MOONLIGHT AWAKENING LYRICS

1. Freezing

[Vlastyn]

I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming of her
I'm drifting, I feel how she hurts
I'm powerless...

2. Skye

[Vlastyn]

I look to the clouds
but I can't see all that there is
do you know if I'm allowed
to be granted a single wish

I wanna take to the sky, I wanna see it in your eyes
I wanna do the impossible
without wings i wanna fly
I wanna live in your dreams, I dont care how it seems
forget the world we know
for its in you that I believe

I wanna be here till its over

I look to the world
and i'm afraid of all there is
do you know what's happened here?
an emptiness of broken bliss

I wanna take to the sky, I wanna see it in your eyes
I wanna do the impossible
without wings I wanna fly
I wanna live in your dreams, I dont care how it seems
forget the world we know
for its in you that I believe

I wanna reach to the sky
I wanna feel it in your eyes
instead of going under in the world beneath our cries
I wanna live in this dream
i dont care how it seems
instead of going under in the world beneath our screams

I wanna die till its over

3. Turn Around

[Vlastyn]

I don't think you understand, and I don't think you can
We're running around in circles and I'm forgetting all I am
This is not what I wanted to be, can't you see?
It's just not who I am, what I want, what I'll ever be...

And you just held me in your arms
But did you hold me in your heart?
Perhaps you felt you did that day
But we delude ourselves this way.

I feel your hands cold like death, so end it now...
We're running around in circles and I'm afraid there's nothing left
"Is this your fate?", you say, freezing under the sun...
Just like you, I fear, this nightmare I've become.

And you just held me in your arms
But did you hold me in your heart?
Perhaps you felt you did that day
But we delude ourselves this way.

And as I quickly come undone
There's just nowhere left to run
And now I'm slowing drowning here
In a rain of your fake tears.

4. Left Behind

[Emma Kiernan]

This world is full of
truth covered lies
are you a dream come true?
or a nightmare in disguise?

If I knew my life
would be over in a night
would I be saying something real?
would I be brave enough to feel?

A sun is never late for a rise
and history fools, its never kind
but will a craving child
wake before they die?

How come in order to live,
something has to die?
why does the threat of death
make me feel alive?

I'm leaving for a heaven
that I have never seen,
I hope its like they say
I hope its like my dreams.

5. Spring Rain

[Vlastyn]

Words I've felt, things I've known
All the while nothing has grown
And you have touched, you have sworn
To all the things now all forlorn

Do I dare, will I try
Will I break you from this lie?
Like innocence upon a stage
Run right out, left us enraged

I wonder why his suicide
Killed so many, made them lie
For their right to persist
In their speech of unfelt bliss

Thing I've seen, things I've killed
All the tears, the clear blood spilled
I question you, question me
But my own truth you do not need

Will I die, will I die?
Oh god please, please tell me why
Tell me now, tell me now
And all about the world somehow

I'll take a breath in the stars
And let you know just how far
How I wish to know so soon
How I wish this might be true

6. Fallen Away

[Vlastyn]

Desolation can't explain
Yearning for death you can't refrain
So bow your head and turn away
And face the night some other day

Endless nights so dark and bright
Shatter your long forgotten sight
So stand beside or face your fears
And turn to god and disappear

A long frustration can't explain
Necessities to love his name
One hundred years to crucify
One thousand years to satisfy

As you die you'll long to live
And plead with death to forgive
Bring you back to where you're from
Let your sentence be undone

In weakness, frozen in your fears
In heaven, dying all these years
In sadness, drowning in your tears
Forever, your cries no one shall hear

Fall, awaiting in the fields afar
Away, deeper into the fields below

7. Enshadow

[Vlastyn]

Take to the ends of humanity wishing for reprieve
Take from me your atrocity, turn around and leave
For the world is wrong I found out
For the hope that's lost I wound up

In shadows of spirit, cause my life is gone
I don't need your healing, cause everything is wrong

Pray and tell your cause, I'm fighting your frustration
You know it's your own loss, I hope for desolation
For the world is wrong, I found out
Now that I don't care I've wound up

In shadows of spirit, cause my life is gone
I don't need your healing, cause everything is wrong

The border's crossed and I am done
You must take everything, you've won
I'm just another face like yours
So take my soul and make me pure
I'm mindless just like all the rest
Forsaken everything, I'm blessed
I must repent for it's your will
I'm one of you now that I'm killed

...... It lifts me from the edge,
You've stolen me again, and made me

Enshadowed by spirit, cause my life is wrong
I'm taken by your healing and everything is gone

8. One Day

[Vlastyn]

It is rare that I see truth within myself.
My sprit is broken and torn apart
I'm giving up hope, giving up all I've cared about
I'm so discouraged, so down
and I'm feeling so sick,
Like I've used up all my chances.

...I'd sleep but the cold awakens me.
(The coldness that makes me feel alive)

It's just that one day I hope to be something else
Someone besides myself
If only one day I could be someone else
For just one day
I might not feel so alone.

9. Pure

[Vlastyn]

"I kill myself
I kill for god
Waiting, leaving,
I can't see your light
I can't feel you..."

You see we've come to the end
And I can't pretend we'll return anymore
Do you see now where we've gone
Can you understand can you feel it strong?
I don't know where the answer lies
We live by fear and die in denial
Is this the final chance you have?
Will you take it now, will make it last?

"Just rape my mind
Make me believe it all
I can't help your dead hands
I am agonised by fear
Punish me, scorn me
Throw me into hell, I belong there
and I won't die for you
I can't die for you
I'm already fucked, I'm already dead
by the sins I've forsaken"

You burned in the fire of their heart's content
and followed everywhere they went
You won't believe this is your fate
Until the day you fall from grace
(You'll fall from grace...)

"Insert the cross
into my bloody cunt
I'm a slut for you
and only for you
Sodomized, victimised
I can't be chastitised
So fuck me, love me,
do me all over again
Yeah take me to heaven,
Take it like you never have
And make me pure again."

10. Innocent

[Vlastyn]

Is it too late to remember those innocent days?
You harbour resentment, I know
You remember only the things I've taken away
I'm silenced by grief and crying below this haze...

I've been so selfish, been such a fool,
I always knew I'd never really get inside of you

Is it too late to hope now everything's changed?
We've traded places yet it's never the same
They sought the illusion that I shed
To become the one thing that they dread

They're all discouraged catastrophes
and I'll never grant them any of my sympathy

If only we learned to forget...
Instead we're taught to regret...

It was always my thought if we learned to forget we'd be innocent again
The way we must think, the way we must choose, the way we must always pretend
It was always my thought if we learned to forget we'd be innocent again
Because who can argue what's right or wrong when it all comes down to the
end?

If only we'd learned to forget...
We'd never know such regret...

11. I Confess

[Vlastyn]

I confess I'm nothing you thought I'd be
but you already knew
It's only some days that I forget myself
and but fewer that I care

I'm nothing that I wanted to be
I've said nothing that I wanted to say
And it's only now that I confess
I'll never find my own way

You looked so solemn as I laughed at
everything you said
You thought that I actually cared
when I really wanted you dead

I'm nothing that I wanted to be
I've said nothing that I wanted to say
And it's only now that I resent myself
cause I'll never find my own way

And it's the way I'm always going to be
because I've lost concern for myself
And it's the way I'm always going to be
because I've lost control of myself







MOONLIGHT AWAKENING LYRICS