MASTORD LYRICS

1. Silence Screams

[Composer: K. Syvelä and M. Pihlaja. Lyrics: K. Syvelä]

[Part I Repentance]

She can't remember the last time
When she felt so safe and free
Now she's living her days just by
Lost without emotions
Isolated inside those concrete walls
That once was a home, but no more
Afraid for just another day
Wonder when the things went this way
She woke up early to that Sunday afternoon
Drifting in daydreams while waking
A breathtaking sight of a better life to live
She's already dreaming
And staring
Her passing dreams, silence screams
It's too late for repentance
All getting clear, fear disappear
Ready to cross the frontier
Take the time
To search out your mind
Try to find
Is there something that needs to be
Found
This way
You can not stay
It's time to move on
To where you have always belong

[Part II Faith]

This is not the end of us
I said to calm you down
It's all going to be perfect now
You've seen I've been in therapy
Got the drugs for anxiety
All coming together now
I saw your smile
When you hide
Your true intentions from me
Have a faith and trust in me,
I have been trying hard to see
Since I have fallen from my path
I've opened up my fist for good,
Building patience like I should
Believe me now
That this is not the end
I've seen it in your eyes
Your deceitful lies
There's no way I'll ever let you go!
Take the time
To search your mind
Try to find
Is there something buried under
The state of mind
You've been afraid for so long
It's time to face

2. The Dark Side Of Human Mind

[Composer: K. Syvelä and M. Pihlaja. Lyrics: K. Syvelä]

[Part I Under My Skin]

You, now you've gone for good
I don't know how you could
Cut my heart wide open
I, I just can't get a hold on
My emotions cold as a stone
Hate grows fast enough to flow over me
Paralyzed
In the maze of hate
Growing still
I need you here
I see all illusions dying
My kingdom came
I'm losing it all
I can still feel it
Your sweat in my skin
A bitter drop
Won't fall of
Tell me your plan, God
How is this going to end
Am I going to fall over again
Do you hear it breaking
And crushing my bones
Can you feel it under my skin
I still taste your wet on my lips
I need you as my own
Paralyzed
In the maze of hate
It's over now
I need you here
I see all illusions dying
My kingdom fell
I've lost it all
She's turned her back and moved on with her life
Won't waste a thought of what's behind
One child and a dog, and now she is a wife
All the things she ever wanted from life
And she's dreaming
Her dreams she's living
She's right there
Where we once were
She's found her way
Didn't go astray
Pieces fallen to place
With a life to embrace
She has decided that she won't take a step
And if one day he'll get in her way
She'll face the evil inside his head
She sure won't end up swept away!
Then that day came
Their paths crossed
A nightmare she thought
Was forever lost
Threatening and shout
Echoes from the past
She raised her hands
Not for pray
But for war
Conflict and violence
Her finger squeeze triggered
Trail of consequences far-reaching
She can't quite understand
Why she's there
Not with her man
Two bullets through his chest
And now he's dead

[Part II Oblivious Mind]

Hands tied
Sheets spotless white
Fading in and out
Like the pass of the day
Windows behind
The iron bars
Staring far away
The emptiness in her eyes
She's slowly gaining the strength
To wake up from that haunting
Feeling that's deep inside her soul
Can someone tell her how
She ended up in here
Where did her past disappear
Question that needs to be asked
What happened in her past
A history still unknown
How can we help her to recall
Hypnosis won't help em all
She's fallen out
From this surrounding world
She's lost her words
Chasing time
Hard to reach
Slowly slip away
Brings her down to her knees
Oblivious mind
Dying within
Life passing by
No laughs
No cries
Nothing
Psychotherapy
Estimating personality
Medical treatments
Have she lost her self?
Do you know who you are
And how did you get this far
Scenes from the memories
His fury on her before the end
Chasing time
Hard to reach
Slowly slip away
Brings her down to her knees
Oblivious mind
Dying within
Life passing by
No laughs
No cries
Nothing

3. Ocean Of Hate

[Composer: K. Syvelä and M. Pihlaja. Lyrics: K. Syvelä]

He's gone forever now
I have to carry on but I don't know how
How can I forgive my self for what I have done
I lost my self and now he's gone
Aching
Broken
Undertaking
Lost my self to the ocean of hate
Still I can hear your breath
When you're no longer here
The pain won't disappear
Figures of your face
Appears
Imagine and fear
No longer here
Believe in god somebody said
Say a prayer and you'll be saved
I can't see how that'll make me brave
And I don't know why
But I did weep on your grave
Should I have just taken it
When your fury made me
Shiver in pain and agony
Or should I have just listen
When they say
It's the fate you've been given
Or should I've just forgiven him
Still I can hear your breath
When you're no longer here
The pain won't disappear
Figures of your face
Appears
Imagine and fear
No longer here

4. Burden

[Composer: K. Syvelä and M. Pihlaja. Lyrics: K. Syvelä]

Everyday
You hear him weeping
In the pool of blood
That he's bleeding
Still today
You see his eyes
When you shut your own
This burden wear you down
This time
Free fall
Gap opens wide
Deep down inside
This time
The answers lies
Between the wounds of her soul
Live another day
To learn your own history
An open page
A landscape still undrawn today
Self-medicated
Psychotic depression
Fear for collateral damage
It's your fate
To crawl this path alone
When everything else is gone
This time
Free fall
Gap opens wide
Deep down inside
This time
The answers lies
Between the wounds of her soul
Stay another day
To learn your own history
An open page
A landscape still undrawn
Stay another day
To learn your history
It's an open page
Draw a road map from your mystery

4. Heritage

[Composer: K. Syvelä and M. Pihlaja. Lyrics: K. Syvelä]

Many years have past
She's finally found her stand
She's finally found her salvation
With the love and embrace
From the ones that wouldn't turn away
With the scars in her hands
Signs from the past
From the years of broken home
Thought she always knew
Who she were
Just couldn't get through
Still some days those memories
Like a scene from the past beyond
Reminds us we're still
Still healing
And we have to carry on
Shes turned the darkness into grey
And learned how to say a pray
And still today
Cry for forgiveness
The price she have to pay
Everyday
From grey to white
Like a brightest day
The story of her life
Her obsession to seek
Where else she might have been
Remain
Still some days all those memories
Like a scene from the past beyond
Reminds us we're still
Still healing
And we have to carry on
What will be my legacy
After I am gone
Who will decide for me
Where do I belong
Will it be my heritage
Traumatic tragedy
Will it define me and
What I leave behind
To kill a man
In cold blood
Whispers behind her back
"What kind is she"?
She was never alone
Fixated in pleasing him
Any way she can
How can they say that
They don't know
What happened when
Day's turn into black
Behind the closed doors
And many times before
She's made amends
To the ones she loved
She even tried to kill her self
He saved her life
And crush again
And again
What will be my legacy
Where do I belong
Will it be my heritage
Will it define me
You can choose to stay and take it all
Praise the lord and flow in free fall
You can make your own destiny and fate
Choose wise 'cause that will tell
Who we are







MASTORD LYRICS