NAUMACHIA LYRICS

1. Inward Spiral

Can't decipher the human code
It's getting harder to know what's real
Don't know how to live among you all
Immune and indifferent, I just can't feel

Can't live your life
Diminished to a number
Dwarfed to a cubicle of flesh
Chasing time like a rat on a wheel
You make it go faster
And complain how it feels

INWARD SPIRAL

I am asking myself questions
Just to hear someone talk
I get intimate with my thoughts
I'm going quietly insane

I alleviate the delusion
Of being a slave to triggered responses
And remind myself of being alive
By frequent incisions and spilling my blood

2. Egomaniac Frenzy

Don't presume you know me
I let you look through the key hole
Just to hear your heart beat
And smell your fear

You are made for obedience
I'll yield to overpowering desire
To transform my thoughts
Into your memories

I've lost my soul somewhere
I guess I've sunk it in all the liquor
Or threw it up with the puke
I am the empty-core modern zombie

Don't look for a reason
There is none
No liberation is coming
Once I'm done

I close the drapes
Evade the light
And welcome life
Into my life

3. Mortification Study

Have you ever been mistreated?
Have you ever felt so lonely it hurt?
Have you ever hurt so much you wanted
To disappear?
Have you been used and abused to the point
You couldn't look in the mirror?
Have you been victimized? Humiliated?

Have you?

Because i haven't, never have, never will,
But I'm willing to inflict the pain
On you all over again.

4. Voreristic Life Abuser

Alone I came into this world
And so shall it be
Destined to a life of turmoil
I abandon and never reclaim

I hunt innocence drifting aimlessly
To mould it into the perfect pray
I can sense a life gone wrong
By its foul stench of inner decay

I am the Stalker holding the Tool of Apocalypse
Playing God without Divine Wisdom
I have reversed the chain of cause and effect
Become the Grand Architect

I sensed a life spiraled out of control
I glanced into the Dark and spilled my soul
I enliven your fears and transcend
Beyond the boundaries of common paraphilia

Following unthinkable human instincts
I yield to malevolent psychotic rage
And revel in distortions of human form
Acts of abusive humiliation

I am the Egomaniac
Karmic Fate Misuser
Human Humiliator
I am the Life Abuser

5. Fornicatrix

Don't cling fear
And don't try flee either

I am here for a reason
I'm watching you giving in
To your compulsory instinct
Being caressed by random arms

How far will you go
in your disillusion muck reality?
How long will you fall
in your putrid debauchery?

Lowliness queen of self-inflicted pain
Worn and torn it tears apart
I will transform you beyond recognition
And become something else myself

I will put my bizarre preconception to the test
And grant you liberation
Through cleansing pain
No one is beyond redemption

You are a free offering
Gained with no strife
I will put out the flicker of hope
Gleaming in your overmade eyes

You are free offering
Disposable sacrifice
I will use as I see it fit
I despise your kind
In your face I'll spit
Each time you look up

6. Iconography Of Pain

I scout holes in people
Holes that can't be filled
I sense your broken spirit
That will never be healed

You are still waiting
For your greatest day to come
In this rough world out here
Where people when they get from you
What they can get from you
They get mean with you

Shaped by accident
We all carry stories
Of accidental pain
Deeply encoded images
We flash elimatically
And forget right after

See me as a private collector
Willing to add to his gallery
It will be a private viewing
Of your personal iconography of pain
I'll keep a part of you with me
But take your dawn away in return

7. Sedated Daimona

I've opened you to Infinity
Through excruciating Pain
In the Rite of
Reciprocal Iconolatry
I've imposed my perspective
On yet another Sleeper

Pleasure to the point of Pain
Pain to the point of Pleasure

Sedated Daimona
Frozen in her moment of Glory
Flesh sculpture
Offering her story

Goddess of incessant Grief
Scared not to die but to live
In the Rite of
Mutual Divini cation
I've made you anew
I've shaped you through

Into the Blood Fountain
Human Shrine
I've been cleansed
For some time

8. Abreaction

How far can I go?

When life becomes judged as a waste and loss
What else is there to lose?

Once you do it
It feels so scaringly good and easy
You just can't stop
Or ever go back

Each time the border line
Gets moved beyond my reach
And the bottom shifts lower
How far can I go?

I can't find the rush no more
I'm just chasing the drug
Trying to relive again
The original frenzy smack

I am the Beast of Anger
Chained to the rock of my life
I'll disappear into the link of these lines
And be reborn in your mind

If you want another Face of Evil
Look in the mirror

9. Act Of Renunciation

I am taking a stand now
You will hear me

I refuse to do anything with this world
I am becoming something now

You all are just footprints
On my way to becoming the apex of creation

I have sinned against your humanity
In pursuit of insatiable indulgence
Shattered your faith and violated your laws

I want this world to end
I want the circle complete

Stars are breathing down on me
I can see the curve of the Earth
I will shade the Sun with my wings
Unleash winds that blow insanity

When I flutter my wings
This world will be gone







NAUMACHIA LYRICS