RA LYRICS

1. Broken Hearted Soul

I can't believe I've fallen down to my knees
You've got me begging you please
There has to be another way
My broken chest, it hurts, it won't let me breathe
I'm staring down at my wrists
You know I have to insist that you

Talk to me
why won't you talk to me?

When did I wanna be lonely?
When did I wanna be cold?
I can't believe that it's over
The beating of my broken hearted soul

I can't believe that I am down in this hole
Always playing the toll for having found my way to you
It doesn't matter that I pushed you away
When you wanted to stay
I have to find a way to make you

Please don't go
I can't live without you
I f--king love you
You're everything to me
Can't you see?

Don't you dare walk away
This cannot be the end
You're my savior, my lover, my muse, my best friend
I won't smile again
I won't ever be loved
You can't do this to me
You can hear what I say so please talk to me
You never talk to me...

2. Faulty Information

All of me
What you get is what you see
Stop pretending that I tried to make
The truth from fantasy
Cause it's obvious
That you don't understand
What it takes to make an idiot
Like me into a man

I really love you
I really need you
I really really wanna hold you next to me
I wanna cut you
I wanna bleed you
I'm never happy and I know that you've got the key
I gotta hold you
I gotta kiss you
It doesn't make it any easier for me
I never told you
That I don't miss you
But I say it every day

After all
It was you
That's the only explanation
In your broken trains of thought
You had it all so figured out
You were wrong
All along
It's just faulty information
And you'll never get the chance
The opportunity
To live your life with love

Honesty is lying with all you got
Every time I hear myself I try
So f--king hard hard to stop
But I don't care at all
I don't care a single bit
Nothing ever really seems that bad
When you're always full of sh-t

I don't wanna be that bad guy
Living in a bad lie
Making everything get worse
I shouldn't have to make you want it
Even though I'm gone
It makes me wanna be with you
You're better off and you know it
Living down below it
But I just can't let go
I know it wasn't worth the trouble
But f--k it, why be subtle
I only get one chance at this

3. The First Step

Words
They twist and turn in me
They rip and burn in me
But a poet dies when he wants to live,
Chooses to be free

I couldn't be in worse condition
I couldn't find a harder time
You wouldn't want to see me
Falling out and in and out of mind

We can only be
What everybody else expected
Everybody else rejected (in me)
And you know that I can't say
A word against what I protected
Everybody else corrected in me

Paralyze
The thoughts inside your head
Erase the words you said
And the emptiest color will color in your soul tonight

I remember all the moments
I remember every game
My inspiration left the very same day that it came

4. Push

Daddy, where did all the people go?
Mommy, you won't tell me what you know
Evil smiles while they lie to you
Careless secrets glorified untrue

I can't push it all away
Every minute every day
We have to find the time
to make these people do the things the say

Sorry, I look past the truth alone
Maybe, with my fists I throw a stone
Shallow, graves fill up without regret
Broken, promises we all forget

It falls out of my brain
The visions of my brothers dying in the sand
It always seems the same
The basest instinct convalesces
In what is the worst of man

Listen
We can make it right
We can make them see us in the light

5. Don't Turn Away

Under the sun I stand
Over the wings of Fallen Angels
I can't believe the things you show me
In my dreams I have you next to me

Forever gone is love
Out of control I fall in trenches
And if you leave me empty
How will I design the world I need

In your eyes you see it done
Colors drained away like water
Distance all but disappears
And nothing can be done

Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

And in your eyes I catch
A tiny glimpse of heaven calling
You try to stay in touch but can you
End what has no real beginning

In your eyes you see it done
Colors drained away like water
Distance all but disappears
And nothing can be done

Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

And I walk away
I leave you right where you stand
I'll never regret all that I said to you
But you never turned away

You never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away

Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

And I walk away
I leave you right where you stand
I'll never regret all that I said to you
But you never turned away

You never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away

Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

6. Lost Along The Way

If you and I were meant to be
You wouldn't test my sanity
Corrective lenses in my brain
Twist my thoughts so I can see
It's all about who's wrong or right
To see who's words have got more bite
1,000 ways to kill the light
Frustration taking over

Too many pictures all at once
Too many shadows in the rain
And I see a crack up in the sun
calling out your name

it's everything
everything you wanted
but if what we had got lost along the way
it's everything
everything you need
and I'm reaching out
for all the things we lost along the way

should I turn and walk away
when other paths may lie ahead
too many feelings in my heart
try to search for what you said
I try to be in tune with you
I try to symbolize your dreams
You wouldn't let me take you there
Frustration taking over

7. I Believe Again

You opened up a door and showed a distant light
Delightful eyes that hold the world in grey and white
Romantic arms designed to empty out my heart
Creative joy, dynamic love right from the start

I believe in a world that can take you high
I believe in a thought that can touch the sky
I believe in peace and harmony
I believe that you belong to me

Collective mind I underestimate the sun
In everything in everywhere in everyone
Semantic goals I disregard the simple truth
I trade my fear, I trade my hurt in for my youth

If only I could hide you every day
I could undertake a larger mission
I know that you and I is hard to say
But broken pieces can be whole again

8. Waste Of Space

"I really wanna put you guys album on my label. I totally understand where you're coming from and I would never do anything to hurt your careers. We're gonna spend big money on you guys... big money."

It wasn't meant to be
This thing with you and me
It took a year to figure out how much you lied to me
I never understood
How much you've gone insane
You must have told yourself a thousand time I am to blame
With every single thought with every single word
I disassemble every piece of crap from you I heard
It couldn't hit me at a better time than this
You're at the top of my wanted list

You waste of space
I'll never ever let you live this down
Everyone knows
How worthless your intentions are to me

"I don't understand what happened... I mean I personally deposited the money into your account. It's in there... uhh.. can you check it again? It might take a minute or two to post."

It isn't funny but
I think I have to laugh
That little piece of hope I had inside you tore in half
It isn't broken but
You couldn't fix it now
You couldn't tell the truth if superman would show you how
I'm f--king angry now, but you don't mean enough
Tomorrows yesterday will turn your memory into dust
I like the way that sounds
I like the way it feels
To take away from those who steal

I broke down, fell asleep against my sorrow
No more reasons left to try
You walked in with a reason to rekindle
I thought I could touch the sky
And then you lied
Oh yes you lied
Why did you lie?

"Hey guys... it's uh, me... Um, it looks like, um... our investors are backing out. I know we already put your record out but, but anyway uh, I guess this is it."

9. Genocide

Could it be that it didn't happen
Could it be that I wasn't there
I can swear that my eyes are open
But there's nothing at which to stare
I remember the people dying
Staring blankly into the sky
Unaffected and undistracted
Redirected to pass them by

Cold as steel underneath my broken skin
I'm bleeding
Forced to feel
Devastation murder genocide

My reflection sometimes reminds me
In their image I was born
Technically I'm enhanced they tell me
From their minds my existence torn
They don't know all the hate I'm feeling
They don't see how it breeds inside
I'm afraid of the walls around me
I'm afraid but I cannot hide

There's a reason that I met you
It's to show you how to die
Simplify my wrong connection
Disconnect me where I lie
There is conflict all around us
There is conflict in my soul
Put an end to what's beginning
To make me want to play my role

10. A Poet's Dream

I can tell by the color of the sky
You and I so red divided by the sun
I fall into the moment understanding why
I try to hard to hold it but I let it fly
let it fly away

And only the future seems clear to me right now
A foreign object to be at peace with...

On and on
I can't believe the echos of the falling rain
Time walks away
No matter what we do we can't erase the walls around a poets dream

Shiny broken thoughts that sit alone have lost their way
Hand outs all around distort the charity
Waterfalls suspect the air and birds fly in reverse
Nature misinterprets who she's meant to be and all in one day

A stolen misconception can't correct what I have seen
To you to me it's all a lie and so I intervene
Without the world's forgiveness I cannot be brought to life
Forever in the winter I see summer in the distance,
Summer in the whispers of the light

11. Easier Than This

Under the bodhi tree
I saw you next to me
Closing your eyes and looking in
Clouds in the sky today
Thoughts as we drift away
Free from our wounds and from our sin

Islands of loss turn around
And bring your feet to the ground
For the sun lives within you
and it burns where you stand all alone

Outside the temple gates
Something eternal waits
endless and so misunderstood
frozen in time you fall
down from the highest wall
clinging for life to what you could

careless and bold do I find
myself I see so blind so blind so...

I can't dream of yesterday
And everything I see remembers who you were
The day that you had come to me
And I can't find the words to say
Shouldn't it be easier than this
So much easier than this for me

Under the falling rain
I carry a broken chain
Poisoned and fighting for my soul
Simple and mesmerized
My anger is exorcised
Slowly my heart is turned to coal

I can't say no, I can't give in
I can't let go of what I'm in
I don't know how, it might be now
But it won't be all that you want from
Cause I can't believe in me







RA LYRICS