LEPROUS LYRICS

1. Running Low

Get back up on your throne
Left you there all alone
I've been running, I've been running low
Take back all your glory
The never ending story
I've been running, I've been running low
Time to make amends
Make sure that it ends
I've been laying, I've been laying low
Settle your direction
Narrow your selection
I've been running, I've been running low

Come back, come back to celebrate
Get back, get back the revelations
Sit back, sit back
Sit back

Hard to look ahead
Remember when you've fled
I've been running, I've been running low
The last step to make peace
Feeling the release
I've been running, I've been running low
I see where you belong
And you can do no wrong
I've been laying, I've been laying low

Come back, come back to celebrate
Get back, get back the revelations
Sit back, sit back
Sit back, sit back

It's a miracle, miracle, miracle
Now it's livable, livable, livable
Miracle, miracle, miracle
Now it's livable, livable, livable
It's a miracle, miracle, miracle
Livable, livable, livable

I was never asked to stay
I wouldn't go away
I've been running, I've been running low
I'm living still with the shame
Didn't know who to blame
I've been running, I've been running low
And now it's all up to you
To figure out what is true
I've been laying, I've been laying low

Come back, come back to celebrate
Get back, get back the revelations
Sit back, sit back
Sit back, sit back

Miracle, miracle, miracle
Now it's livable, livable, livable
It's a miracle, miracle, miracle
Livable, livable, livable
Miracle, miracle, miracle
Now it's livable, livable, livable
Oh, miracle, miracle, miracle
Now it's livable, livable, livable

2. Out of Here

Never thought I'd go this far
Being tied up by this old chain
Have you ever seen a star
Trapped inside its old remains
Can't accept that I am lost
In what seems to be the new reality
Every bridge that I have crossed
Reminds me of the time I was free
Can't relate to this at all
Where can I go to find my inner spirit back

I find it hard to fly
I find it hard to fly
Almost out of sight
I've hardly heard enough

And I can never be alone
I feel I've needed saving all my life
Can't resist to bring you hope
It's the only way to leave my head behind

Lifelong flight
(Out of here, out of here, everywhere)
Far beyond the red light
(Light, light)
Lifelong flight
(Out of here, out of here, everywhere)
Last night
Was the start of something new

Forgetting how to breathe
Haven't left this chamber for three years
Built my life beneath
Layers of dried up tears

Falling in and out of sleep
Surrounding myself with despair
My joy is buried deep
I'm becoming frighteningly aware
I can never be alone
I feel I've needed saving all my life
Can't resist to bring you hope
It's the only way to leave my head behind

Lifelong flight
(Out of here, out of here, everywhere)
Far beyond
(Red light)
Lifelong flight
(Out of here, out of here, everywhere)
Last night
(Final chapter)
Lifelong flight
(Out of here, out of here, everywhere)
Last night
Was the start of something new

3. Silhouette

Shadows casted
Everlasted
Same as before
Drawn by glory
Antique story
The internal war
Toxic fiction
Contradiction
Poisonous core

The silhouette
As strong as ever
A ghost of my own making
Strong as ever
Trapped inside, left to burn

Senses faded
Spirit jaded
Eyes out of focus
Caught in my fear
What I revere
Will be fulfilled
Dreadful topic
Catastrophic
Always predicted

4. All the Moments

Dripping still from seawater
Hoping for a longer break
(Hope, hope)
In my story I'm the author
How long have I been awake?
Seven years of unawareness
Holding on to infant energy

Holding on, holding on
Holding on, holding on
Holding on, holding on
Holding on, holding on
Holding on, holding on

All the moments are gone
Finding it alone
Trying to atone
All the moments are gone
Forever is a myth
The presence is the only thing that's real

I would gladly spend a lifetime
Chasing hopelessly the sublime
Reconstructing broken walls
Building me a solid fortress
Closing the familiar holes
Repainting the old portraits

5. Have You Ever?

Fly
Together forever
I
See it all now
Why
Respecter, rejector
Why

High
Above them, I show them
How (Will I)
Collect them, affect them
Lie
To protect them, forget them
The reason why
Respect them, reject them
Why
Collect them, affect them
I

Have you ever tried to make me blind
With stories that could make me lose my mind?
Would it ever help me leave behind
What I have lost, the line that I've crossed?
What I have lost

Together
Why
Together forever
Why
Protect them
Now
Protect them, select them
Fly
Neglect them, perfect them
How

How can I deny
This certain goodbye
I
Forget them, protect them
The reason why
Resent them, resent them
And haven't you cried
Reject them, respect them
The reason why

Have you ever tried to make me blind
With stories that could make me lose my mind?
Would it ever help me leave behind
What I have lost?
I have lost
Did you ever try to sing this song?
Did you ever try to belong?
Would it ever help me leave behind
What I have lost, the line that I've crossed
What I have lost
I lost

6. The Silent Revelation

It's over now
I look back at the confrontation
The silent revelation

Still can't reset
It's becoming an, becoming an addiction
Like I'm hung up on affliction

Even though it's gone
It feels the same
In the prison of my thoughts

I've been searching for it
I've been dreaming about it
I've been searching for it

I've been searching for it
I've been dreaming about this life, this life
I'm not ready for it
I'm still holding on to doubt, doubt

I've been searching for it
I've been dreaming about this life, this life
I'm not ready for it
I'm still holding on to doubt, doubt

Eventually alone
The beast is gone
But I'm trapped in his cage
Still absorbed by the rage

Nails are stuck
Stuck under my skin
Trying to remove them
Will just be causing more pain

Even though it's gone
It feels the same
In the prison of my thoughts

My mind is a prison
My thoughts are invisible
My thoughts, my thoughts

I've been searching for it
I've been dreaming about this life, this life
I'm not ready for it
I'm still holding on to doubt, doubt

I've been searching for it
I've been dreaming about this life, life
I'm not ready for it
I'm still holding on to doubt, doubt

7. The Shadow Side

Sitting on top
Pain on the rise again
Leaving the path
Jumping on the right train
Breaking away
From the dismay again
Letting it go
I didn't know it could be this way

And didn't we stop
Having this fight again
Time to rewind
Time to revive this pain
Trying to find
A simple life again
Letting it drone
When I'm running low

Letting go
Never know
Where I'll be
Derailed
When I leave
There's no way
I believe I will stay

I belong, I belong
To the shadow side
But it's wrong
It's wrong to give in
I still hope, I still hope
Where it never was before
I still hope, still hope
Hope
I belong, I belong
To the shadow side
But it's wrong
It's wrong to give in

Bringing it back
From the obscure again
Time to connect
To be secure again
Holding me up
So that I won't
Won't disappear again
Finally back
Reaching your goal again
Taking my time
Making me whole again
Saving your life
Saving my soul again
And when I stop
I will make sure that I'll stay

I was done for
I endured
In the end, that's all that matters
When I'm done
I'll be one
With myself

I belong, I belong
To the shadow side
But it's wrong, but it's wrong
To give in
I still love, I still love
Where it never was before
I still love, I still love
Again
I belong, I belong
To the shadow side
But it's wrong, but it's wrong
To give in
I still love, I still love
Where it never was before
I still love, I still love
Again

8. On Hold

I am back here once again
In the mist
In the mist without sight
I thought I fought my way back
Now I'm afraid
I'm afraid to lose hope
Will I ever be the man
In control
In control of his world?
Open wounds that will not heal
Pull me back
Pull me back inside

And I
I was always on the side
Of conformities and pride
Had no shelter from the rain
And I
I was always on the side
So I kept my little lie
To be safe from what may come

To be alone inside of my thoughts
A state that I tend to avoid
But if I can't get to them
I think no one can
Moving forward nonetheless
I'm afraid this is how I've become
How can I sort it out
When I don't even know what I'm looking for?
If I only knew that, at least
I could deal with it
I don't even have a plan
On how to move forward from here

Oh, my life
Is on hold
In this moment
There is nothing here but darkness
My life
Is on hold
It's on hold
Until I've figured out this maze

I hold my breath and count to ten
Maybe then
It will all go away
Distraction strategies may work
But only
Only for so long

9. Castaway Angels

Reaching out for oblivion
Hiding here for now
Dreaming still 'bout another hand
I can't look back any more

Never look back, never look back again
Never look back, never look back again
Never look back, never look back

And I wanna know
If there's an army waiting
And now I wanna know
Where we are
Where we are
And I know there's a chance
We'll be castaway angels
But I wanna know for sure

Sitting here, counting minutes still
(I) found my place in solitude
Help me face (this nothing less)?
For my (visual disguise)?

Never look back, never look back again
Never look back, ever look back again
Never look back, never look back
Never look back, never look back
Never look back, never look back again
Never look back, never look back again
Never look back, never look back (back)

And I wanna know
If there's an army waiting
And now I wanna know
Where we are
Where we are
And I know there's a chance
We'll be castaway angels
And I, I wanna know for sure

Oh oh oh oh oh ooooh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh ooooh ooooh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh ooooh oh
And I know there's a chance
We'll be castaway angels
And I, I wanna know for sure

10. Nighttime Disguise

I see no reason to wake up
It is a season to retract
Five hour daylight pass me by
Today I'm not gonna try
Falling in and out of sleep
This slope is getting way too steep

My body and my mind are
My body and my mind
Are synchronised
Are synchronised
Are synchronised
Synchronised
Paralysed
Paralysed

Nighttime disguise
My right, right
Nighttime disguise
Far beyond my sight

I always thought that I'd pull through
Now there is little left to do
It's more than I can comprehend
I promised I would make amends
Make alterations in my soul
Feels like a bottomless hole

Make alterations in my soul
Feels like a bottomless hole
I'm contradicting myself
Searching order shelf by shelf
By shelf

My body and my mind
My body and my mind
My body and my mind are
My body and my mind
Are synchronised
Are synchronised
Are synchronised
My body and my mind are
Synchronised
Synchronised
Synchronised

Nighttime disguise
Might arise
Nighttime disguise

When I'll be gone

Nighttime arise
A storm in disguise







LEPROUS LYRICS