MISS MAY I LYRICS

1. I.H.E.

This is a breath that I have to take
Feel my lungs ignite, letting you know who I really am
& what’s on my mind

Never did I think it would come to this
Building in my head, I'm sick & tired of being pushed around
But right fucking now
I hate everything
I hate everyone

My thoughts are fading in
& the weight is pushing me down
Deeper in my grave
But I cannot escape if I'm already underground
Beneath the agony

In a wake I try to breathe, drowning in my dreams
The more I take of your shit, the more I sink

It’s all a ruthless puzzle, missing one last piece
Boiling up lividity as I finally break

I’m sick of it all burying me
Take the weight & let it out
Dying inside to find my life
I suffocate & burn alive

I hate everything
I hate everyone
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My thoughts are fading in
& the weight is pushing me down deeper in my grave
But I cannot escape if I'm already underground
Beneath the agony
I hate everything

2. Trust My Heart (Never Hope To Die)

I always trust my heart and never hope to die
Trust my heart and never hope to die

Followed an empty road
Without any direction of where I should go
All I can say is that I’ve made it too far to wish for the end

I’ve come too far just to let this go
No plan in my head, my heart is all I know
One day at a time until I find my pace
My dreams will never die, they are all I see

No turning back, even when it’s the only direction
There’s a lion’s will inside of me beating harder, inspiring
When the flatline comes, I have to be the one who will carry
Myself though the trials of life, finding no surrender in sight

There’s no surrender in sight
No surrender in sight
No surrender

I will trust my heart and I will never hope to die

I’ve come too far just to let this go
No plan in my head, my heart is all I know
One day at a time until I find my pace
My dreams will never die, they are all I see

They are all I see
My dreams will never die
They are all I see
They are all I see
There’s no surrender in sight
There's no surrender

3. Psychopathic Romantic

I’m a two faced wreck, and you’re the only one to carry on this curse of myself
And manage to look me in the eyes
When I lie, when I tear out the heart I fought to take
You’ve bled out so many times in the crossfire of my mind
I try, then I lose control
You’re all I have to bring me back to life when I let go of all I am
You set me free when my mind strangles me

You overpower the voices in my head
You’re deafening my demons
I hear your whispers, that’s all that I need

Raised as a broken piece of shit, lost in the world
You discovered me
You handled my insanity

I’m not worthy of such beauty
I’m not worthy of a love like this

There’s constantly a struggle in myself
Judgment will forever deceive me
How does someone exist like yourself?
How can anyone take on who I am?
A two faced curse of insanity, a psychotic romantic

Bring me back to life when I let go of all I am
You set me free when my mind strangles me
You overpower the voices in my head
You’re deafening my demons
I hear your whispers, that’s all I need

I’m not worthy of such beauty
I’m not worthy of a love like this
I’m not worthy
I’m not worthy

4. Deathless

I fucking gave everything, put myself in a place I shouldn’t be
Took a chance trying to acquire something I cannot see
Stranded myself at a point I can’t escape
Bring me back now to the surface so I can feel at ease

Exhausted from all my attempts
Of being more and always seen as less
Write me off this list of disasters, I am over being mortified
Let me reach the summit to look down at my wasted life
All I desire is a hint of serenity
After all the passion you have taken from me

You think you can take all that I’ve made?
Remember it’s another part of me
I will save another day to follow the dreams that will set me free

You never looked back at my sacrifice
You never felt everything I lost
I fucking gave everything, emptied out all of myself

Everything, threw away the heart I had
Everything, my failures filling up my lungs
Everything, I’m drowning on my way down

Denial in giving up on all I had after losing your trust
I had faith when this started. You destroyed all of my hope
Through these trials I rise and I’ll take back what is mine
You think you can take all that I’ve made?

You think you can take all that I’ve made?
Remember it’s another part of me
I will save another day to follow the dreams that will set me free
To follow the dreams that will set me free

5. Bastards Left Behind

We’re your bastards left behind
We’re your bastards left behind

We’re your bastards left behind
Thrown away beneath the darkest sky
We’re the fallen, born to rise
A part of you left alone to die

Dealt to you in a winning hand of fortune
We’re cast out filth in your own distortion
A ghost to you, but alive to anyone
(All of this cannot be undone)
Don’t tell me you’ve done this right
You are nothing but a waste of life

We’re your bastards left behind
Thrown away beneath the darkest sky
We’re the fallen, born to rise
A part of you left alone to die

We are the dust on the dashboard
We are the guilt you refuse to speak
We are the faces that pass you by
We are all the ones you left behind
Forgotten
Forgotten

Take these days we’ve lived
Burn them into your arms
Feel the past you missed
Let it haunt your scars
Remember where we came from, how it looked that day
Now that we’re in decent, make these memories start to fade

We’re your bastards left behind
Thrown away beneath the darkest sky
We’re the fallen, born to rise
A part of you left alone to die

6. Arise

I will arise!
Rise! Rise! Rise!
I will arise!

Show me who you really are.
Show me that you’re not someone
who would cast out their young
and leave them behind
And I’ll try, I’ll try to be reasoning.
I’ll try to forget you abandoned me
On the shallow shores I’m tied to the ocean floor
for the current to take me away.

You want to say you’re wrong and now it’s just too late.
You tried to leave me behind, stranded in the tide.
You want to say you’re wrong and now it’s just too late.
You can’t call me your own I won’t be disowned.

I must arise, pulling myself through the tide.

I will arise!

You thought you left me there to die,
but I made it through the tide.
Rise! Rise! Rise!
Made it through the tide.
Rise! Rise! Rise!

I’m not drowning, you’re just broken.
I can mend you and forgive this moment.

You want to say you’re wrong and now it’s just too late.
You tried to leave me behind, stranded in the tide.
You want to say you’re wrong and now it’s just too late.
You can’t call me your own, you wanted me gone.

I will carry myself alone again,
from where you left me to sink or swim.
There’s no making this right.
What’s done is done.
You want to say you’re wrong.
How could you call me your son?
I saw the waves trying to pull me in.
I broke the tide.
I will arise!
Rise! Rise! Rise!
I will arise!
Rise! Rise! Rise!
I will arise!

7. Turn Back The Time

Turn back the time!

Turn back the time
Let me try this again
Watch me crawl out of the hell I’m in.

I’m not the man that I thought I’d be
My mind has not become my reality.

Side swiped in all directions by everything I try
The mangled wreck inside me is all that’s left behind.

In another world, in another time,
I will take back what is mine.
Rewind all I’ve done, rewind my mistakes
away from everything I’ve come to be.

Through the suffering, I take another chance
Reliving everything I’ve done inside my head
Until I reclaim who I am.

Turn back the time
Let me try this again
Watch me crawl out of the hell I’m in.

I can make it out, I can make it out.

Let me out of this hell I’m in
Let me out of this hell I’m in
Just let me out of this hell I’m in
Just let me out of this hell I’m in.

I’m reliving everything I’ve done inside my head
I’m reliving everything I’ve done inside my head
I’m reliving everything I’ve done.

Through the suffering, I take another chance.
Reliving everything I’ve done inside my head
until I reclaim who I am.

Turn back the time!
Turn back the time!
Turn back the time!
Turn back the time!
Turn back the time!
Yeah!

8. Empty Promises

Hopelessly lost in our hell, we fight for our bottomless grave
Disgraced by you, we are left in these darker days.

Oh, we can never deliver what we set to pursue
Captive to our own fate entombed in ourselves.

There’s no more distance to reach
Horizons are dead in our dreams
You’ve blocked out the light, blinded our aspirations.

With empty promises, the trust I hold tight fades to memories
You always let me down
You said that you knew the way, always let me down
Always let me down.

We held onto what we knew, corrupted in all we believed.
You drew us into your own design, leaving us with nothing left
but nightmares alone in the dark, strangled to what was desired.

With empty promises, the trust I hold tight fades to memories.
You always let me down
You said that you knew the way, always let me down
Always let me down.

I followed the steps you have given me, leading me to nowhere with nothing
A player in your game of misfortune, a pawn to your throne
You always let me down.

With empty promises, the trust I hold tight fades to memories.
You always let me down
You said that you knew the way, always let me down
You always let me down.

9. The Artificial

Who are you to think you can imitate foolishness
for the world when you’re handed the crown,
dishing out lies to an open crowd.
With every word you speak, they follow with altered conception,
pursuing you as a power of some sort
from within you have no direction.

Masses choke on the scripts you have been force feeding them.
When there’s nothing left to lay them to rest, they’re driven to the end.

The artificial backed by an army of apathy, basking in glory.
Stories they’re forcing down the throats of those who believe,
with lies they’re preaching.

You have no face in my eyes, no true light to show anyone
I hope they see what I see, just a dark and empty fake.
Dark and empty fake,
Dark and empty fake.

Constructing empires of lies that will crumble in time
Fate will come to bury you whole once you lose control.

The artificial backed by an army of apathy, basking in glory.
Stories they’re forcing down the throats of those who believe,
with lies they’re preaching.

When they find the key that will unlock your identity,
no one will follow or live in your shadow now.

I hope they see what I see, just a dark and empty fake

10. Born From Nothing

To who I was, to who I was,
I’m not running from the past,
I’m running from what I am afraid I’ll become.
A life born from nothing with no one here to guide me
Thrown to the wolves, drained from what I could be.

This will no longer be my demise,
I’ve left that life, now I feel alive.

I have to keep running and running from where I came from,
Yesterday keeps burning and burning me down to who I was.

I stand alone, I stand on my own
and filled with the passion to conquer and be
Buried by you and forgotten by them.
I escaped torn up, I escaped your love.
No more dishonor, no more failure.

I have to keep running and running from where I came from.
Yesterday keeps burning and burning me down to who I was.
To who I was...

To who I was, this will no longer be my demise.
I’ve left that life now I feel alive.

I have to keep running and running from where I came from,
Yesterday keeps burning and burning me down to who I was.







MISS MAY I LYRICS