday
Mental pain--Prominent are the scars from all the years
Don't leave your pets outside
The meaning of life--the meaning of what?
Just remember that the way he thinks is not like you

9. The World Is Empty

It starts like this when I wake up
Everybody's gone, smiles turn to dust
Nausea sickness blindly shaking, projectile vomiting
quivering
to me, everybody sees when they look at me
never what's inside of me, no one pities me
no one's helping me, It's always only me
animosity overcoming me, It's so depressing
scarring me, Novocain to me, fucking killing me
solitude
I am deciding, ignore me blindly
It's satisfying to know I'm dying
Vulgarly jaded, existence faded, life is naked
severing
searching me, it's in back of me
now in front of me, it's overwhelming
satisfied so sadistically, It's destroying me
You know what I mean, insulting me
nervous wrecking me, redefining me
it's right in front of, in front of me
and inside of me, it has taken me
down
you are not the only one who sees life through screwed up eyes
I sever the health, sever the nerve
Sever the stem at the root
I sever my wrist, sever my life
Sever myself at the throat
Life is ending, I'm not sorry for the mistakes I have made
I am real from disasters in my mind
Subconscious unknown cost

10. Entry Wound Ecstasy For The Self-Abuser

Rage Rage Rage Rape
Insane aggression, mutilate obsession
trying to forget her younger years
Insane logic, hidden in the closet
Burning, learning her weakest fears
Darkness is priceless, pain gives her pleasure
Cutting herself, does not shed a tear
Burning the flesh black, vomit through a flashback
Her mom's been gone for 13 years
Raping her--she's feeling him--He's forcing in
She tends to mutilate herself because her
life's gone wrong
It feels like ecstasy, that razor blade
is her god
She thinks her life is over, but she can't
hear the call
Of another self-abuser that has been pushed
too far.
Hate Hate Hate Rage
Backward regression, mutilate confession
trying to forget my younger years
Insane logic, hidden in my closet
Burning, learning my weakness and fears
Darkness is priceless, pain gives me pleasure
Cutting myself, I do not shed a tear
Burning the flesh black, vomit through a flashback
My mind's been gone for 13 years
Destroying me--deep inside of me--I'm wearing thin
If you try to come inside, you might lose your mind
This has been inside me, for a very long time
It's just now being told, life is cold like this razor I hold
And I am so thankful to have lost all self-control
I woke up today it was fucking disgusting
upon opening my eyes to the light of day
nauseated by the world's pathetic state
the feeling of the hand that has you by
the spine is tightening its grip and destroying
the very emotion of this lackadaisical lifestyle
that finds itself repeating over and over
the life it is not meant to have
the smell of vomit still lingers in the
nostrils, society is decaying and descending
into one big useless rut, and with smoke
burned smiles I face toward the sky
this life is fucking disgusting







KITCHEN KNIFE CONSPIRACY LYRICS