OCEANS ATE ALASKA LYRICS

1. Benzaiten

[feat. Alex Teyen of Black Tongue]

Born to premeditated harm
Her infant limbs
Ripped from her mothers arms
Born to premeditated harm
Lifeless

She never wanted this
She her wanted to live like this
No honor

They raise her to her feet
Pure as the lotus leaves
Blossoming from this
From this disfigured earth
Yet so colorless

Just don't be afraid just don't be afraid
She watches over you grieving with your pain
They should be afraid they should be afraid
Bow down or no neck remains uncleaved
Flowing like a stream with unrestrained fluidity
To rid the world of this disease

Silently existing immersed in green
Her heart still pure as the lotus leaves
Her heart still pure as the lotus leaves
Stalking in the confines of the night
With a thirst to massacre her fucked up mind

She rises to her feet
Her heart empty with grief
Something sharper no mercy no neck remains uncleaved
As she watches the kingdom burn redder than the autumn leaves
No mercy no neck remains uncleaved

2. Sarin

Silver tongue silver tongue
It's all bull shut that stems from his lungs
Played sweet deceiver for so long
The web he weaved will soon be undone

Fuck your interfering
I don't believe a single word that I'm hearing

You'll never know the things he does while you're asleep
He's counting women while you're busy counting sheep
You'll never know the things he does while you're asleep
He's counting women while you're busy counting sheep
I swear if you only knew all the things he does when he's not with you

Inflicted with the wandering eyes
Silent killer with insatiable appetite

They say that nothing lasts forever
Now I know now I know it's true
Gifted him the world but I was a fool
To think that he would too
A victim of his selfish ways
This time the predator predator turns to prey

Still walks around like a gift
Ignorant to his head in the cross hairs
It always was it always has been there
Through thick and thin
This broken skin is all
It's all that keeps him whole

I promise this life will go on
It was always him that was the weak one
Played sweet deceiver for too long
This web he weaved has come undone

Your poison killed your own
Your poison killed your own
Your poison killed your own

3. Covert

You know I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm wasting every minute every hour that I'm living here
I won't ask for sympathy
Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me

I'm just so scared to admit
Act like I don't give a shit
Hide behind this masquerade
Hide behind this masquerade
So sick of being like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss

The very fabric of my being is fucking torn

You know I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm fighting the days but losing the years
It's calling my name
Every day is the same
Except this voice in my head
Is merely fueling the flames

It's calling my name
Just show me what it means for me to feel again
It's calling my name

So take me away
From this godforsaken place
These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe
I am defective my own worst enemy
Put up these walls to hide my secret
My deepest 'cause I know you won't believe it
You won't believe

I'm just so scared to admit
Act like I don't give a shit
Hide behind this masquerade
Hide behind this masquerade
So sick of being like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss

To live like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss

4. Hansha

Incarcerated between these worlds
Reality seems to lose it's hold
We hide away and try to fill the space between these thoughts
Detached from everything that lives and breathes
Emotions just words on a screen
So fabricated is the life we lead
So fabricated is the life we lead

Side by side
You'll watch the world world pass you by
An affliction this addiction
Side by side
Out of sight you're out of mind
So obsessed with imitation

Stuck living in this cycle of vanity
Will self loathing even matter if they're calling your name
Call my name

When happiness is so dependent on shallow words
Spoken from the mouths of introverts
Measuring your own self worth

Feeding your anxieties
They'll throw you to the wolves
At the slightest hint of weakness
Just don't let it defeat us

Turn a blind eye
Why should you give a fuck what they say
I'll never give a fuck what they say
Your judgements preconceived of me

Don't waste your life living a lie
Worthless lie

Incarcerated between these worlds
Incarcerated between these worlds
These worlds

5. Deadweight

This empty space
It overwhelms me
Invokes the darkness from inside
I fear I'm losing my mind

Follow this compass
That occupies my chest
It always leads me back to you
It always leads me back to you

You have this pull on me
A force that flows from deep beneath the surface
You are my gravity
You are my gravity

Set ablaze like a wildfire
The day our worlds collide
I can't expect you to forget
You're moving mountains for me
When all I do is bring you pain

With open arms
I shall accept my fall from grace
With open arms
I shall accept my fall from grace
With open arms
I shall accept my fall from grace
With open arms
I'll accept my fate
I'll accept my fate

I'm nothing but deadweight
I'm nothing but deadweight

Set ablaze like a wildfire
The day our worlds collide
I can't expect you to forget
You're moving mountains for me
When all I do is bring you pain
All I ever do is bring you pain

6. Veridical

[Instrumental]

7. Entrapment

Condemn these visions of clarity
Vast glaciers they conceal reality
I'm so sick of all the memories that haunt my mind
Frost bitten but convince myself that I'll be fine
This time it's gone too far
This time it's gone too far

This fragile cover can pull you under
Please don't bury me
Why can't I keep these thoughts from caving in
Like an avalanche
Like an avalanche

All it takes is one little step
To be the death of us

So suffocate beneath this weight
Entrapment
Concealed so deep it's slowly killing me
This emptiness in my head pulls me apart at the seams

Purity let's slip to deception
I'm caught beneath the ice searching for my reflection
On step wrong move caused it all to shift
A consequence but it don't mean shit

Desolate
Entrapment

The recklessness has fallen silent
But I never took you as one for violence
The damage is already done
You left me numb

This fragile cover can pull you under
Please don't bury me
Why can't I keep these thoughts from caving in
Like an avalanche
Like an avalanche

So tread lightly now the snow is weak
I should have never gone so deep
Take my hand
Take my hand
So pull me out of this avalanche

8. Hikari

Down foreign paths and uncharted shores
The beauty lies within these wars
Overcome the wilderness with countless failures
For I'm not living just to exist

I'm on the verge of discovering
This person I'm meant to be
I'm on the verge of discovering
This person I'm meant to be
I'm on the verge of discovering
My calling

Sometimes losing yourself is the only way back home
Believe in me it's all you need
True happiness is the greatest discovery

Forget the ones who tell you how to feel
It's crystal clear once you know it's real
Been here all along right in front of you
Stood in resounding opacity
It's the greatest discovery

9. Birth-Marked

Just a child
Who longed to see you smile
But you tore my heart apart
And forced me into the wild
Just a child
Made to carry this burden
Made to carry this burden

Cast into darkness from the day I was born
Crying out for help but beat to the floor
You never loved me
You never loved me

Battered and broken
Left stripped of emotion
These wounds go far beyond skin deep (far beyond skin deep)
What have you done to me
What have you done to me
Starved of the love I craved so desperately

Hush little baby don't you say a fucking word
You make my skin fucking crawl

My innocence consumed by fear
Drowning in waterfalls of tears
Yet through a tyranny of words
There's still love here
Can't you see that there is still love here

Battered and broken
Left stripped of emotion
These wounds go far beyond skin deep (far beyond skin deep)
What have you done to me
What have you done to me
Starved of the love I craved so desperately

Just a child
The one that you defiled
I bear the scars from my past
A life that you had exiled
Just a child
Born condemned to rejection

Waste away
Though you gave me life you're fucking dead to me
Waste away
Waste away

10. Ukiyo

[Instrumental]
[feat. Josh Manuel of Issues]

11. Escapist

You're my enigma
Why claim another life
When you're still ruling
A sea of corrupt minds
Feed from my weakness
(my weakness)
I fear my hands are tied

Afflicted over and over again

This vicious cycle it eats me away
The very soul of this person you lead astray

Fighting this with every breath I breathe
When the smoke fills up my lungs
It's so hard it's just so hard to see what's underneath
I lust for strength to just come clean or bite my tongue and let it bury me

I know there's a hell 'cause you're keeping me here
You're keeping me here
You're keeping me here

(Fighting this with every breath I breathe
When the smoke fills up my lungs
It's so hard just so hard to see what's underneath)

Fighting this with every breath I breathe
When the smoke fills up my lungs
It's so hard it's just so hard to see what's underneath
I lust for strength to just come clean (come clean) or bite my tongue and let it bury me

I lust for strength to just come clean (come clean)
And let it bury me bury me (bury me)
I lust for strength to just come clean
Or bite my tongue and let it bury me

You're my enigma
Why claim another life
When you're still ruling
A sea of corrupt minds
Feed from my weakness
(my weakness)
I fear my hands are tied

Afflicted over and over again
Fuck

I know I could have been a better me
I know I could have been a better me







OCEANS ATE ALASKA LYRICS