LOVE LOST BUT NOT FORGOTTEN LYRICS

1. Intro

[Instrumental]

2. Typical Fashion

In typical fashion, you were confused.You were sorry when you
realized that you fucked up, but I expected that.In typical fashion,
everything dies and gets swept away.The people that we put high up on
pedestals crumble like statues. You'd be crazy if you ever thought they
wouldn't. You'd be a fucking dreamer.

3. Headless, Sleeping Soundly

Drag a chair across the floor.Scratch your name into the wood above
my door.You really gave it your all, buy you're finishedhere.You are
finished here! I say to myself.I color like a virus.It's so fucking
unhealthy. Wrapped up so cozy I could easily go unaware.When I open
up I spill over and over and over.My eyes burn like sores so I keep
them closed whenever I can.

4. Calm And Secure

I feel you tasting me, but I wear it with dignity.I feel you tasting
me up to my eyes.On my skin, I can smell the saliva of shitheads.It
stains yellow and smells like dog food.I need a place to puke.A way
to fall out of my skin.I just don't have enough skin.I need to fight
you back.I need to feel okay.I need someone to put me away.Jesus Christ,
I hope you swallow your tongue.I hope you swallow your tongue.

5. It Never Happened

I thought I would feel stronger with you wrapped in plastic and living
in the freezer.Where you're scentless, where you're tasteless, where
you're faceless like someone whose never been born.It's proven that
time will cure any disease (or it kills you).

6. Perfectly Fucked

When I sit perfectly fixed and perfectly still, my mind is still walking
and beating.Can it be perfectly fixed and perfectly still? I think I
have finally found my devil, I know him.He's walking and beating.I'm
not surprised at all.But at least now I know.At least now I know.I know
not to try very hard.Don't think I'm ever more than half serious.Even
when I'm passionate it's unimpressive.

7. What's Left Of "Shitlife"

I can't seem to stop breaking out my teeth, but I hear it can be therapeutic.
Clinging to threads in motion.Stepping out from under what I mean.Living in
dreams too lucid for comfort, my blood is slipping.My brother dying.I'm not
sure you can die from it, but I'm going fucking crazy sleeping on the floor.
Once it was a shotgun, then it was a knife.My dreams,my blood combing my brain.

8. Happy To Be Alive

There's a point, it's a step between falling and breaking and laying flat
broken in pieces.There's a note you can hold that sounds (but doesn't feel)
like you're happy to be alive.She holds in it like we hold it in until we're
too full to take in a breath.A translucent body that retracts when you reach
for it, pained at the touch and indifferent to love, lays asleep to us all,
awake to her sadness.Why does she seem so cruel? How can they be so cruel?
If I could only stay alive long enough to stop feeling this way.

9. Nobody's Watching Department 23

A dead glare.This very hard landscape.Everybody's sitting around in cold,
metal rooms, waiting for that phone call.You only know me when my head is
full of talk, but then minutes after I leave you, my head is surely gone.
She hears me bliking.Leave the machine alone, they're working overtime.
A brutal test patern.At the thought of a horrible cancer in my mind, she
sleeps.I wanna wash my brain.If it comes, don't call 911.The power lines
is falling.He had nothing left to say.No guests, please.No people, please.
Don't wanna go outside.I've got a feeling you don't wanna know a Carbon 14
brain test.She dyed my pants.I tried to tell her.I think she understood.
I feel like blood combing my brain.





LOVE LOST BUT NOT FORGOTTEN LYRICS