NOW EVERYTHING FADES LYRICS

1. Marching Out (Intro)

2. Mass Suicide Carnival

We're marching out
Dressed up as human beings
With masks of strength and faith
Leaving a trail of blood
Floating around the earth

These costumes we call flesh
Are torn enough to cover these veins
The masks are feeble
The masks are falling down

We're marching out
Listening to the melodies of razors and guns

Feeling the ecstasy with ropes around our necks
Leaving a trail of razors
Floating around this shell

Its the last carnival on this filthy planet
With voices louder than the sun
We curse this ugly race

3. Arms of the Ocean

I am heading there
Far away into the heart of the sea
Until your city look small
Where peace can devour me

I'll take away with me
All disappointments and woes

And wash myself clean
Away with the color of the ocean

The water is so cold today
Colder than my world
The waves embrace my thoughts
My oppressive thoughts

My cold ocean
I choose you to be my savior
Rise and swallow my worthless existence
Rise and cover all these scars

I am surrendering to your waves
Come and take me away from here
I refuse to breath their air anymore
Let me drown please

4. Oppressive Pain Therapy

What happened to me?
How did I cut myself this way?
I don’t understand anything anymore
How did I survive last night?

The constant noise is killing me
Am I really awake now ?
Can anyone find me here?
What a miserable life...

What am I doing here?
Is this the end of my sanity?
Should I just leave this place?
Should I wait for some days?

Will death stop the noise inside?
Will death end this misery?
Please stop the life from spinning
I can't take this anymore

5. Yesterdecember

[Instrumental]

6. Burn Me Alive

Can you hear me screaming?
Hallucinating in pain
I am here to burn myself
Into worthless ashes

Listen to the fire consuming me
Cracking and squeaking
A symphony for the living corpses
An ode to the miserable

Every scream in agony
Releases a thousand memories
As the melting flesh surrenders to the power of the scorned flames

Dance with me
To the sound of suicide theater
Sway with me as I am leaving this stink
Into worthless ashes

Life pushed me to the edge
Sorrow consumed the meaning
Love burnt it all
I want nothing but the end

7. Self Destruction Paradox

I cut to breath
I bleed to live
Self-destructive patterns to cope with life
I slit to feel free
I get numb to forget
Self-destructive motives to cope with existence

I live to cut
I breath to bleed
I can't cope with your existence
I am free to slit what’s left of me
I am numb enough to forget your reality

Escaping from self-awareness
Finding my inner peace
Releasing all the grief inside
Facing my hidden fears

Running from ultimate guilt
Forgiving my mistakes
Running from the memories of abuse
Forgetting all the past

8. Guilt Asylum

It’s getting dark again
The worst days are yet to come

Will I choke myself again?
Will I forgive myself this time?

The guilt tortures my reality
Every night is my execution night
Every day is my funeral
Someday I'll set me free

I forgot how it feels
To live without guilt
To live without fear
To live like all of you

I see an ugly figure in the mirror
A person that should leave
A person that I despise

It’s getting darker today
This day I might let go
I am choking myself again
I can't forgive anymore

9. Excuse the Blood

[Tribute to Dead]

I am not a human being.
This is just a dream,
It’s all in our heads
But soon..Soon I will awake

These cuts got deeper
Every single day
These buried clothes doesn’t smell anymore
Bury me again, Bury me forever

The dead crow inside my breaths
Was giving me the strength to scream

Its April now, and I am alone
I'll let my wrists scream with my throat
And the shotgun will do the rest

Excuse the blood

10. Through Corridors of Oppression (Shining cover)

Slowly
Passing the oppressed
Innocent
Sons
And daughters lost
Trembling
In the bottomless depths of darkness
Successfully
Failing
In their search

To search
The light
To search
Salvation
To search
The light
To search
Salvation

11. The Crowds Are Gone

[Instrumental]






NOW EVERYTHING FADES LYRICS