MORTIFIX LYRICS

1. Depths Of Chaos (Intro)

[Music and lyric: John Sykes Johnson]

Wake up
The gunfire is in your front yard
Hate is the only power
There is nothing you can do
The cries of an abandoned child
Is a low priority with your next fix
There is nothing left to give
Your angel of mercy
Will not relieve the bitter pain
Of this collapsing society
There is nowhere left to turn
Our father who is now your uncle
He wants to tell you what to do
Individuality has been assimilated
There is no one left to trust
Suicide is no longer an out
You must learn to read and buy a gun
This is your last chance
No one is keeping score now
The people have become a riot

2. Welcome To The End

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, K. Avant, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Welcome to the end

Denied
Welcome to the end of existence
Yes
That's what I see
For years I've lived courageous to end so tragically
I've lived
I loved
To live or to die is my right
They care, who cares
Who let them decide to?

Deny
The right
To live in peace

Surround and medicate me
To help prolong my years
Live a shell of former self
My atrophy is near
Decided
My future
Who are you some God?
Who gave you such power?
Who let you decide to?

Deny
The right
To live in peace

Oh, how I would wish
That you could live
The remainder of your life like this
Brittle and old
Left in the cold
Elderly but you're treated like some kid
With everything said
I wish I were dead
Than to go on living
Like this

[Solo: S. Simpson]

Deny
The right
To live in peace

Welcome to the end!

3. Fallen

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, K. Avant, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Thoughts frozen
Will possessed
Depression reigns
Individuality but to what ends
Screaming uphold your rights
Hypocrisy
Control you if they can just slavery

Murder the cover up
Federal pain
Mind numbed and broken down
For their gain
Preaching to the world
How insane
Assassins sent for him
But first they say

Chorus
You have fallen out of life
Now is your time
So sorry
That you have to die
Guest this is goodbye

Assassins screaming
Pain they've seen
Didn't know that this
Was foreseen
Victim turns his death
On their prey
No lives, no more to say

Life

[Solo: S. Simpson]

I have fallen back to life
Now's not my time
So sorry that they had to die
Guest this is goodbye

4. Eternal Pain

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, T. Taylor, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Pushed back and forth
Pushed all around
Built up your confidence
Just tore it down
No true emotions
Only hatred allowed
Mind twisted numb with pain
Dreams fray my sanity control reality
Chained in the dark room again
Words being spoken yet no one will hear
Swollen eyes blind with tears

No more
Baseball or tinker toys
Submit to me or I'll destroy
Your feeble life I gave to you
Your debt to me is over due
With these words my mind so disarrayed
Subjected to eternal pain

Do they love?
Or do they hate?
My life living painfully was not my mistake
What did I do to be punished this way?
Beaten and bruised happened every day
Now try to live turn this cruel pain around
It seems that my happiness will never be found
Never I'll forgive this injustice you've done
Except from the end of my gun

No more cowboys
Or Robin Hood
Your parents' job misunderstood
Your feeble life I gave to you
Your debt to me is over due
With these words my mind so disarrayed
Subjected to eternal pain

Touch me once again
And I will split your fucking skull
Tortured me for thirteen years
I've got to break your bones
Never thought I'd be praying to die
Can you tell me the answers please tell me why?

Uncontrolled
Malicious, fowl such cruel intent
Twisted minds
A psyche truly warped and bent
I bleed, I need to be freed from this sorrow
Can I escape this horror?

[Solo: S. Simpson]

Eternal pain reigns

5. Afterlife

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, K. Avant, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Times up
The sands of time have ceased
Season for eternal sleep
Prematurely ended has my life
What a horrid way to die

Could this be the end?
Is this where all souls rest?
Pain it now subsides
In afterlife

The edge my life it seemed to stay
At last I feel
But I feel the other way
Plunged into the darkest void
Now I rest
Is this my final reward?

Just a child when I found the gun
One more statistic
So rest one more son

Afterlife
Is this real?
What senses left have I to feel?
Now it seems
Time has come
My life was good when said and done
I ascend to the light
It takes my soul to destiny

[Solo: S. Simpson]

Could this be the end?
Is this where all souls rest?
Pain it now subsides
In afterlife

6. Suffering

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, K. Avant, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Old cliché again
It seems like
It's some kind of dark friend
Let's begin
With the way that you misused my trust
You deceived
I can't believe I was just so naïve
Cannot heal
Because you make me feel I'm

Insignificant again
I'm suffering within
I contemplate the end
I'm suffering

Because of you
I can no longer believe in myself
Or life
Or sense of my happiness
I regress
Into a cold callous consciousness
Cannot hide
These emotions just won't subside

Insignificant again
I'm suffering within
As I contemplate the end
I'm suffering
I can't feel life

[Solo: R. Sterling]

No love
No life
An empty shell filled with apathy
Can't you see?
That trust only leads to your misery
I'll hate
You forever for what you have done
Because
I'll always feel

Insignificant again
I'm suffering within
As I contemplate the end
I'm suffering within

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

7. Now I Hate

[Music: R. Sterling, S. Simpson, T. Taylor, lyric: S. Hollingsworth]

Go
Brutalized in an early time
Harbored hate
All was mine
Spreading like some dark disease
In my mind killing with such ease
Never knew I could hate
Psychosomatic all too late
Parents inbreed beating frenzy
Serial killer their deaths I envied

Now I hate
Tormented soul
Now I hate
Your life I stole
Feeling like I lived two lives
One I'm normal
Two they die
Doesn't seem it's really me
Looking back it's a twisted dream
Wonder why I like to kill?
Could it be I'm mentally ill?
Killed my parents
They almost killed me
Twisted, diluted
Dark prodigy

Now I hate
Tormented soul
Now I hate
Your life I stole
Hate

I can't stop
This killing machine
Blind to hate I've seen

[Solo: S. Simpson]

Now I hate
Tormented soul
Now I hate
Your life I stole
Hate







MORTIFIX LYRICS