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1. Hunger

This behavior I'm addicted to
Is my lover and archenemy in one

Please feed my inner hunger
Please satisfy my need for a kick

Let me have you
And consume you
Till there's nothing more to gain
You talk about mercy
I say I have no shame

I feel no shame at all

Such behavior makes you wonder
What a misery this poor thing
Has gone through

Am I a heartless person
Is there no hope in me
I'm hurting
I can see you leaving me

2. Forget Your Pride

Don't fake your laugh
No I know you're smiling
Only to cover a lack of confidence
Forget your pride
Don't give a shit about
What others think
No one knows you
Better than yourself

So follow your intuition
Let people stare
And say a t least I'm being
Honest to myself to who I am

Don't be afraid
Be true and honest
And it will make you
Way more confident
Skip your pointless talk
Don't try so hard
To impress the mob
They will only
Stab you in the back

Don't fake your laugh
Don't be afraid of yourself
They will only back stab you

3. Persistent

Used to keep it as my secret
Now I use it as an open truth

Consume all energy
Crating a void
What I/we have today will grow
Stronger by tomorrow

We live for tomorrow
By living for today
As heroes
Make way for tomorrow
And see what happens
If you play your cards right

We feel like kings
And we're not faking.
Brand new worlds revealed
Before your eyes

Play them right
Play them all out

4. Catatonic

To kill all the noise
That's eating me from inside
I put the glass to my mouth

Thinking it will/would make me stronger
Thinking it will/would make them
Go away
Make the devils go away

They vanish for a second
But only to return even stronger
When it's all
It's fucking me up
I want to run
Escape from myself
But I am stuck here
With these twisted voices
Now it's all
It's fucking me up

You know that day
I stood in your room
You screamed
Got scared
And I was ready to die

Away away
I have to kill all the noise
Inside me head
'Cause I can't hear
What you say anymore

In a body filled with panic
Like the state of an addict
I can see the fist in my face again
A fist to sooth my burning skin

5. Accusing Eyes

There's no one else to blame for this
I've suffered before
I should have seen the signs
That screamed in red
But I guess I've lost all sense

With fear I look into your accusing eyes
How could this go so wrong
I used those who believed in me
I became a martyr

I'm not the one you thought I'd be
No savior in me
I took your soul and threw it all away
I guess I've lost all sense

I never wanted you to see
What lies in me

6. Souls Of Thousands

Slowly I stick my hand
Into the merged soul
Of a thousand corpses
I wanna feel how it feels
To become one without boundaries

A heightened state of being
Where differences have faded
And the present
Is the future and the past

The eye of the dead
Have turned to white stone
Blinded by the sheerness
Of their naked sore open souls
Which slowly pulls me deeper
And deeper down into

A world I wanna live in
Where everything is clear
As it should be as it can be

Washed away is my sense of time
I'm going nowhere
Yet I'm moving.
I've never felt this alive

I've finally reached
A sense of purpose
And nothing can hurt me anymore
I'm not in reach of your lies
A calm bright light
Is shining from their eyes
It tells my soul to stay be their side
I heed the calling

7. Sweet Relief

With a gun to my head he says
We must put an end to this
And I say you said you loved me
But I know
I've seen it pictured in my head

All my fears are gone
Sweet relief I welcome you
This I've been waiting for all my life

To the pace of my beating heart
He starts a dance to death
One shot and the dance is over
For him but not for me
I'm finally free from his chains

All my life I tried
To find my way back home
I tried but I couldn't do it alone

8. Spit It Out

I'm sick of being stuck in this
It's like I'm not even here at all
I wonder if anyone knows who I am
If anyone knows how I feel

I stand here alone
Afraid of who I am
Afraid of being something
I don't wanna be

I'm waiting for a sign to say
You're doing fine
I can see that you're trying

The hours of doubt
Is tearing me apart
So clear your throat
And spit it out

I'm Sick of being lost in this
I'm slowly fading away

9. Nothing To You

Lifeless soulless useless
And degraded punch bags
Hated unwanted
Useless rotten stinky
Piece of shit

You never wanted us
To be a part of you
We were the ones
Who always had to step aside
And everything was based on your permission
You despised and scorned us
But we stuck together
You and I
There was never a time
Where we left each other's side

You tried to break us
But together we were strong.
The marks you gave our bodies
Only made our close bonds
Even tighter

We were worth nothing to you
There was never a time
Where we left each other's side

You tried to break us
But you only made us stronger
Now we will show you
How we do thing on our own

10. Burned Once Again

Old friend stupidity
Grabs my wrist
And leads my heart right back
Into your treacherous arms

I should have known
Your bad intentions
But I get hypnotized
Just looking at you

The way you touch
My skin tonight
Says you want me to come close
My poor judgment lets you in
Like so many times before
And I get burned once again

Thought I knew myself
Was in control
Now I see that
Foolishness will Take its toll

You grab my wrist
You lead me in
Break the shield
You touch my skin
My defense is too weak

11. Pretender

You've become too blind to see
And too ignorant to care
How can you live with yourself
You're nothing but a pretender

You're choosing sides
Based on stories and fiction
Try to see things from my eyes
And let me know can you justify
Your actions if you see
They're hurting me

You try so hard to make life a show
Just to hide your true emotions
You're blindfolding yourself
As an attempt to fight anxiety
It's easier to live a lie

12. A Bright New Insight

The pressure of the fingers
From the ideals
They point out my direction
I'm nothing but a slave to a fool
Who sets out the rules

We will make the rules
Not you

Today you left us
As we watched you fly away
Can't say I really knew you
But I would have liked to see you stay

The reason why I smiled
When I said my last good bye
I knew
Bright insight
I will make my life worthwhile

Trust
I trust the insight
I will make my life worthwhile

Controlled by a conscience
That tells me what to do
And what not to
I'm nothing but a slave to a fool
Who is setting the rules

Please help me understand
Please help me understand this
Understand
Why should you waste your life
On something
You don't want to do

13. Open Wound

Everyone is counting down
With excitement
I wonder what you're all
So badly waiting for

For you tomorrow will be
Just like any other day
For me it means a nightmare
How the hell will I survive

A new day is dawning
My body shivers to the bones
With the disgust I feel for you
A new day is dawning
My body is an open wound
Can I survive this day on my own

I don't understand the point of your existence
Because you're doing the same things
Over and over again

For you tomorrow will be
Just like any other day
You gave it up, let me down
For me it's a nightmare
Now how the hell will I survive this day
You gave me up, I'm falling down
I will, can I survive

14. Burning With Your Hopes And Dreams

Searching always trying
To find a place, to hide your sorrow
Fleeing from everyone
You're writing on the wall, trust no one

Wait up now and tell me
Are you feeling satisfied
With the way things turned out
Or do you wanna make a change
I'm afraid it is too late

When your mind gets twisted
And every bridge
You've ever walked in your life
Is burning with your hopes and dreams

So many years have been wasted
From the way you seem to
Live for chaos, you're burning
With your hopes and dreams

Those who cared about you left
Don't seem to understand, what happened
Smash your head against the wall
Destruction is your way to manage

Wait up now and tell me
Are you feeling satisfied
Or do you wanna make a change

The way your mind is twisted
It's not so odd
As you wasted all those years
So many years gone wasted
Because of the way
You seem to live for chaos

15. Leaving Traces

One look at you
That lasts for a second
Stays forever in me
The most beautiful thing I've seen
I'm so afraid of loosing you
That I can't have you near

I told you to go away
But the truth is
I can't live without you
I need you here with me

We're on different sides of the world
But somehow
Something brought us together
I don't know if I believe
In such a thing
But I'd like to call it destiny

I don't know how
But I guess I just knew
You are the one I wanna have till I die
I can see our footprints
Leaving traces for others to follow
I never want you to go away from me

You're in my arms and I know
I want you near me forever

16. Stained With Your Words

You tell me I've got issues
I'm gonna let you know
That my only issue is you
You're my only issue

Shut up
Don't need your preaching
It's always been the same old story

You stained me with your words
Long before I even knew what they meant
I can't wash it off me

You say I have to be saved
The time has come for redemption
But I can't bare your lies
So get the hell away from me

Take one step back
It's always been the same old story

Can't bare your lies
Get the hell away from me
Can't bare your lies
Get the hell away

17. This is War

My first reaction
Was not to run
Then I knew and
The war was on

Why is it so hard for me
To see when someone is
So obviously drowning me

Can you help me please
Help me break free
From this sick sad habit

I'm fire you gave me water
Can't you see
I need the heat I feed on heat

Can't you see you're killing me
From underneath
You're killing me

I'm on fire
I'm gonna fight 'til the end
Walls are breaking
This is war







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