MY SHAMEFUL LYRICS

1. Nothing Left At All

Elevated at my sickness
Raised to a pedestal of pain
Glorified in misery
It is me. Not the world at fault

Forced entry into my soul
And they found nothing at all

Enshrined my faults
Bowed down for weakness
Sanctified in hate
Of wrath ever present

Desolation
Misery
Abhorrence

Isolation
Cold
Inferior

Nothing left at all!

The void has become me!

2. Hollow

Hallow, carved out
Broken into pieces
Shattered beyond all reasons
Murdered my own soul

And beyond I emerge
Larger then myself now
A hallow image
Filled with empty rage

3. And I Will Be Worse

Momentarily melt away
The world blurs out
This is not the place and it is not the time
The same old sense is creeping in
It hides right behind my eyes
A black mist forms around the edges
And I sink. Again

Destabilized. Word crumbles
At the edges all blurs away
And all at once. It comes back
Every moment. Every time

My shame, my lust
My guilt. My hate

Hidden, and secret
Eyes uncovered again
Nightmares pass over me
They never saw me here
And, as time unfolds around me
I grow in strength
And I will be back
And I will be worse

In my de-glorified return
I bow down in shame
I swore to never return
And all the time I knew

I can never heal

4. Hour Of Atonement

Stars falling
My sky darkened
No more, no light
Sun failing
All frozen
No more, no life

This is my end
All gone, all dead
Into my forever night
I walk with my head held high

This end is mine is mine
And mine alone
This crown of shame
I wear with pride
My hour of atonement
Is right now
Nothing forgiven
Nothing forgiven

And the lie goes on
Mine alone is the dark
No more, no light
One day it all ends
And I give away
My crown of shame

There it is
All broken down
The night has fallen
And hidden my soul

This end is mine
And mine alone
This is my crown of shame
I wear with pride
My hour of atonement
It is right now
Nothing forgiven
Nothing forgiven

5. The Six

Fallen I am, far from here
Overwhelmed for good

No more pity
No mercy for myself
Fallen far
Deeper down
Carried by 6
In solemn March
For eternity
Pull here
This is the highlight of my life

6. Murdered Them All

Sun never rises on me
Rain never fell upon me
These are the last of my days
And never to return again
All gone every thought and memory
Killed all of my love, murder them all

All gone now, again
Nothing but is ashes remain
All smoldering
I killed but I loved

7. No Greater Purpose

Uncovered, revealed to the world
All of my faults, shown plain
No one to hide behind now
No greater purpose sanctifies my existence

It was never my purpose
It was never the plan
The hurt, the anguish,
But it was all of my doing

Whoa has become me, again,
In sickness, never and health
I am still here,
Never did they come for me
Never, and never will

8. Now And Forever

So we are here
We never knew
What it all meant
Innocence is gone

I have come far
To be here now
To question myself
What have I done

So ours is the pain
Now and forever
Mine is the blame
Now on forever
Yours is the shame
Now and forever
Until The Bitter End
Now and forever





MY SHAMEFUL LYRICS