MY SHAMEFUL LYRICS

1. Allconsuming

Still growing from me
The tree of the dead
I kneel before you
Under these leaves
I lay me down
Crush me now
Take me from this day
Under these leaves

Slow gnawing
Consume me
Still growing
From inside (of) me
The day is coming
Slow but sure
I lay me down here
And wait forevermore

Forevermore
Forevermore

Time all I have
It comes for me
This thing still growing
Inside (of) me

My own flesh
My own flesh
Eat me away

Take me from this day
Crush me now
Take me from this day
Burn away with me

I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
With fire and fury

I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself
I cleanse myself

With fire...

2. Deity Of Retribution

(Disrespect to us
Disrespect to you and to me)

Can you see what you've done
What's become of us
Can you see me coming for you
Feel me behind you, now?

And I will have my revenge
To see you get what was coming (for you)
And I will (have) see you crawling... (crawling now)
Before all this is through... (all this is through)

I call the furies onto you
And you will pay for what you've done

And I will have my revenge
To see you get what was coming (for you)
And I will (have) see you crawling... (crawling)
Before all this is through... (all this is through)

I am the god of vengeance
I am the god of vengeance
I am the god of vengeance
I am the god of fury

I am the god...

3. This Hate

You do not deserve me
Punishment too cruel to be
This is all I have to give
I bring the hate to be
There is so much more to this
All the things hidden from me
Sick to root a tree will fall
Take it down for better dawn

So cold, so distant
Never there, all the hate
Piles up, flows over
From me

I confess all my sin(s)

I know it's all my fault
It's all my fault
All the pain, (all) the hate
I brought here
I know it's all my fault
It's all my fault
Too late too take it all back again
(again)

[?]

I wept not for you
Nor for any of us
I wept from the power of hate
I confess it's still in me
Drain me from all the blood
Let the acid flow again
Can you feel me closing in
Welcome me and my hate

4. Of Haunting

Been hiding here so long
I fear they know me
They know where to come
To come for me
I wait right here
I wait...

Now, the gates open
See the darkness rip right through me
Before my eye I come apart
Torn apart by my own ghosts inside
Ghosts inside...

Yesterday is here again

Now, the gates open
Past flows out of me
Like a river of filth and blood
I try to keep myself from drowning

There's nothing left but these hands of mine

Haunt me forever
The ghost of myself
There's nowhere to run now
I've nothing to hold me here

Now they are back
They are here
Now, the ghosts of myself
Now, they are here
Now, the ghosts of myself
Fear has become me
I, afraid of my own hands

[?]

5. Kill The Emptiness

No longer do I know who is me
Lost the idea of myself
Somewhere along the road
All that's been, all that's passed, all that's lost
Broken into pieces inside of me

Into emptiness I call
To hear what nothing sounds like
Into emptiness I call
To touch forever
Into emptiness I call
Just to feel the dark look back at me
Into emptiness I call
This is where I lost myself

Lost myself forever
Piecing all together I try
I try to find me again

Had to lose all I had
To come to this
To understand this is nothing
Nothing...
Nothing means anything to me
Let it all go, let it all go now
Kill the emptiness in me

Kill the emptiness in me
To bring this to an end
Kill the emptiness in me

6. Unrepentant

Silence falls on this house of suffering
Shadows past, now where to stay
Did you know I'm afraid
The darkness has fallen

There's nothing out there
There's nothing out there

I will stand on my own
Hold my head up high 'til I'm gone
You will never see kneel down
In this rain I will walk 'til the end comes

See how the rain now falls
Upon this house of pain
The rain falls now heavy
I saw the sun go down
Down...
Down...

There's nothing out there
There's nothing out there

Nothing...

There's nothing out there

See the dark shine through me
I am here now
Never to leave
This house of pain
Took me in from the rain

7. Self-Abuse

Sick of this yearning for rain
There must be something more than this
What is wrong with me, what is wrong in me
Why seek to be hurt... to be hurt

All illusion of life and beyond
Believe what you will
Nothing waits for (you and for) me

Make the pain my light
To guide me through this
Make the pain my light
To guide me through this
Life and beyond

Make the pain my light
To guide me through this
Life and beyond

Through self-abuse
Self-Sacrifice
Purify me through pain
Purify me through pain
Slow on my way
To the gardens of nothing
Purify me through pain
Purify me through pain

[?]

Make the pain my light
To guide me through this
Life and beyond







MY SHAMEFUL LYRICS