PERZONAL WAR LYRICS

1. Evolution

My senses remain
This cut it comes for real
No thought of any cost — I know I will accept the deal
Of pain of fires freezing
See a newborn son increasing

Of love of distance turned to fear
For you know — the time is here

You know these times have gone by
This evolution keeps just the strongest alive
Say goodbye

A needful final change
And the ship could wave
But it won't sink
Remember we're with one foot already in the grave

This pain let's fires freezing
And a newborn son increasing
This love this hate that turned to fear
Close the chapter end it here

2. Utopia

I am dreaming in silence
My visions — not fiction — they're real
And I know there's another world
I'm sure there is something I feel

I am crossing the border
A secret throws shadows on me
And ahead lies my answer
Just one step away
But still too far to see

Irrational hate leads me straight into this cavity
The kingdom of the worm is waiting for me

Utopia I'm sure the missing link is me
If you could see through my eyes
Utopia just one step forward sets me free
And what I tried to keep slowly dies

My safe hoard is gone
Taken from me now I'm not more than one
And this new breed of life
For me just means that another one dies

It was my safe home but they have changed it all
They have brought hell into my sleep
Another memory is vanishing drifting (crossed out) fading away
I cannot keep

3. All Sides Black

This is another story
Of honour pain and greed
Believe in right and glory
One is winning others lose (crossed out) bleed

There's always two sides
But solution means when no one wins
Forgetting for one day under which banner you walk
Peace — just can't be found in understanding
A different way, an unknown way to be

There's no solution when there's no tolerance at all
A revolution begins in mind may stop our fall

Turn on the news again
A loose tongue speaks of death
One more assassin's work
Some children breathe their last

There's always two sides
But solution means when no one wins
Forgetting for a while what flag your are holding high
Peace — just can't be found in understanding
A different way, an unknown way to be

There's no solution when there's no tolerance at all
A revolution begins in mind may stop our fall

Swallow the daily hate
We are already late
Wait for another call
One step to change it all

4. This Dead Meaning

I'm following your words
I'm following your ways
I'm following your [crossed out] to every word you say

I'm following your eyes
I'm following your view
I'm following your to everything you do

There is so much left I know it better
But I'm paralyzed — too weak to change myself
Much too many words with any meaning
Too much wasted time floating away

I'm standing where I am
There is no more shelter
And now I see what's left for me
My dream is ending here

This dead meaning
This dead meaning

I'm following your mouth
I'm following your deeds ["a" amended to "e"]
And your unspoken words have turned to my own needs
I'm following your steps and I'm following your meaning
I'm present even when you're dreaming

5. Two Borders

This war is raging on for years
Nobody knows anymore who is friend and who is enemy
So called soldies lie on a wide road ... and no onw knows what they are
Fighting for [crossed out] fighting for, over themselves

Thousands of people had to see... purpose between two borders
Their only choice to die or run somewhere they don't know
Everything they had is lost... only memory remains

[illegible] under a dead tree that has any branch and leaf
Anyone has nothing but strong is their belief
In peace that may come a new home or just a single drop of rain
"Hope dies last" are empty words when you have lived your life in vain

The waiting for nothing gives no answers to your needs
No fear inside — a vision I called my life

Dying every new day for ideals that fill the pockets of the wrong
The make the masses weak — minorities strong
The borders unclear — there are no orders left
And [illegible] this war will end how many innocent
have been bereft?

6. Shred

No more subordination to laws concerning aus
No more justification just liberation to what has balls
No more war inside a scene that needs impulses to survive
The test of time we've to break some rules to pursue our line

Shred lay to ashes — this is our intention
Shred lay to ashes — this is our intention inhale our words

No more time for excuses concerning style and way
No more words for things already said and finished

7. Infected Choice

This pressure a selfmade hell where I find myself
Imperfection and fear
What is driving me to decisions that should not be made
What is forcing me further to the edge

I feel no more I see no more
What surrounds me is losing its meaning
Insecurity is frightening me and I wish I would be dreaming

Honesty — a thin line between lies and well chosen words
A typical habit — no more
What lets me believe that I could cut myself into pieces
To fit in again

I feel no more I see no more
What surrounds me is losing its meaning
Insecurity is frightening me and I wish I would be dreaming

This life that I chose
Sometimes it feels like an overdose
A stumbling way on a thin line
And the loss could be mine

The fall could be painful
Innocence has been taken from me
On the first day that I've spread my wings
The first moment I've lived for my own
Burns in my heart as cold as a stone

8. Dying Face

Speak out words let's break the silence
But there is no one to listen
Seconds turn to minutes, hours to days
But still a single word is missing

Is it me who looks into his own face
And calls himself a liar?
Is it me who is blaming all around
And will I life the torch to my own pyre?

Dream on — neverending
Feel your eyes get filled with sand
Dream on — neverending
Broken dreams — your only friend

Is it me who looks into his own face
And calls himself a liar?
Is it me who is blaming all around
And will I life the torch to my own pyre?

Buried deep in your emotions
Locked out is the truth
Hidden in a selfmade blank — a desert cold —
You are losing youth

Just a single word would change the situation
But there is still ignorance and pride ...
Feeding your resignation

9. New Confidence

I throw myself into fire
While I am bending I am feeding the flames
With my thoughts with my needs
With my secrets my deeds
This desire that I've tried to push aside

I won't be the same after all

Love once so near now a hole gaping here
In my heart where instead should grow unity

This is the first day of my new life
And I know that it won't be the last
Do I feel new confidence or maybe I'm lying to myself who knows
Only time will heal those wounds only time will hear my words

Slowly I realise what I've done
But in fact there is no chance for return
Went too far lied too long fate proofed that I did wrong
End it here end it now and forever

I've made myself to a poet of

Doubts — this is clear will be my guidance here
In this story that I've changed by my own

Fragments of life, broken dreams made by lies
And the mud is still falling from my hands

10. More Than A Day

The truth could be a kind too violent
That is the reason why we should stay deaf
The ones who know better stay silent
It's a habit we won't change it so forget it

A global process for a b-human much too high
Keep your mouth shut and close your eyes

Not more than a day
It needs to change a run forever
More than a day
Maybe a lifetime or a whole age
Wounds are damned to stay

This disappointment do you know what I mean?
Maybe a virus without name
Respect a foreign word the same as tolerance
A killing process — not a game

A global process for a b-human much too high
Keep your mouth shut and close your eyes

Not more than a day
It needs to change a run forever
More than a day
Maybe a lifetime or a whole age
Wounds are damned to stay

Fake needs protection — right is the way the masses cheat
Hate is the reaction — to the questions of the weak

11. The Same Blood

Maybe a dream of everyone
To live on in others' deeds
Breathe on in others' needs

There runs the same blood through our veins
This feeling knows any words
So intense it almost hurts

And every breath could be the last
It's running out of time
A new life's born...
Another ending just in time

Give what I can to see it grow
There's life streaming through my hands
Protection until the end

This is my own flesh and blood
And I will be the one who cares
No matter what's the price
I will be there
I will be there

The tears that have been falling
Gave life to a new seed
Nothing has been in vain
An ocean filled with time







PERZONAL WAR LYRICS