OMNISPAWN LYRICS

1. Irreverence

Soulless!
I cannot repair
I feel I'm irreverent but I don't really care
Apathy is nothing for mankind, I swear
I feel I'm irreverent

Mind my own business be a no-life breathing air
It's nothing but pain, repulsion, despair
When you're young and cute you think your life must be precious
But soon you emit
A growing extended remorse

My eyes have reached a line
I'm trying to stay sober
What I really need is time to lock myself inside and cower
A deck of cards
Bury some queens
But the chance of getting one is one in a million it seems

Mind my own business be a no-life breathing air
It's nothing but pain, repulsion, despair
When you're young and cute you think your life must be precious
But soon you emit
A growing extended remorse

Everyone tries
Some try too hard, some not enough
Some think too much, some think of less
Hear my irreverence
Some think about haphazard
Some think for the rest
Life is about controlling yourself more or less
Hear my irreverence

Some people trust, seeking some lust
My name is rejected, everything's disrespected
When you're young and cute you think your life must be precious
But soon you emit
A growing extended remorse

2. The Last Kill

The target's chosen, the rifle is loaded
This is my last kill, the end of my career
Sitting, waiting, for her to show herself
I think back on all the lives I have ended

One hundred and forty-five human lives
One hundred and forty-five faces I'll never forget

I see them in my dreams every night
They say they are waiting for me
And that it won't be long
Before I join them in hell

Suddenly the room is lit up
I lean forward, I search with my scope
There she is
All I need is a clean shot and this will soon be over
I have done this so many times before
But tonight something is not right
My sweaty finger, caressing the trigger
Come one, focus
Suddenly I am blinded by a red light
Lifting my head, looking death in the eye
The red dot, dancing over my face
The shot echoes as I fall to the ground

One hundred and forty-five human lives
One hundred and forty-five faces I'll never forget

As the world turns black
As the sounds of the world fade away
I lie in a pool of my own blood
I hear them calling my name

I feel cold hands
Pulling me under
I close my eyes
Oh god, help me

3. Trevor

I live as I want
You say you care for me
Well I don't
I only knew one who really cared for me
So stop act like you know and spare me the misery

We stood together
'Til the day you left against your will
Now I'm lost, alone
With no-one to talk to I don't think I can shake this
I remember those days
We used to listen to music in silence
Those days are gone, I stand alone
And all I've got are memories of you

I live as I want
You say you care for me
Well I don't
I only knew one who really cared for me
So stop act like you know and spare me the misery

We stood together
'Til the day you left against your will
Now I'm lost, alone
With no-one to talk to I don't think I can shake this
I remember those days
We used to listen to music in silence
Those days are gone, I stand alone
And all I've got are memories of you

Why did you have to leave?
Trevor!

I had so much to give
You reduced my reasons to live
Wrote this down, straight from my core
For the jolly old times we knew before
All we did in good and bad weather
All the things that we actually shared together
Wrote this piece of lyricism down for Trevor
What you and I had will be known forever
I wrote this down for Trevor

4. Mother

It keeps haunting inside your head
A burning flame against your tiny thread
It's just a matter of time
You holding on to things that doesn't rhyme

Staring blind at the picture wall with the knowledge that nothing's perpetual
It's gone too far when it's affecting your life
The more you holding on the weaker you feel inside

Your own value's been buried deep
No matter what you do; is it worth to keep?
It's just a matter of time before you do run out

Staring blind at the picture wall with the knowledge that nothing's perpetual
It's gone too far when it's affecting your life
The more you holding on the weaker you feel inside

Forget a future reminisce, 'cause we're ravenous with no fear to bring a spontaneous dismiss

5. Dead Inside

Why suffer through this useless existence
Just end it all
I am just a fucking waste of space
I'll just end my days
There is nothing left
To keep me in this world

I can't take this life anymore
My soul is empty
I can't take this pain
I can't even feel the meat hooks in my back
What's the point in living when you are dead inside?

My twisted world is falling apart
All alone
Who even cares if I die tonight
I just can't win this fight
These scars or to deep, won't heal
I just wish you could feel
What I feel

My soul is cold
I'm dead inside
I don't have the strength to live this rotten life

This is the end
I am falling down
I am leaving this world behind







OMNISPAWN LYRICS