LEMUR VOICE LYRICS

1. Solilocide

My dungeon trembles
Who is there
Disbelieve
Why would you bother
You say you care
That's your truth
I swallow lies
So please don't care

Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide again
Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide again
Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide again

I'm in solitary
Scared and numb
So tired
I long for rest
An endless one

Nowhere to go
Nowhere to go from
Who's there to fight for
I can't be me
I'm stuck in the silence
I'm stuck in the silence

The madman cries
Soliloquize
An endless play
For me to hear
Paralyzed
For what I am
I'll survive
This Solilocide

Fear kept me aside
Still we're in the silence
But now I know
I know I'm not alone
Now I know

Hold me and help my tears
Help them to let go
So hold me and help my tears
Help me to let go

My dungeon opens
I see you're here
True believe
A warm caress
You say you care
It's our truth
That I embrace
So please do care

Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide no more
Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide no more
Solilocide, Solilocide, Solilocide no more

The madman cries
Soliloquize
An endless play
For me to hear
Paralyzed
For what I am
I'll survive
This Solilocide

2. Universal Roots

I've got the blood under my nails from scratching
Scratching the peels from my heart
The heart that's drowning in sorrow
For that's all I am right now

The longing for something that's calling me
Something that holds the insights
The insights that reveal the true outside
See the outside inside out

I miss you, but I don't know who you are
I miss you, show yourself to me
I want to go back
Back to the world without a body
To my universal roots

What's wrong, what's wrong with me
I can sense you
But even more I can sense your absence
It's like being born without my mother

Was there a reason to send me away
Down here to learn from my pains
To swallow shit and my pride
Forgiven, but punished all the same

If you only knew
There's so much I want to tell
I almost lost my sanity to rationality

Can I be completely with you when I live

I miss you, but I don't know who you are
I miss you, show yourself to me
I want to go back
Back to the world without a body
To my universal roots

What's wrong, what's wrong with me
I can sense you
But even more I can sense your absence
It's like being born without my mother

3. All Of Me

It's the way in which we're alike
I feel we've traveled before
Through worlds apart
Finally together with a part of me

Take me with you to set me free
Without knowing
You show me the flaws in reasoning

Look at me
I try not to cry
You know, you know
Look at me
I try not to cry
You know what I'm trying to say

If you need a little help
To be who you are
The watermark in your soul
Unfolds your life in me
If you need a little help
To be who you are
Cross the shoreline of my world
I'll unfold my love in you
I give, for you, I give, All of me

Your childlike maturity
Gives me room to breathe
Your confidence strengthens my dreams
I see the timeless in you
And try not to cry

We're so close
Begin to see myself in you
It has a queerness in its comfort
Like the love for the unknown

Look at me
I try not to cry
You know, you know
Look at me
I try not to cry
You know what I'm trying to say

If you need a little help
To be who you are
The watermark in your soul
Unfolds your life in me
If you need a little help
To be who you are
Cross the shoreline of my world
I'll unfold my love in you
I give, for you, I give, All of me

Look at me
I try not to cry
You know, you know
Look at me
I try not to cry
You know what I'm trying to say

4. Childhood Facade

I feel so empty, so full of fear
Held incommunicado by his stealing of energy
Another day seems so futile in this age of habit
'What's your part in this':
I can hear his deafening whisper
The purpose is concealed so delicately
My fear, his power
Just to wash his facade in ignorance

My childhood, your facade
No right, you had no right
No reason, no reason to forgive
Your childhood facade

Possibly initiated so long ago
Rooted behavior
Excuse me, I can't forgive
You should have acknowledged those
rare moments of clarity
Too cowardly to open your eyes
So easy to accuse me
To wash your facade in innocence

My childhood, your facade
No right, you had no right
No reason, no reason to forgive
Your childhood facade

Possibly initiated so long ago
Rooted behavior
Excuse me, I can't forgive
You should have acknowledged those
rare moments of clarity
Too cowardly to open your eyes
So easy to accuse me
To wash your facade in innocence

My heart, my silent witness will not forget
Its fear will hate a lifetime
To prevent a new age of habit

The bitter stroll down Memory Lane
will be inevitable
So that I can say: 'My childhood facade will never be'

5. Parvedian Trust

So self-evident, my faith in you
But you broke the unbreakable, seemingly irreversible
Not enough respect to suppress your lies
By God I knew, Kahanah saw right through you

Still waters of fear evoke my pending distance
Parvedian Trust
A haze of doubt cuts my faith in two
Parvedian trust

I can't abandon my fear for desolation
My cascade of emptiness, dragged into the stabs of anger
I'm uncertain as to my doubt
Did my fear become the lie this time

Still waters of fear evoke my pending distance
Parvedian Trust
A haze of doubt cuts my faith in two
Parvedian trust

6. When the Cradle Cries

I see the baby's eyes, my scary eyes
His eyeballs twist faster than his brain can follow
REM while he's awake
What his eyes can't catch his soul inhales
Unable to release his karma
But at least he's still alive

He thinks he's being tucked in
But each tap on his head is a nail to his coffin

More than ever, I'm afraid to see
Through his eyes of stone
Pulling the veil off my morning mirror
Slowly the recognition basks inside of me
'Cause it's hard to resist when the cradle cries

Apathy is my only possible defense
No emotions to be judged
I just can't handle them
My head leads the dance of the numbers
I can't possibly not deny myself
But at least I'm still alive

He knows he's being tucked in
But each tap on his head I'm afraid to hurt him

More than ever, I can see
Through his watery eyes
Wiping the dew off my morning mirror
Slowly the recognition basks inside of me
'Cause it's hard to resist when the cradle cries

7. Lethe's Bowl

Where so-called immorality meets its counterpart
the whole just seems to burst
Nothing I stand for fits in the framework
of common accepted values for life
Distorted preferences legalized by the smell of money
Does it mean that much to you
Are you willing or just naive

Just stop pushing me over the edge
It seems the truth in your soul cage
But I refuse to drink of Lethe's Bowl
Feel my eyes whisper
The words take a warm bath in
Akasha Chronicles
Show me breadth of mind

Can't you see, the coins of goals and
means are turned before your eyes
Or do you prefer the safety of silence
Just walk the easy way and nothing ever changes
It leads to an adjusted moral based on figurative goals
Your shortsightedness twists my heart
If you want to hear what is only to be seen you'll
never understand

Show me breadth of mind
It's the inner rhythm I live for
Superficiality fails to
hide the emptiness beneath the surface

Just stop pushing me over the edge
It seems the truth in your soul cage
But I refuse to drink of Lethe's Bowl
Feel my eyes whisper
The words take a warm bath in
Akasha Chronicles
Show me breadth of mind

Make my day and surprise me
lift yourself and the world with you
But I look in your eyes and that's all I see
Why won't you show your will
Is this really what you believe
have you thought about this
Or was the job boarded out

Common conscience polluted
Are you so hopelessly infected
Common conscience polluted
Are you so hopelessly infected

8. Divided

Focus, second to none
Mirrored imperative
One for me, one for society
One for life, one for fear
Pressure embodied, will against pain
The core of my internal discord
I long to, I will
But can we allow me to choose

My cross will be my power
Faith accept no fear in me
Divided at the crossroad
I regain my unity
Divided, Divided

Time will only pass you when it has to chase your
thoughts and wishes

Got to be, better than me
Get a grip on your will
Spontaneity regulated
Normative overload
No time to live, discipline
Caught in a futuristic vacuum
Sceptic against faith, count the days
My choice is there where my roots will lead me

My cross will be my power
Faith accept no fear in me
Divided at the crossroad
I regain my unity
Divided, Divided







LEMUR VOICE LYRICS