MY OWN WILL LYRICS

1. The End

I am the end
I am death
I have had enough of living in your shadow, bitch.

Frigid waters chill my bones
My hand's around your throat.

I am the end

You can get fucked

I am the end

You can get fucked

2. Hopeless

I'm fed up with all the lies you speak,
And every dirty little jab you ever threw at me.
Unsettled
He's her twisted little puppet
Caught in a black widow's web of nothing.

The rats they feed and in the depths I can hear their screams.
Vanity and arrogance have ruined everything.
Why do I?
I swear why do I even try?
Hopeless.

I'm hopeless
Yeah, I'm fucked up. I know this.
I'm dying inside, I'm so glad that you noticed.
I'm fucked up.
And I know I don't show it,
But that is the life you lead when you are hopeless.

You're fucking worthless.

The filth you you speak, while my mouth's shut.
Your life's a disease, you worthless cunt.
I tried my best, it just wasn't enough.
Tonight will ring one final gunshot.

I will regret everything I've said.
Vague memories, there's nothing fucking left.

Nothing fucking left.

I just want back all the wasted time that you and your harlot drained from my life.

I just want back
All the wasted time
That you and your harlot
Drained from my life

Unsettled
He's here twisted, little puppet
Caught in a black widow's web of nothing

I will regret everything I've said.
Vague memories, that's all left in the past.

The rats they feed, and in my head I can hear their screams.
Vanity and arrogance have ruined everything.
Why do I?
I swear why do I even try?
Hopeless.

I'm hopeless
Yeah, I'm fucked up. I know this.
I'm dying inside, I'm so glad that you noticed.
I'm fucked up.
And I know I don't show it,
But that is your life when you know you hopeless.

I'm fucked up.
I'm hopeless.
You're worthless.

3. Ifrit

I wanna watch you suffer.

I want to watch you suffer,
As the blood moon blankets the earth.
This night is everlasting.
This body, forever mine.

I can feel the embers
Engulfing everything I am
This deal just wasn't worth it.
I swear I don't deserve this.

Ifrit.

Bloodlust takes control,
And I can't stop the darkness from griping at my soul.
Eternal hellfire takes its toll
And my body kills on its own.

My body kills on its own.

I want to watch you suffer,
As the blood moon blankets the earth.
This night is everlasting.
This body, forever mine.

I wait for your expression,
When the hope has left your eyes.
Your planet will lay empty,
All bodies, free of life.

All hell breaks loose,
He has absolutely nothing but
I have everything to lose,
And everything I am.

Shut your mouth, you mortal scum.
Now witness the deaths of everyone you've ever loved.

Ifrit,
Cleanse the Earth.
Ifrit.
Do your worst.

Bloodlust has full control,
and the darkness has swallowed me whole.
I'm sorry, for I have failed you all.
This is the end for us all.

I want to watch you suffer,
As the blood moon blankets the earth.
This night is everlasting.
This body, forever mine.

I can see your expression,
All the hope has left your eyes.
Your planet laying empty,
Dead bodies, except for mine.

4. Disgust

3, 2, 1, get the fuck up

I won't be a victim,
I won't fall to a broken system.
You can't control me.

Your betrayal disgusts me.
You turned your back on me like it was nothing.
Misguided moral compass,
You're so quick at passing judgment.

Get fucked: you are a waste of life.
I'm tired of you crawling in my fucking mind.
I tried to protect your feelings,
But you gave my hatred a whole new meaning.

By, by the wayside
I will watch your life
Flee from your eyes.
Hypocrite.
You fake piece of shit.
I disregard all of the lies
You will spit.
The lies you will spit

I won't be your victim.
I won't fall to your broken system.
You can't control me.
So go pray to your deity.
You're god won't save you now,
A false king with a hollow crown.
I'll wanna watch your kingdom burn.
You will live, if just to learn.

I kept it all inside
Trying to get by
While slowly losing my mind
Psychotic
Neurotic at best.
I feel lower than the rest.

This hatred in my chest,
Makes me feel lower than the rest.

I'm no one's second best,
And now I'll leave you in the past...fuck!

Living with this pain is the only thing I've ever known
Now that you have cut me off, the life I live is bearable.
I am letting go.

I won't be your victim.
I won't fall to your broken system.
You can't control me.
So go pray to your deity.
You're god won't save you now,
A false king with a hollow crown.
I'll wanna watch your kingdom burn.
You will live, if just to fucking learn.







MY OWN WILL LYRICS