PERZONAL WAR LYRICS

1. Devil In My Neck

Back on track some devil in my neck
Maybe he’s the one who guides me
On the road that will end somewhere I don’t know
Pushing me somehow in a fatal bow, the direct way
For me it’s still locked
Because the key is falling to unlock what I need

I’m diving
Into water crystal clear, deep inside me
Into the flames that burn my heart
Into the storm that takes me back to my inside
Into the light that shines so dark

To reach my goal god’s still in my soul
Maybe he’s the one who guides me
On the path that leads me to the lost and gone
Looking back on the still worn track
The view to kick some asses, start with me!

All these days
All these years
Things are over
They are past

All my joys
All my fears
Are they gone or still there?
Will they stay forever?

Who can give me some hint
To a question – unclear – to a dead heart’s feeling
Who’s the one that will wake me?
Who will kiss me alive when I am still dead inside
Slowly die?

2. Burning Symbols

The future’s clouded, face it winks now
But we don’t look back again
The signs of what will come appear now
And we go further again
The living colors turn to grey
But the warning seems to be not heard
The edge gets nearer step by step
The natural balance is disturbed

Too many ways we tried to walk
And consequences – talked about –
But no one is changing what destroys
The simple things we need for life

The chaos starts with raging storms
Goes further now with burning symbols
That we built and what we stand for...
Our sky turns red like a warning light

We will never be going down
We are so sure we are in right but no!
We will never be going down
We never doubted that we could be wrong

3. My Secret

Do you know the feeling when you try it day by day?
Leave those days behind to walk a new different way

Again those feelings
Again the pain

Ask yourself the question
Are you willing to forget?

Have you really closed the door inside?
And won’t look back

Again the darkness
Again the pain

Theirs is so much that we can’t see
Hidden in our deepest memories
What has been what is what will be
This is my secret

Again remembrance
Again the pain

This is my secret
Again the pain...

4. Divergent

A so long time now it’s unclear
A thin line between hope and fear
Too many steps go back and stand still far beyond the dawn
I walk my way – still wait for you to come
This feeling’s new but quite as gone
I am eager for the time that will come again or not

I don’t know what to do now
Am I right or just too proud of what I think that makes me alive?
Keeps me alive, just gives me life
That makes me live, that makes me give but never forgive
Never shows what really is

Won’t you go and keep your decision
Who may know about this divergent daydream in me?
Let me know and make your decision
You can’t know about this divergent daydream in me
About the daydream inside my head
About the daydream inside of me

The more I get, the less I know
Progress is marching on too slow
I have to admit it’s in a way
Exciting if we walk the same course or not
Come, suck me off and let me in
But beware what may lay within
Never forget that faster than you think
I could turn the tables

5. From Within Through Time

A view so deep inside your eyes and I realize who you are
It opens me the way to mind and heart
And it says more than a hundred letters
And much more than a thousand words
Yes, I feel there is more within than you allow

There are so many impressions
I learned to explain in time
I focused more on your life
And pushed aside what was mine

Do you know me?
Should I show you who I really am?
Do you think of me?
Should I show you what I really am?

Your inner self side is set free and you turn your eyes from me
Too hard to bear the truth and what may be behind
And I raised my head again and the plate-glass shows my face
Like countless times, like countless times before

There are so many impressions
I learned to explain in time
I focused more on your life
And pushed aside what was mine

Do you know me?
Should I show you who I really am?
Do you think of me?
Should I show you what I really am?

There are so many impressions
I learned to explain in time
Perhaps it still was my life
I didn’t see it was mine

6. Into The Fire

Steady we are heading for an end, a growing anger
The core of what we call our mother earth is spitting flames
Laughter about us all what we built and created
The one that we call god takes back now what belongs to him

No one knows when it will end...
But we can be sure our last time is certain

Avarice in mind, the opposite to waste of gods
We are raping what we need to live and view through children’s eyes
Deafening the silence will be that which stays at last
Through floods and fires we will all be witnesses to our own fall

I closed my eyes but didn’t see
Knew it for long inside of me
It’s our last time swallowing up in flames
It’s our last time, no one will remember our names
It’s our last time going down in flames
And that is the way that we chose

Cowardice, swimming against the stream is ending on one day
The character of man is broken, just wait a bit more time
Deafening the silence will be that which stays at last
We didn’t keep in mind that we did laid in our hands

Sleeping, dreaming
Leave this world
Escape the truth
Awaking, fleeing
To a peaceful place in youth

7. All I Gave

This is written in my blood
All I gave is all I could
I will warn you, you ain’t gonna take it
Take it not the easy way
Take it precisely as I say
For you know this is my own creation

I worked so hard on my own
And after all I have grown
To the individual that you might fear
Hiding not behind my face
I’m so sure I found my place
From there confrontation feels so easy

Why is it so hard to kick a thought out of your mind
And keep it at the same time?

Come see my eyes, what do you see?
Tell me what you expect of me
This is all I gave
I killed myself
My heart and my soul they will slowly die
...come back alive!

This is built up with my sweat
I was the one who curled in dread
Maybe I just pulled it much too hard then
I walked my way with consequence
And ever searched for evidence
But there are some things
You will never find it

8. Tears

The dawn of all is the birth of our lives
We struggle to fill our lungs with air that we are breathing
Searching for ways, time goes by and our quest begins
Still don’t know who we are...after all

Calling to mind all the years that passed by
All of our kind have to tell their own story
Hiding behind what we want to be – still believe
In what we want to be – ourselves – see ourselves

In a run steady stressed for the top so we can be blessed
Trying to reach the stars that seem to be fading
The nearer we get the more the distance is growing
And from my core deep in some painful anger is roaring

Hold back my tears, may be the wrong way I know
Why should I keep them back
Isn’t weakness a strong part of me
Let out my tears to give that world what I need to live
What I need to live...to cry out what I really am

Physical age means not growing in mind
The marks and scars on my skin, they will guide me
But what lays in me?
Maybe I don’t know it myself
Unspoken and not solved
Experienced but not involved

9. The Essential

What’s the meaning of love? What’s the meaning of pain?
Is honesty just a phrase? A lost ideal? Just a name?
Is it character’s weakness? Is it character’s strength?
Living up to your principles, don’t abuse any chance

Ask me what has to be
Ask me why I should see
I want to know that is all
When you ask me this question
My answer is “me”!

This is our fate so full of love
Hate and moments of tragic
Every moment means life
Breathe every breath
And inhale it as deep as you can

What is my role in time? What’s the way I should live?
Steady presence in my mind, what I can I should give
Don’t push aside the fact that one day it will end
We will turn back to earth, then the circle closes again

This is our fate so full of love
Ecstasy and moments of glory
Every moment means death
Breathe every breath
And inhale it as deep as you can

What’s the meaning of love? What’s the meaning of pain?
Is stability a phrase? A lost virtue? Just a name?
Fascinating and strange what a heart takes inside
Love and hate sometimes so near
To each other so equal, so tight

10. Faces

All I have to tell you now, my friend
I’ll lead you to the certain and nothing said
But you know what I mean to you
Silent instead and still you know my words are true
You know my words are true
Keep in mind what I mean to you

I am the part you’d better like to hide
Half of your soul and your inside
A piece of your mind and your inside
A little more than you allow
I’m like your second face somehow

All I wanna tell you now my friend
You’d better tale me by my hand
Perhaps it burns you or it feels cold
Come feel the opponent on your own

Faces
Faces
Faces
Faces...

I know you try to hide your second face
The harder you try the more you fall from grace

11. Signs Of Chaos

[Instrumental]

12. Just Some Pain

I know it well, in fact, I don’t know anything
My so clear answer is just a silent speech
I see through you although my eyes are closed
My bleeding heart is to you exposed

My safe appearance threatens to collapse
What interference sucks off my sap?

While I listen close to you
My mind is somewhere else
Your words: for me an empty phrase
(With so much evidence)
Of course I know, but please, repeat your words
My soul is on fire and this feeling hurts

My safe appearance threatens to collapse
What interference sucks off my sap?

By all this pain inside, this pain inside
I call back those feeling to my mind
By all this pain inside, this pain inside
I call back the demons of my mind

I lie in your face
In fact I speak the truth
You won’t believe me
That’s for sure
(But I don’t care)

The pain inside, it gives me strength to live
Some kind of love inside of my deepest core

What is it I see?
What is it I feel?







PERZONAL WAR LYRICS